little novels-第39章
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oman： 〃Leave me by myself； and take the dog with you。〃
They went out； and left me alone in the room。
I sat looking at the pillar of mist； hovering opposite to me。
It lengthened slowly； until it reached to the ceiling。 As it lengthened； it grew bright and luminous。 A time passed； and a shadowy appearance showed itself in the center of the light。 Little by little； the shadowy appearance took the outline of a human form。 Soft brown eyes； tender and melancholy； looked at me through the unearthly light in the mist。 The head and the rest of the face broke next slowly on my view。 Then the figure gradually revealed itself； moment by moment； downward and downward to the feet。 She stood before me as I had last seen her； in her purple…merino dress； with the black…silk apron； with the white handkerchief tied loosely round her neck。 She stood before me； in the gentle beauty that I remembered so well； and looked at me as she had looked when she gave me her last kisswhen her tears had dropped on my cheek。
I fell on my knees at the table。 I stretched out my hands to her imploringly。 I said： 〃Speak to meO； once again speak to me； Jeromette。〃
Her eyes rested on me with a divine compassion in them。 She lifted her hand； and pointed to the photograph on my desk； with a gesture which bade me turn the card。 I turned it。 The name of the man who had left my house that morning was inscribed on it； in her own handwriting。
I looked up at her again； when I had read it。 She lifted her hand once more； and pointed to the handkerchief round her neck。 As I looked at it； the fair white silk changed horribly in colorthe fair white silk became darkened and drenched in blood。
A moment moreand the vision of her began to grow dim。 By slow degrees； the fi gure； then the face； faded back into the shadowy appearance that I had first seen。 The luminous inner light died out in the white mist。 The mist itself dropped slowly downwardfloated a moment in airy circles on the floorvanished。 Nothing was before me but the familiar wall of the room； and the photograph lying face downward on my desk。
X。
THE next day； the newspapers reported the discovery of a murder in London。 A Frenchwoman was the victim。 She had been killed by a wound in the throat。 The crime had been discovered between ten and eleven o'clock on the previous night。
I leave you to draw your conclusion from what I have related。 My own faith in the reality of the apparition is immovable。 I say； and believe； that Jeromette kept her word with me。 She died young； and died miserably。 And I heard of it from herself。
Take up the Trial again； and look at the circumstances that were revealed during the investigation in court。 His motive for murdering her is there。
You will see that she did indeed marry him privately； that they lived together contentedly； until the fatal day when she discovered that his fancy had been caught by another woman； that violent quarrels took place between them； from that time to the time when my sermon showed him his own deadly hatred toward her； reflected in the case of another man； that she discovered his place of retreat in my house； and threatened him by letter with the public assertion of her conjugal rights； lastly； that a man； variously described by different witnesses； was seen leaving the door of her lodgings on the night of the murder。 The Lawadvancing no further than thismay have discovered circumstances of suspicion； but no certainty。 The Law； in default of direct evidence to convict the prisoner； may have rightly decided in letting him go free。
But _I_ persisted in believing that the man was guilty。 _I_ declare that he； and he alone； was the murderer of Jeromette。 And now； you know why。
MISS MINA AND THE GROOM
I。
I HEAR that the 〃shocking story of my conduct〃 was widely circulated at the ball； and that public opinion （among the ladies）； in every part of the room； declared I had disgraced myself。 But there was one dissentient voice in this chorus of general condemnation。 You spoke； Madam； with all the authority of your wide celebrity and your high rank。 You said： 〃I am personally a stranger to the young lady who is the subject of remark。 If I venture to interfere； it is only to remind you that there are two sides to every question。 May I ask if you have waited to pass sentence； until you have heard what the person accused has to say in her own defense？〃
These just and generous words produced； if I am correctly informed； a dead silence。 Not one of the women who had condemned me had heard me in my own defense。 Not one of them ventured to answer you。
How I may stand in the opinions of such persons as these； is a matter of perfect indifference to me。 My one anxiety is to show that I am not quite unworthy of your considerate interference in my favor。 Will you honor me by reading what I have to say for myself in these pages？
I will pass as rapidly as I can over the subject of my family； and I will abstain （in deference to motives of gratitude and honor） from mentioning surnames in my narrative。
My father was the second son of an English nobleman。 A German lady was his first wife； and my mother。 Left a widower； he married for the second time； the new wife being of American birth。 She took a stepmother's dislike to mewhich； in some degree at least； I must own that I deserved。
When the newly married pair went to the United States they left me in England； by my own desire； to live under the protection of my unclea General in the army。 This good man's marriage had been childless； and his wife （Lady Claudia） was； perhaps on that account； as kindly ready as her husband to receive me in the character of an adopted daughter。 I may add here； that I bear my German mother's Christian name； Wilhelmina。 All my friends； in the days when I had friends； used to shorten this to Mina。 Be my friend so far； and call me Mina； too。
After these few words of introduction； will your patience bear with me； if I try to make you better acquainted with my uncle and aunt； and if I allude to circumstances connected with my new life which had； as I fear； some influence in altering my character for the worse？
II。
WHEN I think of the good General's fatherly kindness to me； I really despair of writing about him in terms that do justice to his nature。 To own the truth； the tears get into my eyes； and the lines mingle in such confusion that I cannot read them myself。 As for my relations with my aunt； I only tell the truth when I say that she performed her duties toward me without the slightest pretension； and in the most charming manner。
At nearly fifty years old； Lady Claudia was still admired； though she had lost the one attraction which distinguished her before my time the attraction of a perfectly beautiful figure。 With fine hair and expressive eyes； she was otherwise a plain woman。 Her unassuming cleverness and her fascinating manners were the qualities no doubt which made her popular everywhere。 We never quarreled。 Not because I was always amiable； but because my aunt would not allow it。 She managed me； as she managed her husband； with perfect tact。 With certain occasional checks； she absolutely governed the General。 There were eccentricities in his character which made him a man easily ruled by a clever woman。 Deferring to his opinion； so far as appearances went； Lady Claudia generally contrived to get her own way in the end。 Except when he was at his Club； happy in his gossip； his good dinners； and his whist； my excellent uncle lived under a despotism； in the happy delusion that he was master in his own house。
Prosperous and pleasant as it appeared on the surface； my life had its sad side for a young woman。
In the commonplace routine of our existence； as wealthy people in the upper rank； there was nothing to ripen the growth of any better capacities which may have been in my nature。 Heartily as I loved and admired my uncle； he was neither of an age nor of a character to be the chosen depositary of my most secret thoughts； the friend of my inmost heart who could show me how to make the best and the most of my life。 With friends and admirers in plenty； I had found no one who could hold this position toward me。 In the midst of society I was； unconsc
