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pre…occupation to increase our work by fourteen pounds of 

dough a day。 





120 TWENTY…SIX MEN AND A GIRL





We seemed; indeed; not even tired by our work。  Tanya's name 

was on our lips all day long。  And every day we looked for

her with a certain special impatience。  Sometimes we pictured 

to ourselves that she would come to us; and it would not be 

the same Tanya as of old; hut somehow different。  We said 

nothing to her; however; of the dispute regarding her。  We 

asked her no questions; and behaved as well and  affectionately 

to her as ever。  But even in this a new element crept in; alien 

to our old feeling for Tanyaand that new element was keen 

curiosity; keen and cold as a steel knife。



〃Mates!  To…day the time's up!〃 our baker said to us one 

morning; as he set to work。



We were well aware of it without his reminder; but still we 

were thrilled。



〃Look at her。  She'll he here directly;〃 suggested the baker。



One of us cried out in a troubled voice; 〃Why! as though one 

could notice anything!〃



And again an eager; noisy discussion sprang up among us。  

To…day we were about to prove how pure and spotless was the 

vessel into which we had poured all that was best in us。 This 

morning; for the first time; it became clear to us; that we 

really were playing a great game; that we might; indeed; 

through the exaction of this proof of purity; lose our 

divinity altogether。





121  TWENTY…SIX MEN AND A GIRL





During the whole of the intervening fortnight we had heard 

that Tanya was persistently followed by the soldier; but 

not one of us had thought of asking her how she had behaved 

toward him。  And she came every morning to fetch her kringels; 

and was the same toward us as ever。



This morning; too; we heard her voice outside: 〃You poor 

prisoners!  Here I am!〃



We opened the door; and when she came in we all remained; 

contrary to our usual custom; silent。  Our eyes fixed on 

her; we did not know how to speak to her; what to ask her。 

And there we stood in front of her; a gloomy; silent crowd。  

She seemed to be surprised at this unusual reception; and 

suddenly we saw her turn white and become uneasy; then she 

asked; in a choking voice:



〃Why are youlike this?〃



〃And you?〃 the baker flung at her grimly; never taking his 

eyes off her。



〃What am I?〃



〃N…nothing。〃

     

〃Well; then; give me quickly the little kringels。〃



Never before had she bidden us hurry。



〃There's plenty of time;〃 said the baker; not stirring; and 

not removing his eyes from her face。



Then; suddenly; she turned round and disappeared through the 

door。



The baker took his shovel and said; calmly turning away toward 

the oven:



〃Well; that settles it!  But a soldier! a common beast like 

thata low cur!〃





122 TWENTY…SIX MEN AND A GIRL





Like a flock of sheep we all pressed round the table; sat down 

silently; and began listlessly to work。  Soon; however; one of 

us remarked:



〃Perhaps; after all〃



〃Shut up!〃 shouted the baker。



We were all convinced that he was a man of judgment; a man who 

knew more than we did about things。  And at the sound of his 

voice we were convinced of the soldier's victory; and our 

spirits became sad and downcast。



At twelve o'clockwhile we were eating our dinnersthe 

soldier came in。  He was as clean and as smart as ever; and 

looked at usas usualstraight in the eyes。  But we were all 

awkward in looking at him。



〃Now then; honored sirs; would you like me to show you a 

soldier's quality?〃 he said; chuckling proudly。



〃Go out into the passage; and look through the crackdo you 

understand?〃



We went into the passage; and stood all pushing against one 

another; squeezed up to the cracks of the wooden partition of 

the passage that looked into the yard。  We had not to wait 

long。  Very soon Tanya; with hurried footsteps and a careworn 

face; walked across the yard; jumping over the puddles of 

melting snow and mud:  she disappeared into the store cellar。  

Then whistling; and not hurrying himself; the soldier followed 

in the same direction。  His hands were thrust in his pockets; 

his mustaches were quivering。



Rain was falling; and we saw how its drops fell into the 

puddles; and the puddles were wrinkled by them。  The day was 

damp and graya very dreary day。  Snow still lay on the roofs; 

but on the ground dark patches of mud had begun to appear。  





123  TWENTY…SIX MEN AND A GIRL





And the snow on the roofs too was covered by a layer of 

brownish dirt。 The rain fell slowly with a depressing sound。 

It was cold and disagreeable for us waiting。



The first to come out of the store cellar was the soldier; 

he walked slowly across the yard; his mustaches twitching; his 

hands in his pocketsthe same as always。



ThenTanya; too; came out。  Her eye~her eyes were radiant 

with joy and happiness; and her lipswere smiling。  And she 

walked as though in a dream; staggering; with unsteady steps。



We could not bear this quietly。  All of us at once rushed to 

the door; dashed out into the yard andhissed at her; reviled 

her viciously; loudly; wildly。



She started at seeing us; and stood as though rooted in the 

mud under her feet。  We formed a ring round her! and 

malignantly; without restraint; abused her with vile words; 

said shameful things to her。



We did this not loudly; not hurriedly; seeing that she could 

not get away; that she was hemmed in by us; and we could 

deride her to our hearts' content。  I don't know why; but we 



did not beat her。  She stood in the midst of us; and turned 

her head this way and that; as she heard our insults。  And 

we…more and more violently flung at her the filth and venom 

of our words。



The color had left her face。  Her blue eyes; so happy a moment 

before; opened wide; her bosom heaved; and her lips quivered。



We in a ring round her avenged ourselves on her as though she 

had robbed us。  She belonged to us; we had lavished on her our 

best; and though that best was a beggar's crumb; still we were 

twenty…six; she was one; and so there was no pain we could 

give her equal to her guilt!





124 TWENTY…SIX MEN AND A GIRL





How we insulted her!  She was still mute; still gazed at us 

with wild eyes; and a shiver ran all over her。



We laughed; roared; yelled。  Other people ran up from 

somewhere and joined us。  One of us pulled Tanya by the sleeve 

of her blouse。



Suddenly her eyes flashed; deliberately she raised her hands 

to her head and straightening her hair she said loudly but 

calmly; straight in our faces:



〃Ah; you miserable prisoners!〃



And she walked straight at us; walked as directly as though 

we had not been before her; as though we were not blocking 

her way。



And hence it was that no one did actually prevent her passing。



Walking out of our ring; without turning round; she said 

loudly and with indescribable contempt:



〃Ah; you scumbrutes。〃



Andwas gone。



We were left in the middle of the yard; in the rain; under the 

gray sky without the sun。



Then we went mutely away to our damp stone cellar。  As before

the sun never peeped in at our windows; and Tanya came no more!











CHELKASH



An Episode





Darkened by the dust of the dock; the blue southern sky is 

murky; the burning sun looks duskily into the greenish sea; as 

though through a thin gray veil。  It can find no reflection in 

the water; continually cut up by the strokes of oars; the screws 

of steamers; the deep; sharp keels of Turkish feluccas and other 

sailing vessels; that pass in all directions; ploughing up the 

crowded harbor; where the free waves of the sea; pent up within

granite walls; and crushed under the vast weights that glide 

over its crests; beat upon the sides of the ships 

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