lavengro-第133章
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'My size and fierceness! I tell you what; young man; you are not
over civil this evening; but you are ill; as I said before; and I
shan't take much notice of your language; at least for the present;
as for my size; I am not so much bigger than yourself; and as for
being fierce; you should be the last one to fling that at me。 It
is well for you that I can be fierce sometimes。 If I hadn't taken
your part against Blazing Bosville; you wouldn't be now taking tea
with me。'
'It is true that you struck me in the face first; but we'll let
that pass。 So that man's name is Bosville; what's your own?'
'Isopel Berners。'
'How did you get that name?'
'I say; young man; you seem fond of asking questions: will you
have another cup of tea?'
'I was just going to ask for another。'
'Well; then; here it is; and much good may it do you; as for my
name; I got it from my mother。'
'Your mother's name; then; was Isopel!'
'Isopel Berners。'
'But had you never a father?'
'Yes; I had a father;' said the girl; sighing; 'but I don't bear
his name。'
'Is it the fashion; then; in your country for children to bear
their mother's name?'
'If you ask such questions; young man; I shall be angry with you。
I have told you my name; and; whether my father's or mother's; I am
not ashamed of it。'
'It is a noble name。'
'There you are right; young man。 The chaplain in the great house
where I was born told me it was a noble name; it was odd enough; he
said; that the only three noble names in the county were to be
found in the great house; mine was one; the other two were Devereux
and Bohun。'
'What do you mean by the great house?'
'The workhouse。'
'Is it possible that you were born there?'
'Yes; young man; and as you now speak softly and kindly; I will
tell you my whole tale。 My father was an officer of the sea; and
was killed at sea as he was coming home to marry my mother; Isopel
Berners。 He had been acquainted with her; and had left her; but
after a few months he wrote her a letter; to say that he had no
rest; and that he repented; and that as soon as his ship came to
port he would do her all the reparation in his power。 Well; young
man; the very day before they reached port they met the enemy; and
there was a fight; and my father was killed; after he had struck
down six of the enemy's crew on their own deck; for my father was a
big man; as I have heard; and knew tolerably well how to use his
hands; And when my mother heard the news; she became half
distracted; and ran away into the fields and forests; totally
neglecting her business; for she was a small milliner; and so she
ran demented about the meads and forests for a long time; now
sitting under a tree; and now by the side of a river … at last she
flung herself into some water; and would have been drowned; had not
some one been at hand and rescued her; whereupon she was conveyed
to the great house; lest she should attempt to do herself farther
mischief; for she had neither friends nor parents … and there she
died three months after; having first brought me into the world。
She was a sweet pretty creature; I'm told; but hardly fit for this
world; being neither large; nor fierce; nor able to take her own
part。 So I was born and bred in the great house; where I learnt to
read and sew; to fear God; and to take my own part。 When I was
fourteen I was put out to service to a small farmer and his wife;
with whom; however; I did not stay long; for I was half…starved;
and otherwise ill treated; especially by my mistress; who one day
attempting to knock me down with a besom; I knocked her down with
my fist; and went back to the great house。'
'And how did they receive you in the great house?'
'Not very kindly; young man … on the contrary; I was put into a
dark room; where I was kept a fortnight on bread and water; I did
not much care; however; being glad to have got back to the great
house at any rate … the place where I was born; and where my poor
mother died; and in the great house I continued two years longer;
reading and sewing; fearing God; and taking my own part when
necessary。 At the end of the two years I was again put out to
service; but this time to a rich farmer and his wife; with whom;
however; I did not live long; less time; I believe; than with the
poor ones; being obliged to leave for … '
'Knocking your mistress down?'
'No; young man; knocking my master down; who conducted himself
improperly towards me。 This time I did not go back to the great
house; having a misgiving that they would not receive me; so I
turned my back to the great house where I was born; and where my
poor mother died; and wandered for several days I know not whither;
supporting myself on a few halfpence which I chanced to have in my
pocket。 It happened one day; as I sat under a hedge crying; having
spent my last farthing; that a comfortable…looking elderly woman
came up in a cart; and seeing the state in which I was; she stopped
and asked what was the matter with me; I told her some part of my
story; whereupon she said; 'Cheer up; my dear; if you like; you
shall go with me; and wait upon me。' Of course I wanted little
persuasion; so I got into the cart and went with her。 She took me
to London and various other places; and I soon found that she was a
travelling woman; who went about the country with silks and linen。
I was of great use to her; more especially in those places where we
met evil company。 Once; as we were coming from Dover; we were met
by two sailors; who stopped our cart; and would have robbed and
stripped us。 'Let me get down;' said I; so I got down; and fought
with them both; till they turned round and ran away。 Two years I
lived with the old gentlewoman; who was very kind to me; almost as
kind as a mother; at last she fell sick at a place in Lincolnshire;
and after a few days died; leaving me her cart and stock in trade;
praying me only to see her decently buried … which I did; giving
her a funeral fit for a gentlewoman。 After which I travelled the
country … melancholy enough for want of company; but so far
fortunate; that I could take my own part when anybody was uncivil
to me。 At last; passing through the valley of Todmorden; I formed
the acquaintance of Blazing Bosville and his wife; with whom I
occasionally took journeys for company's sake; for it is melancholy
to travel about alone; even when one can take one's own part。 I
soon found they were evil people; but; upon the whole; they treated
me civilly; and I sometimes lent them a little money; so that we
got on tolerably well together。 He and I; it is true; had once a
dispute; and nearly came to blows; for once; when we were alone; he
wanted me to marry him; promising; if I would; to turn off Grey
Moll; or; if I liked it better; to make her wait upon me as a maid…
servant; I never liked him much; but from that hour less than ever。
Of the two; I believe Grey Moll to be the best; for she is at any
rate true and faithful to him; and I like truth and constancy …
don't you; young man?'
'Yes;' said I; 'they are very nice things。 I feel very strangely。'
'How do you feel; young man?
'Very much afraid。'
'Afraid; at what? At the Flaming Tinman? Don't be afraid of him。
He won't come back; and if he did; he shouldn't touch you in this
state; I'd fight him for you; but he won't come back; so you
needn't be afraid of him。'
'I'm not afraid of the Flaming Tinman。'
'What; then; are you afraid of?'
'The evil one。'
'The evil one!' said the girl; 'where is he?'
'Coming upon me。'
'Never heed;' said the girl; 'I'll stand by you。'
CHAPTER LXXXVII
Hubbub of voices … No offence … Nodding … The guests。
THE kitchen of the public…house