the wood beyond the world-第23章
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King's Son had been more than ever instant with me to yield him my
body; threatening me else with casting me into all that the worst
could do to me of torments and shames day by day。 I say my heart
failed me; and I was wellnigh brought to the point of yea…saying his
desires; that I might take the chance of something befalling me that
were less bad than the worst。 But here must I tell thee a thing;
and pray thee to take it to heart。 This; more than aught else; had
given me strength to nay…say that dastard; that my wisdom both hath
been; and now is; the wisdom of a wise maid; and not of a woman; and
all the might thereof shall I lose with my maidenhead。 Evil wilt
thou think of me then; for all I was tried so sore; that I was at
point to cast it all away; so wretchedly as I shrank from the horror
of the Lady's wrath。〃
〃But there as I sat pondering these things; I saw a man coming; and
thought no otherwise thereof but that it was the King's Son; till I
saw the stranger drawing near; and his golden hair; and his grey
eyes; and then I heard his voice; and his kindness pierced my heart;
and I knew that my friend had come to see me; and O; friend; these
tears are for the sweetness of that past hour!〃
Said Walter: 〃I came to see my friend; I also。 Now have I noted
what thou badest me; and I will forbear all as thou commandest me;
till we be safe out of the desert and far away from all evil things;
but wilt thou ban me from all caresses?〃
She laughed amidst of her tears; and said: 〃O; nay; poor lad; if
thou wilt be but wise。〃
Then she leaned toward him; and took his face betwixt her hands and
kissed him oft; and the tears started in his eyes for love and pity
of her。
Then she said: 〃Alas; friend! even yet mayst thou doom me guilty;
and all thy love may turn away from me; when I have told thee all
that I have done for the sake of thee and me。 O; if then there
might be some chastisement for the guilty woman; and not mere
sundering!〃
〃Fear nothing; sweetling;〃 said he; 〃for indeed I deem that already
I know partly what thou hast done。〃
She sighed; and said: 〃I will tell thee next; that I banned thy
kissing and caressing of me till to…day because I knew that my
Mistress would surely know if a man; if thou; hadst so much as
touched a finger of mine in love; it was to try me herein that on
the morning of the hunting she kissed and embraced me; till I almost
died thereof; and showed thee my shoulder and my limbs; and to try
thee withal; if thine eye should glister or thy cheek flush thereat;
for indeed she was raging in jealousy of thee。 Next; my friend;
even whiles we were talking together at the Well of the Rock; I was
pondering on what we should do to escape from this land of lies。
Maybe thou wilt say: Why didst thou not take my hand and flee with
me as we fled to…day? Friend; it is most true; that were she not
dead we had not escaped thus far。 For her trackers would have
followed us; set on by her; and brought us back to an evil fate。
Therefore I tell thee that from the first I did plot the death of
those two; the Dwarf and the Mistress。 For no otherwise mightest
thou live; or I escape from death in life。 But as to the dastard
who threatened me with a thrall's pains; I heeded him nought to live
or die; for well I knew that thy valiant sword; yea; or thy bare
hands; would speedily tame him。 Now first I knew that I must make a
show of yielding to the King's Son; and somewhat how I did therein;
thou knowest。 But no night and no time did I give him to bed me;
till after I had met thee as thou wentest to the Golden House;
before the adventure of fetching the lion's skin; and up to that
time I had scarce known what to do; save ever to bid thee; with sore
grief and pain; to yield thee to the wicked woman's desire。 But as
we spake together there by the stream; and I saw that the Evil Thing
(whose head thou clavest e'en now) was spying on us; then amidst the
sickness of terror which ever came over me whensoever I thought of
him; and much more when I saw him (ah! he is dead now!); it came
flashing into my mind how I might destroy my enemy。 Therefore I
made the Dwarf my messenger to her; by bidding thee to my bed in
such wise that he might hear it。 And wot thou well; that he
speedily carried her the tidings。 Meanwhile I hastened to lie to
the King's Son; and all privily bade him come to me and not thee。
And thereafter; by dint of waiting and watching; and taking the only
chance that there was; I met thee as thou camest back from fetching
the skin of the lion that never was; and gave thee that warning; or
else had we been undone indeed。〃
Said Walter: 〃Was the lion of her making or of thine then?〃
She said: 〃Of hers: why should I deal with such a matter?〃
〃Yea;〃 said Walter; 〃but she verily swooned; and she was verily
wroth with the Enemy。〃
The Maid smiled; and said: 〃If her lie was not like very sooth;
then had she not been the crafts…master that I knew her: one may
lie otherwise than with the tongue alone: yet indeed her wrath
against the Enemy was nought feigned; for the Enemy was even I; and
in these latter days never did her wrath leave me。 But to go on
with my tale。〃
〃Now doubt thou not; that; when thou camest into the hall yester
eve; the Mistress knew of thy counterfeit tryst with me; and meant
nought but death for thee; yet first would she have thee in her arms
again; therefore did she make much of thee at table (and that was
partly for my torment also); and therefore did she make that tryst
with thee; and deemed doubtless that thou wouldst not dare to forgo
it; even if thou shouldst go to me thereafter。〃
〃Now I had trained that dastard to me as I have told thee; but I
gave him a sleepy draught; so that when I came to the bed he might
not move toward me nor open his eyes: but I lay down beside him; so
that the Lady might know that my body had been there; for well had
she wotted if it had not。 Then as there I lay I cast over him thy
shape; so that none might have known but that thou wert lying by my
side; and there; trembling; I abode what should befall。 Thus I
passed through the hour whenas thou shouldest have been at her
chamber; and the time of my tryst with thee was come as the Mistress
would be deeming; so that I looked for her speedily; and my heart
well…nigh failed me for fear of her cruelty。〃
〃Presently then I heard a stirring in her chamber; and I slipped
from out the bed; and hid me behind the hangings; and was like to
die for fear of her; and lo; presently she came stealing in softly;
holding a lamp in one hand and a knife in the other。 And I tell
thee of a sooth that I also had a sharp knife in my hand to defend
my life if need were。 She held the lamp up above her head before
she drew near to the bed…side; and I heard her mutter: 'She is not
there then! but she shall be taken。' Then she went up to the bed
and stooped over it; and laid her hand on the place where I had
lain; and therewith her eyes turned to that false image of thee
lying there; and she fell a…trembling and shaking; and the lamp fell
to the ground and was quenched (but there was bright moonlight in
the room; and still I could see what betid)。 But she uttered a
noise like the low roar of a wild beast; and I saw her arm and hand
rise up; and the flashing of the steel beneath the hand; and then
down came the hand and the steel; and I went nigh to swooning lest
perchance I had wrought over well; and thine image were thy very
self。 The dastard died without a groan: why should I lament him?
I cannot。 But the Lady drew him toward her; and snatched the
clothes from off his shoulders and breast; and fell a…gibbering
sounds mostly without meaning; but broken here and there with words。
Then I heard her say: 'I shall forget; I shall forget; and the new
days shall come。' Then was there silence of her a little; and
thereafter she cried out in a terrible voice: 'O no; no; no! I
cannot forget; I cannot forget;' and she raised a great wailing cry
that filled all the night with horror (didst thou not hear it?); and
caught up the knife from the bed and thrust it into her breast; and
fell down a de