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your wooers; enough that I know pity; and am not ungrateful for

affection。  Why blush; why tremble at the word?  I read your

heart while I speak; and I see not one thought that should give

you shame。  I say not that you love me yet; happily; the fancy

may be roused long before the heart is touched。  But it has been

my fate to fascinate your eye; to influence your imagination。  It

is to warn you against what could bring you but sorrow; as I

warned you once to prepare for sorrow itself; that I am now your

guest。  The Englishman; Glyndon; loves thee well;better;

perhaps; than I can ever love; if not worthy of thee; yet; he has

but to know thee more to deserve thee better。  He may wed thee;

he may bear thee to his own free and happy land;the land of thy

mother's kin。  Forget me; teach thyself to return and deserve his

love; and I tell thee that thou wilt be honoured and be happy。〃



Viola listened with silent; inexpressible emotion; and burning

blushes; to this strange address; and when he had concluded; she

covered her face with her hands; and wept。  And yet; much as his

words were calculated to humble or irritate; to produce

indignation or excite shame; those were not the feelings with

which her eyes streamed and her heart swelled。  The woman at that

moment was lost in the child; and AS a child; with all its

exacting; craving; yet innocent desire to be loved; weeps in

unrebuking sadness when its affection is thrown austerely back

upon itself;so; without anger and without shame; wept Viola。



Zanoni contemplated her thus; as her graceful head; shadowed by

its redundant tresses; bent before him; and after a moment's

pause he drew near to her; and said; in a voice of the most

soothing sweetness; and with a half smile upon his lip;



〃Do you remember; when I told you to struggle for the light; that

I pointed for example to the resolute and earnest tree?  I did

not tell you; fair child; to take example by the moth; that would

soar to the star; but falls scorched beside the lamp。  Come; I

will talk to thee。  This Englishman〃



Viola drew herself away; and wept yet more passionately。



〃This Englishman is of thine own years; not far above thine own

rank。  Thou mayst share his thoughts in life;thou mayst sleep

beside him in the same grave in death!  And Ibut THAT view of

the future should concern us not。  Look into thy heart; and thou

wilt see that till again my shadow crossed thy path; there had

grown up for this thine equal a pure and calm affection that

would have ripened into love。  Hast thou never pictured to

thyself a home in which thy partner was thy young wooer?〃



〃Never!〃 said Viola; with sudden energy;〃never but to feel that

such was not the fate ordained me。  And; oh!〃 she continued;

rising suddenly; and; putting aside the tresses that veiled her

face; she fixed her eyes upon the questioner;〃and; oh! whoever

thou art that thus wouldst read my soul and shape my future; do

not mistake the sentiment that; that〃 she faltered an instant;

and went on with downcast eyes;〃that has fascinated my thoughts

to thee。  Do not think that I could nourish a love unsought and

unreturned。  It is not love that I feel for thee; stranger。  Why

should I?  Thou hast never spoken to me but to admonish;and

now; to wound!〃  Again she paused; again her voice faltered; the

tears trembled on her eyelids; she brushed them away and resumed。

〃No; not love;if that be love which I have heard and read of;

and sought to simulate on the stage;but a more solemn; fearful;

and; it seems to me; almost preternatural attraction; which makes

me associate thee; waking or dreaming; with images that at once

charm and awe。  Thinkest thou; if it were love; that I could

speak to thee thus; that;〃 she raised her looks suddenly to his;

〃mine eyes could thus search and confront thine own?  Stranger; I

ask but at times to see; to hear thee!  Stranger; talk not to me

of others。  Forewarn; rebuke; bruise my heart; reject the not

unworthy gratitude it offers thee; if thou wilt; but come not

always to me as an omen of grief and trouble。  Sometimes have I

seen thee in my dreams surrounded by shapes of glory and light;

thy looks radiant with a celestial joy which they wear not now。

Stranger; thou hast saved me; and I thank and bless thee!  Is

that also a homage thou wouldst reject?〃  With these words; she

crossed her arms meekly on her bosom; and inclined lowlily before

him。  Nor did her humility seem unwomanly or abject; nor that of

mistress to lover; of slave to master; but rather of a child to

its guardian; of a neophyte of the old religion to her priest。

Zanoni's brow was melancholy and thoughtful。  He looked at her

with a strange expression of kindness; of sorrow; yet of tender

affection; in his eyes; but his lips were stern; and his voice

cold; as he replied;



〃Do you know what you ask; Viola?  Do you guess the danger to

yourselfperhaps to both of uswhich you court?  Do you know

that my life; separated from the turbulent herd of men; is one

worship of the Beautiful; from which I seek to banish what the

Beautiful inspires in most?  As a calamity; I shun what to man

seems the fairest fate;the love of the daughters of earth。  At

present I can warn and save thee from many evils; if I saw more

of thee; would the power still be mine?  You understand me not。

What I am about to add; it will be easier to comprehend。  I bid

thee banish from thy heart all thought of me; but as one whom the

Future cries aloud to thee to avoid。  Glyndon; if thou acceptest

his homage; will love thee till the tomb closes upon both。  I;

too;〃 he added with emotion;〃I; too; might love thee!〃



〃You!〃 cried Viola; with the vehemence of a sudden impulse of

delight; of rapture; which she could not suppress; but the

instant after; she would have given worlds to recall the

exclamation。



〃Yes; Viola; I might love thee; but in that love what sorrow and

what change!  The flower gives perfume to the rock on whose heart

it grows。  A little while; and the flower is dead; but the rock

still endures;the snow at its breast; the sunshine on its

summit。  Pause;think well。  Danger besets thee yet。  For some

days thou shalt be safe from thy remorseless persecutor; but the

hour soon comes when thy only security will be in flight。  If the

Englishman love thee worthily; thy honour will be dear to him as

his own; if not; there are yet other lands where love will be

truer; and virtue less in danger from fraud and force。  Farewell;

my own destiny I cannot foresee except through cloud and shadow。

I know; at least; that we shall meet again; but learn ere then;

sweet flower; that there are more genial resting…places than the

rock。〃



He turned as he spoke; and gained the outer door where Gionetta

discreetly stood。  Zanoni lightly laid his hand on her arm。  With

the gay accent of a jesting cavalier; he said;



〃The Signor Glyndon woos your mistress; he may wed her。  I know

your love for her。  Disabuse her of any caprice for me。  I am a

bird ever on the wing。〃



He dropped a purse into Gionetta's hand as he spoke; and was

gone。





CHAPTER 2。IV。



Les Intelligences Celestes se font voir; et see communiquent plus

volontiers; dans le silence et dans la tranquillite de la

solitude。  On aura donc une petite chambre ou un cabinet secret;

etc。

〃Les Clavicules de Rabbi Salomon;〃 chapter 3; traduites

exactement du texte Hebreu par M。 Pierre Morissoneau; Professeur

des Langues Orientales; et Sectateur de la Philosophie des Sages

Cabalistes。  (Manuscript Translation。)



(The Celestial Intelligences exhibit and explain themselves most

freely in silence and the tranquillity of solitude。  One will

have then a little chamber; or a secret cabinet; etc。)



The palace retained by Zanoni was in one of the less frequented

quarters of the city。  It still stands; now ruined and

dismantled; a monument of the splendour of a chivalry long since

vani

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