green mansions-第44章
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d thuswould you have gone so far away from your beloved people; never to return; never to hear of them or speak to them again? Oh no; you could not; nor would she if her people had been in existence。 But she knew that she had survived them; that some great calamity had fallen upon and destroyed them。 They were few in number; perhaps; and surrounded on every side by hostile tribes; and had no weapons; and made no war。 They had been preserved because they inhabited a place apart; some deep valley perhaps; guarded on all sides by lofty mountains and impenetrable forests and marshes; but at last the cruel savages broke into this retreat and hunted them down; destroying all except a few fugitives; who escaped singly like your mother; and fled away to hide in some distant solitude。〃
The anxious expression on her face deepened as she listened to one of anguish and despair; and then; almost before I concluded; she suddenly lifted her hands to her head; uttering a low; sobbing cry; and would have fallen on the rock had I not caught her quickly in my arms。 Once more in my armsagainst my breast; her proper place! But now all that bright life seemed gone out of her; her head fell on my shoulder; and there was no motion in her except at intervals a slight shudder in her frame accompanied by a low; gasping sob。 In a little while the sobs ceased; the eyes were closed; the face still and deathly white; and with a terrible anxiety in my heart I carried her down to the cave。
CHAPTER XVII
As I re…entered the cave with my burden Nuflo sat up and stared at me with a frightened look in his eyes。 Throwing my cloak down; I placed the girl on it and briefly related what had happened。
He drew near to examine her; then placed his hand on her heart。 〃Dead!she is dead!〃 he exclaimed。
My own anxiety changed to an irrational anger at his words。 〃Old fool! She has only fainted;〃 I returned。 〃Get me some water; quick。〃
But the water failed to restore her; and my anxiety deepened as I gazed on that white; still face。 Oh; why had I told her that sad tragedy I had imagined with so little preparation? Alas! I had succeeded too well in my purpose; killing her vain hope and her at the same moment。
The old man; still bending over her; spoke again。 〃No; I will not believe that she is dead yet; but; sir; if not dead; then she is dying。〃
I could have struck him down for his words。 〃She will die in my arms; then;〃 I exclaimed; thrusting him roughly aside; and lifting her up with the cloak beneath her。
And while I held her thus; her head resting on my arm; and gazed with unutterable anguish into her strangely white face; insanely praying to Heaven to restore her to me; Nuflo fell on his knees before her; and with bowed head; and hands clasped in supplication; began to speak。
〃Rima! Grandchild!〃 he prayed; his quivering voice betraying his agitation。 〃Do not die just yet: you must not dienot wholly dieuntil you have heard what I have to say to you。 I do not ask you to answer in wordsyou are past that; and I am not unreasonable。 Only; when I finish; make some signa sigh; a movement of the eyelid; a twitch of the lips; even in the small corners of the mouth; nothing more than that; just to show that you have heard; and I shall be satisfied。 Remember all the years that I have been your protector; and this long journey that I have taken on your account; also all that I did for your sainted mother before she died at Voa; to become one of the most important of those who surround the Queen of Heaven; and who; when they wish for any favour; have only to say half a word to get it。 And do not cast in oblivion that at the last I obeyed your wish and brought you safely to Riolama。 It is true that in some small things I deceived you; but that must not weigh with you; because it is a small matter and not worthy of mention when you consider the claims I have on you。 In your hands; Rima; I leave everything; relying on the promise you made me; and on my services。 Only one word of caution remains to be added。 Do not let the magnificence of the place you are now about to enter; the new sights and colours; and the noise of shouting; and musical instruments and blowing of trumpets; put these things out of your head。 Nor must you begin to think meanly of yourself and be abashed when you find yourself surrounded by saints and angels; for you are not less than they; although it may not seem so at first when you see them in their bright clothes; which; they say; shine like the sun。 I cannot ask you to tie a string round your finger; I can only trust to your memory; which was always good; even about the smallest things; and when you are asked; as no doubt you will be; to express a wish; remember before everything to speak of your grandfather; and his claims on you; also on your angelic mother; to whom you will present my humble remembrances。〃
During this petition; which in other circumstances would have moved me to laughter but now only irritated me; a subtle change seemed to come to the apparently lifeless girl to make me hope。 The small hand in mine felt not so icy cold; and though no faintest colour had come to the face; its pallor had lost something of its deathly waxen appearance; and now the compressed lips had relaxed a little and seemed ready to part。 I laid my finger…tips on her heart and felt; or imagined that I felt; a faint fluttering; and at last I became convinced that her heart was really beating。
I turned my eyes on the old man; still bending forward; intently watching for the sign he had asked her to make。 My anger and disgust at his gross earthy egoism had vanished。 〃Let us thank God; old man;〃 I said; the tears of joy half choking my utterance。 〃She livesshe is recovering from her fit。〃
He drew back; and on his knees; with bowed head; murmured a prayer of thanks to Heaven。
Together we continued watching her face for half an hour longer; I still holding her in my arms; which could never grow weary of that sweet burden; waiting for other; surer signs of returning life; and she seemed now like one that had fallen into a profound; death…like sleep which must end in death。 Yet when I remembered her face as it had looked an hour ago; I was confirmed in the belief that the progress to recovery; so strangely slow; was yet sure。 So slow; so gradual was this passing from death to life that we had hardly ceased to fear when we noticed that the lips were parted; or almost parted; that they were no longer white; and that under her pale; transparent skin a faint; bluish…rosy colour was now visible。 And at length; seeing that all danger was past and recovery so slow; old Nuflo withdrew once more to the fireside and; stretching himself out on the sandy floor; soon fell into a deep sleep。
If he had not been lying there before me in the strong light of the glowing embers and dancing flames; I could not have felt more alone with Rimaalone amid those remote mountains; in that secret cavern; with lights and shadows dancing on its grey vault。 In that profound silence and solitude the mysterious loveliness of the still face I continued to gaze on; its appearance of life without consciousness; produced a strange feeling in me; hard; perhaps impossible; to describe。
Once; when clambering among the rough rocks; overgrown with forest; among the Queneveta mountains; I came on a single white flower which was new to me; which I have never seen since。 After I had looked long at it; and passed on; the image of that perfect flower remained so persistently in my mind that on the following day I went again; in the hope of seeing it still untouched by decay。 There was no change; and on this occasion I spent a much longer time looking at it; admiring the marvellous beauty of its form; which seemed so greatly to exceed that of all other flowers。 It had thick petals; and at first gave me the idea of an artificial flower; cut by a divinely inspired artist from some unknown precious stone; of the size of a large orange and whiter than milk; and yet; in spite of its opacity; with a crystalline lustre on the surface。 Next day I went again; scarcely hoping to find it still unwithered; it was fresh as if only just opened; and after that I