贝壳电子书 > 英文原著电子书 > the turn of the screw >

第3章

the turn of the screw-第3章

小说: the turn of the screw 字数: 每页4000字

按键盘上方向键 ← 或 → 可快速上下翻页,按键盘上的 Enter 键可回到本书目录页,按键盘上方向键 ↑ 可回到本页顶部!
————未阅读完?加入书签已便下次继续阅读!




to meet his appeal; I had at all events a couple of very bad days

found myself doubtful again; felt indeed sure I had made a mistake。

In this state of mind I spent the long hours of bumping;

swinging coach that carried me to the stopping place at which I

was to be met by a vehicle from the house。  This convenience;

I was told; had been ordered; and I found; toward the close

of the June afternoon; a commodious fly in waiting for me。

Driving at that hour; on a lovely day; through a country to which

the summer sweetness seemed to offer me a friendly welcome;

my fortitude mounted afresh and; as we turned into the avenue;

encountered a reprieve that was probably but a proof of the point

to which it had sunk。  I suppose I had expected; or had dreaded;

something so melancholy that what greeted me was a good surprise。

I remember as a most pleasant impression the broad; clear front;

its open windows and fresh curtains and the pair of maids

looking out; I remember the lawn and the bright flowers and

the crunch of my wheels on the gravel and the clustered treetops

over which the rooks circled and cawed in the golden sky。

The scene had a greatness that made it a different affair from

my own scant home; and there immediately appeared at the door;

with a little girl in her hand; a civil person who dropped me as decent

a curtsy as if I had been the mistress or a distinguished visitor。

I had received in Harley Street a narrower notion of the place;

and that; as I recalled it; made me think the proprietor still

more of a gentleman; suggested that what I was to enjoy might be

something beyond his promise。



I had no drop again till the next day; for I was carried

triumphantly through the following hours by my introduction

to the younger of my pupils。  The little girl who accompanied

Mrs。 Grose appeared to me on the spot a creature so charming

as to make it a great fortune to have to do with her。

She was the most beautiful child I had ever seen; and I afterward

wondered that my employer had not told me more of her。

I slept little that nightI was too much excited;

and this astonished me; too; I recollect; remained with me;

adding to my sense of the liberality with which I was treated。

The large; impressive room; one of the best in the house; the great

state bed; as I almost felt it; the full; figured draperies;

the long glasses in which; for the first time; I could see

myself from head to foot; all struck melike the extraordinary

charm of my small chargeas so many things thrown in。

It was thrown in as well; from the first moment; that I

should get on with Mrs。 Grose in a relation over which;

on my way; in the coach; I fear I had rather brooded。

The only thing indeed that in this early outlook might have

made me shrink again was the clear circumstance of her being

so glad to see me。  I perceived within half an hour that she

was so gladstout; simple; plain; clean; wholesome woman

as to be positively on her guard against showing it too much。

I wondered even then a little why she should wish not to show it;

and that; with reflection; with suspicion; might of course

have made me uneasy。



But it was a comfort that there could be no uneasiness in a

connection with anything so beatific as the radiant image of my

little girl; the vision of whose angelic beauty had probably

more than anything else to do with the restlessness that;

before morning; made me several times rise and wander

about my room to take in the whole picture and prospect;

to watch; from my open window; the faint summer dawn;

to look at such portions of the rest of the house as I

could catch; and to listen; while; in the fading dusk;

the first birds began to twitter; for the possible recurrence

of a sound or two; less natural and not without; but within;

that I had fancied I heard。  There had been a moment when I

believed I recognized; faint and far; the cry of a child;

there had been another when I found myself just consciously

starting as at the passage; before my door; of a light footstep。

But these fancies were not marked enough not to be thrown off;

and it is only in the light; or the gloom; I should rather say;

of other and subsequent matters that they now come back to me。

To watch; teach; 〃form〃 little Flora would too evidently

be the making of a happy and useful life。  It had been

agreed between us downstairs that after this first occasion

I should have her as a matter of course at night; her small

white bed being already arranged; to that end; in my room。

What I had undertaken was the whole care of her; and she

had remained; just this last time; with Mrs。 Grose only as

an effect of our consideration for my inevitable strangeness

and her natural timidity。  In spite of this timidity

which the child herself; in the oddest way in the world;

had been perfectly frank and brave about; allowing it;

without a sign of uncomfortable consciousness; with the deep;

sweet serenity indeed of one of Raphael's holy infants;

to be discussed; to be imputed to her; and to determine us

I feel quite sure she would presently like me。  It was part

of what I already liked Mrs。 Grose herself for; the pleasure I

could see her feel in my admiration and wonder as I sat at supper

with four tall candles and with my pupil; in a high chair and

a bib; brightly facing me; between them; over bread and milk。

There were naturally things that in Flora's presence could

pass between us only as prodigious and gratified looks;

obscure and roundabout allusions。



〃And the little boydoes he look like her?  Is he too so very remarkable?〃



One wouldn't flatter a child。  〃Oh; miss; MOST remarkable。

If you think well of this one!〃and she stood there with a plate

in her hand; beaming at our companion; who looked from one of us

to the other with placid heavenly eyes that contained nothing

to check us。



〃Yes; if I do?〃



〃You WILL be carried away by the little gentleman!〃



〃Well; that; I think; is what I came forto be carried away。

I'm afraid; however;〃 I remember feeling the impulse to add;

〃I'm rather easily carried away。  I was carried away in London!〃



I can still see Mrs。 Grose's broad face as she took this in。

〃In Harley Street?〃



〃In Harley Street。〃



〃Well; miss; you're not the firstand you won't be the last。〃



〃Oh; I've no pretension;〃 I could laugh; 〃to being the only one。

My other pupil; at any rate; as I understand; comes back tomorrow?〃



〃Not tomorrowFriday; miss。  He arrives; as you did; by the coach;

under care of the guard; and is to be met by the same carriage。〃



I forthwith expressed that the proper as well as the pleasant and

friendly thing would be therefore that on the arrival of the public

conveyance I should be in waiting for him with his little sister;

an idea in which Mrs。 Grose concurred so heartily that I somehow

took her manner as a kind of comforting pledgenever falsified;

thank heaven!that we should on every question be quite at one。

Oh; she was glad I was there!



What I felt the next day was; I suppose; nothing that could

be fairly called a reaction from the cheer of my arrival;

it was probably at the most only a slight oppression produced

by a fuller measure of the scale; as I walked round them;

gazed up at them; took them in; of my new circumstances。

They had; as it were; an extent and mass for which I had not

been prepared and in the presence of which I found myself;

freshly; a little scared as well as a little proud。

Lessons; in this agitation; certainly suffered some delay;

I reflected that my first duty was; by the gentlest arts I

could contrive; to win the child into the sense of knowing me。

I spent the day with her out…of…doors; I arranged with her;

to her great satisfaction; that it should be she; she only;

who might show me the place。  She showed it step by step

and room by room and secret by secret; with droll; delightful;

childish talk about it and with the result; in

返回目录 上一页 下一页 回到顶部 0 0

你可能喜欢的