to be read at dusk(黄昏之读)-第2章
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'Indubitably; signore; very well。'
We had a travelling chariot for our journey; newly built for us; and in
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all respects complete。 All we had was complete; we wanted for nothing。
The marriage took place。 They were happy。 I was happy; seeing all so
bright; being so well situated; going to my own city; teaching my language
in the rumble to the maid; la bella Carolina; whose heart was gay with
laughter: who was young and rosy。
The time flew。 But I observed … listen to this; I pray! (and here the
courier dropped his voice) … I observed my mistress sometimes brooding
in a manner very strange; in a frightened manner; in an unhappy manner;
with a cloudy; uncertain alarm upon her。 I think that I began to notice
this when I was walking up hills by the carriage side; and master had gone
on in front。 At any rate; I remember that it impressed itself upon my
mind one evening in the South of France; when she called to me to call
master back; and when he came back; and walked for a long way; talking
encouragingly and affectionately to her; with his hand upon the open
window; and hers in it。 Now and then; he laughed in a merry way; as if
he were bantering her out of something。 By…and…by; she laughed; and
then all went well again。
It was curious。 I asked la bella Carolina; the pretty little one; Was
mistress unwell? … No。 … Out of spirits? … No。 … Fearful of bad roads; or
brigands? … No。 And what made it more mysterious was; the pretty little
one would not look at me in giving answer; but WOULD look at the view。
But; one day she told me the secret。
'If you must know;' said Carolina; 'I find; from what I have overheard;
that mistress is haunted。'
'How haunted?'
'By a dream。'
'What dream?'
'By a dream of a face。 For three nights before her marriage; she saw
a face in a dream … always the same face; and only One。'
'A terrible face?'
'No。 The face of a dark; remarkable…looking man; in black; with
black hair and a grey moustache … a handsome man except for a reserved
and secret air。 Not a face she ever saw; or at all like a face she ever saw。
Doing nothing in the dream but looking at her fixedly; out of darkness。'
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'Does the dream come back?'
'Never。 The recollection of it is all her trouble。'
'And why does it trouble her?'
Carolina shook her head。
'That's master's question;' said la bella。 'She don't know。 She
wonders why; herself。 But I heard her tell him; only last night; that if she
was to find a picture of that face in our Italian house (which she is afraid
she will) she did not know how she could ever bear it。'
Upon my word I was fearful after this (said the Genoese courier) of
our coming to the old palazzo; lest some such ill…starred picture should
happen to be there。 I knew there were many there; and; as we got nearer
and nearer to the place; I wished the whole gallery in the crater of
Vesuvius。 To mend the matter; it was a stormy dismal evening when we;
at last; approached that part of the Riviera。 It thundered; and the thunder
of my city and its environs; rolling among the high hills; is very loud。
The lizards ran in and out of the chinks in the broken stone wall of the
garden; as if they were frightened; the frogs bubbled and croaked their
loudest; the sea…wind moaned; and the wet trees dripped; and the lightning
… body of San Lorenzo; how it lightened!
We all know what an old palace in or near Genoa is … how time and the
sea air have blotted it … how the drapery painted on the outer walls has
peeled off in great flakes of plaster … how the lower windows are darkened
with rusty bars of iron … how the courtyard is overgrown with grass … how
the outer buildings are dilapidated … how the whole pile seems devoted to
ruin。 Our palazzo was one of the true kind。 It had been shut up close
for months。 Months? … years! … it had an earthy smell; like a tomb。 The
scent of the orange trees on the broad back terrace; and of the lemons
ripening on the wall; and of some shrubs that grew around a broken
fountain; had got into the house somehow; and had never been able to get
out again。 There was; in every room; an aged smell; grown faint with
confinement。 It pined in all the cupboards and drawers。 In the little
rooms of communication between great rooms; it was stifling。 If you
turned a picture … to come back to the pictures … there it still was; clinging
to the wall behind the frame; like a sort of bat。
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The lattice…blinds were close shut; all over the house。 There were
two ugly; grey old women in the house; to take care of it; one of them with
a spindle; who stood winding and mumbling in the doorway; and who
would as soon have let in the devil as the air。 Master; mistress; la bella
Carolina; and I; went all through the palazzo。 I went first; though I have
named myself last; opening the windows and the lattice…blinds; and
shaking down on myself splashes of rain; and scraps of mortar; and now
and then a dozing mosquito; or a monstrous; fat; blotchy; Genoese spider。
When I had let the evening light into a room; master; mistress; and la
bella Carolina; entered。 Then; we looked round at all the pictures; and I
went forward again into another room。 Mistress secretly had great fear
of meeting with the likeness of that face … we all had; but there was no
such thing。 The Madonna and Bambino; San Francisco; San Sebastiano;
Venus; Santa Caterina; Angels; Brigands; Friars; Temples at Sunset;
Battles; White Horses; Forests; Apostles; Doges; all my old acquaintances
many times repeated? … yes。 Dark; handsome man in black; reserved and
secret; with black hair and grey moustache; looking fixedly at mistress out
of darkness? … no。
At last we got through all the rooms and all the pictures; and came out
into the gardens。 They were pretty well kept; being rented by a gardener;
and were large and shady。 In one place there was a rustic theatre; open to
the sky; the stage a green slope; the coulisses; three entrances upon a side;
sweet…smelling leafy screens。 Mistress moved her bright eyes; even there;
as if she looked to see the face come in upon the scene; but all was well。
'Now; Clara;' master said; in a low voice; 'you see that it is nothing?
You are happy。'
Mistress was much encouraged。 She soon accustomed herself to that
grim palazzo; and would sing; and play the harp; and copy the old pictures;
and stroll with master under the green trees and vines all day。 She was
beautiful。 He was happy。 He would laugh and say to me; mounting his
horse for his morning ride before the heat:
'All goes well; Baptista!'
'Yes; signore; thank God; very well。'