zanoni-第67章
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me to…morrow。 You will then enter on the ordeal you desire; but
remember that; in doing so; you must reduce Being as far as
possible into Mind。 The senses must be mortified and subdued;
not the whisper of one passion heard。 Thou mayst be master of
the Cabala and the Chemistry; but thou must be master also over
the Flesh and the Blood;over Love and Vanity; Ambition and
Hate。 I will trust to find thee so。 Fast and meditate till we
meet!〃
Glyndon crumpled the letter in his hand with a smile of disdain。
What! more drudgery;more abstinence! Youth without love and
pleasure! Ha; ha! baffled Mejnour; thy pupil shall gain thy
secrets without thine aid!
〃And Fillide! I passed her cottage in my way;she blushed and
sighed when I jested her about you; Excellency!〃
〃Well; Paolo! I thank thee for so charming an introduction。
Thine must be a rare life。〃
〃Ah; Excellency; while we are young; nothing like adventure;
except love; wine; and laughter!〃
〃Very true。 Farewell; Maestro Paolo; we will talk more with each
other in a few days。〃
All that morning Glyndon was almost overpowered with the new
sentiment of happiness that had entered into him。 He roamed into
the woods; and he felt a pleasure that resembled his earlier life
of an artist; but a pleasure yet more subtle and vivid; in the
various colours of the autumn foliage。 Certainly Nature seemed
to be brought closer to him; he comprehended better all that
Mejnour had often preached to him of the mystery of sympathies
and attractions。 He was about to enter into the same law as
those mute children of the forests。 He was to know THE RENEWAL
OF LIFE; the seasons that chilled to winter should yet bring
again the bloom and the mirth of spring。 Man's common existence
is as one year to the vegetable world: he has his spring; his
summer; his autumn; and winter;but only ONCE。 But the giant
oaks round him go through a revolving series of verdure and
youth; and the green of the centenarian is as vivid in the beams
of May as that of the sapling by its side。 〃Mine shall be your
spring; but not your winter!〃 exclaimed the aspirant。
Wrapped in these sanguine and joyous reveries; Glyndon; quitting
the woods; found himself amidst cultivated fields and vineyards
to which his footstep had not before wandered; and there stood;
by the skirts of a green lane that reminded him of verdant
England; a modest house;half cottage; half farm。 The door was
open; and he saw a girl at work with her distaff。 She looked up;
uttered a slight cry; and; tripping gayly into the lane to his
side; he recognised the dark…eyed Fillide。
〃Hist!〃 she said; archly putting her finger to her lip; 〃do not
speak loud;my mother is asleep within; and I knew you would
come to see me。 It is kind!〃
Glyndon; with a little embarrassment; accepted the compliment to
his kindness; which he did not exactly deserve。 〃You have
thought; then; of me; fair Fillide?〃
〃Yes;〃 answered the girl; colouring; but with that frank; bold
ingenuousness; which characterises the females of Italy;
especially of the lower class; and in the southern provinces;
〃oh; yes! I have thought of little else。 Paolo said he knew you
would visit me。〃
〃And what relation is Paolo to you?〃
〃None; but a good friend to us all。 My brother is one of his
band。〃
〃One of his band!a robber?〃
〃We of the mountains do not call a mountaineer 'a robber;'
signor。〃
〃I ask pardon。 Do you not tremble sometimes for your brother's
life? The law〃
〃Law never ventures into these defiles。 Tremble for him! No。
My father and grandsire were of the same calling。 I often wish I
were a man!〃
〃By these lips; I am enchanted that your wish cannot be
realised。〃
〃Fie; signor! And do you really love me?〃
〃With my whole heart!〃
〃And I thee!〃 said the girl; with a candour that seemed innocent;
as she suffered him to clasp her hand。
〃But;〃 she added; 〃thou wilt soon leave us; and I〃 She stopped
short; and the tears stood in her eyes。
There was something dangerous in this; it must be confessed。
Certainly Fillide had not the seraphic loveliness of Viola; but
hers was a beauty that equally at least touched the senses。
Perhaps Glyndon had never really loved Viola; perhaps the
feelings with which she had inspired him were not of that ardent
character which deserves the name of love。 However that be; he
thought; as he gazed on those dark eyes; that he had never loved
before。
〃And couldst thou not leave thy mountains?〃 he whispered; as he
drew yet nearer to her。
〃Dost thou ask me?〃 she said; retreating; and looking him
steadfastly in the face。 〃Dost thou know what we daughters of
the mountains are? You gay; smooth cavaliers of cities seldom
mean what you speak。 With you; love is amusement; with us; it is
life。 Leave these mountains! Well! I should not leave my
nature。〃
〃Keep thy nature ever;it is a sweet one。〃
〃Yes; sweet while thou art true; stern; if thou art faithless。
Shall I tell thee what Iwhat the girls of this country are?
Daughters of men whom you call robbers; we aspire to be the
companions of our lovers or our husbands。 We love ardently; we
own it boldly。 We stand by your side in danger; we serve you as
slaves in safety: we never change; and we resent change。 You
may reproach; strike us; trample us as a dog;we bear all
without a murmur; betray us; and no tiger is more relentless。 Be
true; and our hearts reward you; be false; and our hands revenge!
Dost thou love me now?〃
During this speech the Italian's countenance had most eloquently
aided her words;by turns soft; frank; fierce;and at the last
question she inclined her head humbly; and stood; as in fear of
his reply; before him。 The stern; brave; wild spirit; in which
what seemed unfeminine was yet; if I may so say; still womanly;
did not recoil; it rather captivated Glyndon。 He answered
readily; briefly; and freely; 〃Fillide;yes!〃
Oh; 〃yes!〃 forsooth; Clarence Glyndon! Every light nature
answers 〃yes〃 lightly to such a question from lips so rosy! Have
a care;have a care! Why the deuce; Mejnour; do you leave your
pupil of four…and…twenty to the mercy of these wild cats…a…
mountain! Preach fast; and abstinence; and sublime renunciation
of the cheats of the senses! Very well in you; sir; Heaven knows
how many ages old; but at four…and…twenty; your Hierophant would
have kept you out of Fillide's way; or you would have had small
taste for the Cabala。
And so they stood; and talked; and vowed; and whispered; till the
girl's mother made some noise within the house; and Fillide
bounded back to the distaff; her finger once more on her lip。
〃There is more magic in Fillide than in Mejnour;〃 said Glyndon to
himself; walking gayly home; 〃yet on second thoughts; I know not
if I quite so well like a character so ready for revenge。 But he
who has the real secret can baffle even the vengeance of a woman;
and disarm all danger!〃
Sirrah! dost thou even already meditate the possibility of
treason? Oh; well said Zanoni; 〃to pour pure water into the
muddy well does but disturb the mud。〃
CHAPTER 4。VII。
Cernis; custodia qualis
Vestibulo sedeat? facies quae limina servet?
〃Aeneid;〃 lib。 vi。 574。
(See you what porter sits within the vestibule?what face
watches at the threshold?)
And it is profound night。 All is at rest within the old castle;
all is breathless under the melancholy stars。 Now is the time。
Mejnour with his austere wisdom;Mejnour the enemy to love;
Mejnour; whose eye will read thy heart; and refuse thee the
promised secrets because the sunny face of Fillide disturbs the
lifeless shadow that he calls repose;Mejnour comes to…morrow!
Seize the night! Beware of fear! Never; or this hour! So;
brave youth;brave despite all thy errors;so; with a steady
pulse; thy hand unlocks on