mary stuart-第12章
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〃My feelings and my favours are to me sure warrants for that love;
and answer to me for your heart; my trust is entire on this head: but
explain yourself; I entreat you; and open your soul to me; otherwise;
I shall fear lest; by the fatality of my star; and by the too
fortunate influence of the stars on women less tender and less
faithful than I; I may be supplanted in your heart as Medea was in
Jason's; not that I wish to compare you to a lover as unfortunate as
Jason; and to parallel myself with a monster like Medea; although you
have enough influence over me to force me to resemble her each time
our love exacts it; and that it concerns me to keep your heart; which
belongs to me; and which belongs to me only。 For I name as belonging
to me what I have purchased with the tender and constant love with
which I have burned for you; a love more alive to…day than ever; and
which will end only with my life; a love; in short; which makes me
despise both the dangers and the remorse which will be perhaps its
sad sequel。 As the price of this sacrifice; I ask you but one
favour; it is to remember a spot not far from here: I do not exact
that you should keep your promise to…morrow; but I want to see you to
disperse your suspicions。 I ask of God only one thing: it is that He
should make you read my heart; which is less mine than yours; and
that He should guard you from every ill; at least during my life:
this life is dear to me only in so far as it pleases you; and as I
please you myself。 I am going to bed: adieu; give me your news to…
morrow morning; for I shall be uneasy till I have it。 Like a bird
escaped from its cage; or the turtle…dove which has lost her mate; I
shall be alone; weeping your absence; short as it may be。 This
letter; happier than I; will go this evening where I cannot go;
provided that the messenger does not find you asleep; as I fear。 I
have not dared to write it in the presence of Joseph; of Sebastian;
and of Joachim; who had only just left me when I began it。〃
Thus; as one sees; and always supposing these letters to be genuine;
Mary had conceived for Bothwell one of those mad passions; so much
the stronger in the women who are a prey to them; that one the less
understands what could have inspired them。 Bothwell was no longer
young; Bothwell was not handsome; and yet Mary sacrificed for him a
young husband; who was considered one of the handsomest men of his
century。 It was like a kind of enchantment。 Darnley; the sole
obstacle to the union; had been already condemned for a long time; if
not by Mary; at least by Bothwell; then; as his strong constitution
had conquered the poison; another kind of death was sought for。
The queen; as she announces in her letter to Bothwel1; had refused to
bring back Darnley with her; and had returned alone to Edinburgh。
Arrived there; she gave orders for the king to be moved; in his turn;
in a litter; but instead of taking him to Stirling or Holyrood; she
decided to lodge him in the abbey of the Kirk of Field。 The king
made some objections when he knew of this arrangement; however; as he
had no power to oppose it; he contented himself with complaining of
the solitude of the dwelling assigned him; but the queen made answer
that she could not receive him at that moment; either at Holyrood or
at Stirling; for fear; if his illness were infectious; lest he might
give it to his son: Darnley was then obliged to make the best of the
abode allotted him。
It was an isolated abbey; and little calculated by its position to
dissipate the fears that the king entertained; for it was situated
between two ruined churches and two cemeteries: the only house; which
was distant about a shot from a cross…bow; belonged to the Hamiltons;
and as they were Darnley's mortal enemies the neighbourhood was none
the more reassuring: further; towards the north; rose some wretched
huts; called the 〃Thieves' cross…roads〃。 In going round his new
residence; Darnley noticed that three holes; each large enough for a
man to get through; had been made in the walls; he asked that these
holes; through which ill…meaning persons could get in; should be
stopped up: it was promised that masons should be sent; but nothing
was done; and the holes remained open。
The day after his arrival at Kirk of Field; the king saw a light in
that house near his which lie believed deserted; next day he asked
Alexander Durham whence it came; and he heard that the Archbishop of
St。 Andrew's had left his palace in Edinburgh and had housed there
since the preceding evening; one didn't know why: this news still
further increased the king's uneasiness; the Archbishop of St。
Andrew's was one of his most declared enemies。
The king; little by little abandoned by all his servants lived on the
first floor of an isolated pavilion; having about him only this same
Alexander Durham; whom we have mentioned already; and who was his
valet。 Darnley; who had quite a special friendship for him; and who
besides; as we have said; feared some attack on his life at every
moment; had made him move his bed into his own apartment; so that
both were sleeping in the same room。
On the night of the 8th February; Darnley awoke Durham: he thought he
heard footsteps in the apartment beneath him。 Durham rose; took a
sword in one hand; a taper in the other; and went down to the ground
floor; but although Darnley was quite certain he had not been
deceived; Durham came up again a moment after; saying he had seen no
one。
The morning of the next day passed without bringing anything fresh。
The queen was marrying one of her servants named Sebastian: he was an
Auvergnat whom she had brought with her from France; and whom she
liked very much。 However; as the king sent word that he had not seen
her for two days; she left the wedding towards six o'clock in the
evening; and came to pay him a visit; accompanied by the Countess of
Argyll and the Countess of Huntly。 While she was there; Durham; in
preparing his bed; set fire to his palliasse; which was burned as
well as a part of the mattress; so that; having thrown them out of
the window all in flames; for fear lest the fire should reach the
rest of the furniture; he found himself without a bed; and asked
permission to return to the town to sleep; but Darnley; who
remembered his terror the night before; and who was surprised at the
promptness that had made Durham throw all his bedding out of the
window; begged him not to go away; offering him one of his
mattresses; or even to take him into his own bed。 However; in spite
of this offer; Durham insisted; saying that he felt unwell; and that
he should like to see a doctor the same evening。 So the queen
interceded for Durham; and promised Darnley to send him another valet
to spend the night with him: Darnley was then obliged to yield; and;
making Mary repeat that she would send him someone; he gave Durham
leave for that evening。 At that moment Paris; of whom the queen
speaks in her letters; came in: he was a young Frenchman who had been
in Scotland for some years; and who; after having served with
Bothwell and Seyton; was at present with the queen。 Seeing him; she
got up; and as Darnley still wished to keep her
〃Indeed; my lord; it is impossible;〃 said she; 〃to come and see you。
I have left this poor Sebastian's wedding; and I must return to it;
for I promised to came masked to his ball。〃
The king dared not insist; he only reminded her of the promise that
she had made to send him a servant: Mary renewed it yet once again;
and went away with her attendants。 As for Durham; he had set out the
moment he received permission。
It was nine o'clock in the evening。 Darnley; left alone; carefully
shut the doors within; and retired to rest; though in readiness to
rise to let in the servant who should come to spend the night with
him。 Scarcely was he in bed than the same noise that he had heard
the