little novels-第26章
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I was too indignant to place any restraint on the language in which I answered her。
〃Understand； if you please；〃 I said； 〃that I am renewing an old friendship with Mademoiselle Jeannebegun under the sanction of her father。 Respect that young lady； madam； as I respect her。〃
The detestable Baroness clapped her hands； as if she had been at the theater。
〃If you only say that to the Princess；〃 she remarked； 〃as well as you have said it to me； there will be no danger of arousing her Highness's jealousy。 I have a message for you。 At the concert； on Saturday； you are to retire to the conservatory； and you may hope for an interview when the singers begin the second part of the programme。 Don't let me detain you any longer。 Go back to your young lady； Mr。 Ernestpray go back！〃
VII。
ON the second night of the opera the applications for places were too numerous to be received。 Among the crowded audience； I recognized many of my friends。 They persisted in believing an absurd report （first circulated； as I imagine； by the Doctor）； which asserted that my interest in the new singer was something more than the interest of an old friend。 When I went behind the scenes to congratulate Jeanne on her success； I was annoyed in another wayand by the Doctor again。 He followed me to Jeanne's room； to offer _his_ congratulations； and he begged that I would introduce him to the charming prima donna。 Having expressed his admiration； he looked at me with his insolently suggestive smile； and said he could not think of prolonging his intrusion。 On leaving the room； he noticed Uncle David； waiting as usual to take care of Jeanne on her return from the theaterlooked at him attentivelybowed； and went out。
The next morning； I received a note from the Baroness； expressed in these terms：
〃More news！ My rooms look out on the wing of the palace in which the Doctor is lodged。 Half an hour since； I discovered him at his window； giving a letter to a person who is a stranger to me。 The man left the palace immediately afterward。 My maid followed him； by my directions。 Instead of putting the letter in the post； he took a ticket at the railway…stationfor what place the servant was unable to discover。 Here； you will observe； is a letter important enough to be dispatched by special messenger； and written at a time when we have succeeded in freeing ourselves from the Doctor's suspicions。 It is at least possible that he has decided on sending a favorable report of the Princess to the Grand Duke。 If this is the case； please consider whether you will not act wisely （in her Highness's interests） by keeping away from the concert。〃
Viewing this suggestion as another act of impertinence on the part of the Baroness； I persisted in my intention of going to the concert。 It was for the Princess to decide what course of conduct I was bound to follow。 What did I care for the Doctor's report to the Duke！ Shall I own my folly？ I do really believe I was jealous of the Duke。
VIII。
ENTERING the Concert Room； I found the Princess alone on the dais； receiving the company。 〃Nervous prostration〃 had made it impossible for the Prince to be present。 He was confined to his bed…chamber； and the Doctor was in attendance on him。
I bowed to the Baroness； but she was too seriously offended with me for declining to take her advice to notice my salutation。 Passing into the conservatory； it occurred to me that I might be seen； and possibly suspected； in the interval between the first and second parts of the programme； when the music no longer absorbed the attention of the audience。 I went on； and waited outside on the steps that led to the garden； keeping the glass door open； so as to hear when the music of the second part of the concert began。
After an interval which seemed to be endless； I saw the Princess approaching me。
She had made the heat in the Concert Room an excuse for retiring for a while； and she had the Baroness in attendance on her to save appearances。 Instead of leaving us to ourselves； the malicious creature persisted in paying the most respectful attentions to her mistress。 It was impossible to make her understand that she was not wanted any longer until the Princess said sharply； 〃Go back to the music！〃 Even then； the detestable woman made a low curtsey； and answered： 〃I will return； Madam； in five minutes。〃
I ventured to present myself in the conservatory。
The Princess was dressed with exquisite simplicity； entirely in white。 Her only ornaments were white roses in her hair and in her bosom。 To say that she looked lovely is to say nothing。 She seemed to be the ethereal creature of some higher sphere； too exquisitely delicate and pure to be approached by a mere mortal man like myself。 I was awed； I was silent。 Her Highness's sweet smile encouraged me to venture a little nearer。 She pointed to a footstool which the Baroness had placed for her。 〃Are you afraid of me； Ernest？〃 she asked softly。
Her divinely beautiful eyes rested on me with a look of encouragement。 I dropped on my knees at her feet。 She had asked if I was afraid of her。 This； if I may use such an expression； roused my manhood。 My own boldness astonished me。 I answered： 〃Madam； I adore you。〃
She laid her fair hand on my head； and looked at me thoughtfully。 〃Forget my rank；〃 she whispered〃have I not set you the example？ Suppose that I am nothing but an English Miss。 What would you say to Miss？〃
〃I should say； I love you。〃
〃Say it to Me。〃
My lips said it on her hand。 She bent forward。 My heart beats fast at the bare remembrance of it。 Oh； heavens； her Highness kissed me！
〃There is your reward；〃 she murmured； 〃for all you have sacrificed for my sake。 What an effort it must have been to offer the pretense of love to an obscure stranger！ The Baroness tells me this actressthis singerwhat is she？is pretty。 Is it true？〃
The Baroness was quite mischievous enough to have also mentioned the false impression； prevalent about the Court； that I was in love with Jeanne。 I attempted to explain。 The gracious Princess refused to hear me。
〃Do you think I doubt you？〃 she said。 〃Distinguished by me； could you waste a look on a person in _that_ rank of life？〃 She laughed softly； as if the mere idea of such a thing amused her。 It was only for a moment： her thoughts took a new directionthey contemplated the uncertain future。 〃How is this to end？〃 she asked。 〃Dear Ernest； we are not in Paradise； we are in a hard cruel world which insists on distinctions in rank。 To what unhappy destiny does the fascination which you exercise over me condemn us both？〃
She pausedtook one of the white roses out of her bosomtouched it with her lipsand gave it to me。
〃I wonder whether you feel the burden of life as I feel it？〃 she resumed。 〃It is immaterial to me； whether we are united in this world or in the next。 Accept my rose； Ernest； as an assurance that I speak with perfect sincerity。 I see but two alternatives before us。 One of them （beset with dangers） is elopement。 And the other；〃 she added； with truly majestic composure； 〃is suicide。〃
Would Englishmen in general have rightly understood such fearless confidence in them as this language implied？ I am afraid they might have attributed it to what my friend the secretary called 〃German sentiment。〃 Perhaps they might even have suspected the Princess of quoting from some old…fashioned German play。 Under the irresistible influence of that glorious creature； I contemplated with such equal serenity the perils of elopement and the martyrdom of love； that I was for the moment at a loss how to reply。 In that moment； the evil genius of my life appeared in the conservatory。 With haste in her steps； with alarm in her face； the Baroness rushed up to her royal mistress； and said； 〃For God's sake； Madam； come away！ The Prince desires to speak with you instantly。〃
Her Highness rose； calmly superior to the vulgar excitement of her lady in waiting。 〃Think of it to…night；〃 she said to me； 〃and let me hear from you to…morrow。〃
She pressed my hand； she gave me a farewell look。 I sank into the chair that she had just left。 Did I think of elopement？ Did I think of suicide？ The elevating influence of the Princess no longer sustained me； my nature became degraded。 Horr
