mary stuart-第46章
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will prepare you for your salvation; which you risk to our great
grief and that of our august queen; by all the papistical follies;
abominations; and childish nonsense which keep Catholics away from
the holy word of God and the knowledge of the truth。〃
〃You mistake; my lord;〃 replied the queen gently; 〃if you have
believed that I have grown up careless in the faith of my fathers;
and without seriously occupying myself with a matter so important as
religion。 I have; on the contrary; spent my life with learned and
wise men who taught me what one must learn on this subject; and I
have sustained myself by reading their works; since the means of
hearing them has been taken from me。 Besides; never having doubted
in my lifetime; doubt is not likely to seize me in my death…hour。
And there is the Earl of Shrewsbury; here present; who will tell you
that; since my arrival in England; I have; for an entire Lent; of
which I repent; heard your wisest doctors; without their arguments
having made any impression on my mind。 It will be useless; then; my
lord;〃 she added; smiling; 〃to summon to one so hardened as I the
Dean of Peterborough; learned as he is。 The only thing I ask you in
exchange; my lord; and for which I shall be grateful to you beyond
expression; is that you will send me my almoner; whom you keep shut
up in this house; to console me and prepare me for death; or; in his
stead; another priest; be he who he may; if only a poor priest from a
poor village; I being no harder to please than God; and not asking
that he have knowledge; provided that he has faith。〃
〃It is with regret; madam;〃 replied the Earl of Kent; 〃that I find
myself obliged to refuse your Grace's; request; but it would be
contrary to our religion and our conscience; and we should be
culpable in doing it; this is why we again offer you the venerable
Dean of Peterborough; certain that your Grace will find more
consolation and content in him than in any bishop; priest; or vicar
of the Catholic faith。〃
〃Thank you; my lord;〃 said the queen again; 〃but I have nothing to…do
with him; and as I have a conscience free of the crime for which I am
about to die; with God's help; martyrdom will take the place of
confession for me。 And now; I will remind you; my lord; of what you
told me yourself; that I have but a few hours to live; and these few
hours; to profit me; should be passed in prayer and meditation; and
not in idle disputes。〃
With these words; she rose; and; bowing to the earls; Sir Robert
Beale; Amyas; and Drury; she indictated; by a gesture full of
dignity; that she wished to be alone and in peace; then; as they
prepared to go out
〃Apropos; my lords;〃 said she; 〃for what o'clock should I make ready
to die?〃
〃For eight o'clock to…morrow; madam;〃 answered the Earl of
Shrewsbury; stammering。
〃It is well;〃 said Mary; 〃but have you not some reply to make me;
from my sister Elizabeth; relative to a letter which I wrote to her
about a month ago?〃
〃And of what did this letter treat; if it please you; madam? 〃asked
the Earl of Kent。
〃Of my burial and my funeral ceremony; my lord: I asked to be
interred in France; in the cathedral church of Rheims; near the late
queen my mother。〃
〃That may not be; madam;〃 replied the Earl of Kent; 〃but do not
trouble yourself as to all these details: the queen; my august
mistress; will provide for them as is suitable。 Has your grace
anything else to ask us?〃
〃I would also like to know;〃 said Mary; 〃if my servants will be
allowed to return; each to his own country; with the little that I
can give him; which will hardly be enough; in any case; for the long
service they have done me; and the long imprisonment they have borne
on my account。〃
〃We have no instructions on that head; madam;〃 the Earl of Kent said;
〃but we think that an order will be given for this as for the other
things; in accordance with your wishes。 Is this all that your Grace
has to say to us?〃
〃Yes; my lord;〃 replied the queen; bowing a second time; 〃and now you
may withdraw。〃
〃One moment; my lords; in Heaven's name; one moment!〃 cried the old
physician; coming forward and throwing himself on his knees before
the two earls。
〃What do you want?〃 asked Lord Shrewsbury。
〃To point out to you; my lords;〃 replied the aged Bourgoin; weeping;
〃that you have granted the queen but a very short time for such an
important matter as this of her life。 Reflect; my lords; what rank
and degree she whom you have condemned has held among the princes of
this earth; and consider if it is well and seemly to treat her as an
ordinary condemned person of middling estate。 And if not for the
sake of this noble queen; my lords; do this for the sake of us her
poor servants; who; having had the honour of living near her so long;
cannot thus part from her so quickly and without preparation。
Besides; my lords; think of it; a woman of her state and position
ought to have some time in which to set in order her last affairs。
And what will become of her; and of us; if before dying; our mistress
has not time to regulate her jointure and her accounts and to put in
order her papers and her title…deeds? She has services to reward and
offices of piety to perform。 She should not neglect the one or the
other。 Besides; we know that she will only concern herself with us;
and; through this; my lords; neglect her own salvation。 Grant her;
then; a few more days; my lords; and as our mistress is too proud to
ask of you such a favour; I ask you in all our names; and implore you
not to refuse to poor servants a request which your august queen
would certainly not refuse them; if they had the good fortune to be
able to lay it at her feet。〃
〃Is it then true; madam;〃 Sir Robert Beale asked; 〃that you have not
yet made a will?〃
〃I have not; sir;〃 the queen answered。
〃In that case; my lords;〃 said Sir Robert Beale; turning to the two
earls; 〃perhaps it would be a good thing to put it off for a day or
two。〃
〃Impossible; sir;〃 replied the Earl of Shrewsbury: 〃the time is
fixed; and we cannot change anything; even by a minute; now。〃
〃Enough; Bourgoin; enough;〃 said the queen; 〃rise; I command you。〃
Bourgoin obeyed; and the Earl of Shrewsbury; turning to Sir Amyas
Paulet; who was behind him
〃Sir Amyas;〃 said he; 〃we entrust this lady to your keeping: you will
charge yourself with her; and keep her safe till our return。〃
With these words he went out; followed by the Earl of Kent; Sir
Robert Beale; Amyas Paulet; and Drury; and the queen remained alone
with her servants。
Then; turning to her women with as serene a countenance as if the
event which had just taken place was of little importance
〃Well; Jeanne;〃 said she; speaking to Kennedy; 〃have I not always
told you; and was I not right; that at the bottom of their hearts
they wanted to do this? and did I not see clearly through all their
procedure the end they had in view; and know well enough that I was
too great an obstacle to their false religion to be allowed to live?
Come;〃 continued she; 〃hasten supper now; that I may put my affairs
in order〃。 Then; seeing that instead of obeying her; her servants
were weeping and lamenting; 〃My children;〃 said she; with a sad
smile; but without a tear in her eye; 〃it is no time for weeping;
quite the contrary; for if you love me; you ought to rejoice that the
Lord; in making me die for His cause; relieves me from the torments I
have endured for nineteen years。 As for me; I thank Him for allowing
me to die for the glory of His faith and His Church。 Let each have
patience; then; and while the men prepare supper; we women will pray
to God。〃
The men immediately went out; weeping and sobbing; and the queen and
her women fell on their knees。 When they had recited some prayers;
Mary rose; and sending for all the money she had left; she counted it
and divide