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of Shakro; until he could not conceal his contempt for me。 

Our position was anything but pleasant。  I was seldom lucky 

enough to earn more than a rouble or a rouble and a…half a 

week; and I need not say that was not nearly sufficient to 

feed us both。 





192 MY FELLOW…TRAVELLER





The few bits of money that Shakro gained by begging made but 

little difference in the state of our affairs; for his belly 

was a bottomless pit; which swallowed everything that fell 

in its way; grapes; melons; salt fish; bread; or dried fruit; 

and as time went on he seemed to need ever more and more food。



Shakro began to urge me to hasten our departure from the 

Crimea; not unreasonably pointing out that autumn would soon 

be here and we had a long way still to go。  I agreed with this 

view; and; besides; I had by then seen all that part of the 

Crimea。  So we pushed on again toward Feodosia; hoping to earn 

something there。  Once more our diet was reduced to fruit; and

to hopes for the future。



Poor future!  Such a load of hopes is cast on it by men; that 

it loses almost all its charms by the time it becomes the 

present!



When within some twenty versts of Aloushta we stopped; as 

usual; for our night's rest。  I had persuaded Shakro to keep 

to the sea coast; it was a longer way round; but I longed to 

breathe the fresh sea breezes。  We made a fire; and lay down 

beside it。  The night was a glorious one。  The dark green sea 

splashed against the rocks below; above us spread the majestic 

calm of the blue heavens; and around us sweet…scented trees 

and bushes rustled softly。  The moon was rising; and the

delicate tracery of the shadows; thrown by the tall; green 

plane trees; crept over the stones。  Somewhere near a bird 

sang; its note was clear and bold。  Its silvery trill seemed 

to melt into the air that was full of the soft; caressing 

splash of the waves。  The silence that followed was broken by 

the nervous chirp of a cricket





193  MY FELLOW…TRAVELLER





The fire burned bright; and its flames looked like a large

bunch of red and yellow flowers。  Flickering shadows danced 

gaily around us; as if exulting in their power of movement; 

in contrast with the creeping advance of the moon shadows。 

From time to time strange sounds floated through the air。 

The broad expanse of sea horizon seemed lost in immensity。 In 

the sky overhead not a cloud was visible。  I felt as if I were 

lying on the earth's extreme edge; gazing into infinite space;

that riddle that haunts the soul。  The majestic beauty of the 

night intoxicated me; while my whole being seemed absorbed in 

the harmony of its colors; its sounds; and its scents。



A feeling of awe filled my soul; a feeling as if something 

great were very near to me。  My heart throbbed with the joy 

of life。



Suddenly; Shakro burst into loud laughter; 〃Ha! ha! ha!  How 

stupid your face does look!  You've a regular sheep's head! 

Ha! ha! ha!〃



I started as though it were a sudden clap of thunder。  But it 

was worse。  It was laughable; yes; but oh; how mortifying it 

was!



He; Shakro; laughed till the tears came。  I was ready to cry; 

too; but from quite a different reason。  A lump rose in my 

throat; and I could not speak。  I gazed at him with wild eyes; 

and this only increased his mirth。  He rolled on the ground; 

holding his sides。  As for me; I could not get over the insult

for a bitter insult it was。  Thosefew; I hopewho will 

understand it; from having had a similar experience in their 

lives; will recall all the bitterness it left in their souls。





194  MY FELLOW…TRAVELLER





〃Leave off!〃 I shouted; furiously。



He was startled and frightened; but he could not at once 

restrain his laughter。  His eyes rolled; and his cheeks swelled 

as if about to burst。  All at once he went off into a guffaw 

again。  Then I rose and left him。



For some time I wandered about; heedless and almost unconscious 

of all that surrounded me; my whole soul consumed with the 

bitter pang of loneliness and of humiliation。  Mentally; I had 

been embracing all nature。  Silently; with the passionate love 

any man must feel if he has a little of the poet in him; I was 

loving and adoring her。  And now it was nature that; under the

form of Shakro; was mocking me for my passion。  I might have 

gone still further in my accusations against nature; against 

Shakro; and against the whole of life; had I not been stopped 

by approaching footsteps。



〃Do not be angry;〃 said Shakro in a contrite voice; touching my 

shoulder lightly。  〃Were you praying?'  I didn't know it; for 

I never pray myself。〃



He spoke timidly; like a naughty child。  In spite of my 

excitement; I could not help noticing his pitiful face 

ludicrously distorted by embarrassment and alarm。



〃I will never interfere with you again。  Truly!  Never!〃 He 

shook his head emphatically。  〃I know you are a quiet fellow。 

You work hard; and do not force me to do the same。  I used to 

wonder why; but; of course; it's because you are foolish as 

a sheep!〃



That was his way of consoling me!  That was his idea of asking 

for forgiveness!  After such consolation; and such excuses; 

what was there left for me to do but forgive; not only for the 

past; but for the future!





195  MY FELLOW…TRAVELLER





Half an hour later he was sound asleep; while I sat beside him; 

watching him。  During sleep; every one; be he ever so strong; 

looks helpless and weak; but Shakro looked a pitiful creature。 

His thick; half…parted lips; and his arched eyebrows; gave to 

his face a childish look of timidity and of wonder。  His 

breathing was quiet and regular; though at times he moved 

restlessly; and muttered rapidly in the Georgian language; the 

words seemed those of entreaty。  All around us reigned that

intense calm which always makes one somehow expectant; and 

which; were it to last long; might drive one mad by its 

absolute stillness and the absence of soundthe vivid shadow 

of motion; for sound and motion seem ever allied。



The soft splash of the waves did not reach us。  We were resting 

in a hollow gorge that was overgrown with bushes; and looked 

like the shaggy mouth of some petrified monster。  I still 

watched Shakro; and thought:  〃This is my fellow traveler。 

I might leave him here; but I could never get away from him; 

or the like of him; their name is legion。  This is my life 

companion。  He will leave me only at death's door。〃











CHAPTER V。











At Feodosia we were sorely disappointed。  All work there was 

already apportioned among Turks; Greeks; Georgians; tramps; 

and Russian peasants from Poltava and Smolensk; who had all 

arrived before us。  Already; more than four hundred men had; 

like ourselves; come in the hopes of finding employment; and

were also; like ourselves; destined to remain silent spectators 

of the busy work going on in the port。 





196 MY FELLOW…TRAVELLER





In the town; and outside also; we met groups of famished 

peasants; gray and careworn; wandering miserably about。  Of 

tramps there were also plenty; roving around like hungry wolves。



At first these tramps took us for famished peasants; and tried 

to make what they could out of us。  They tore from Shakro's 

back the overcoat which I had bought him; and they snatched my 

knapsack from my shoulders。  After several discussions; they 

recognized our intellectual and social kinship with them; and 

they returned all our belongings。 Tramps are men of honor; 

though they may be great rogues。



Seeing that there was no work for us; and that the construction 

of the harbor was going on very well without our help; we moved 

on resentfully toward Kertch。



My friend kept his word; and never again molested me; but he 

was terribly famished; his countenance was as black as thunder。 

He grou

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