paz-第7章
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sublime avarice; sublime because ever generous and founded on the
mysterious existence of the principles of creation。 EFFECT is nature;
and nature is enchanting; it belongs to man; to the poet; the painter;
the lover。 But CAUSE; to a few privileged souls and to certain mighty
thinkers; is superior to nature。 Cause is God。 In the sphere of causes
live the Newtons and all such thinkers as Laplace; Kepler; Descartes;
Malebranche; Spinoza; Buffon; also the true poets and solitarys of the
second Christian century; and the Saint Teresas of Spain; and such
sublime ecstatics。 All human sentiments bear analogy to these
conditions whenever the mind abandons Effect for Cause。 Thaddeus had
reached this height; at which all things change their relative aspect。
Filled with the joys unutterable of a creator he had attained in his
love to all that genius has revealed to us of grandeur。
〃No;〃 he was thinking to himself as he watched the curling smoke of
his pipe; 〃she was not entirely deceived。 She might break up my
friendship with Adam if she took a dislike to me; but if she coquetted
with me to amuse herself; what would become of me?〃
The conceit of this last supposition was so foreign to the modest
nature and Teutonic timidity of the captain that he scolded himself
for admitting it; and went to bed; resolved to await events before
deciding on a course。
The next day Clementine breakfasted very contentedly without Paz; and
without even noticing his disobedience to her orders。 It happened to
be her reception day; when the house was thrown open with a splendor
that was semi…royal。 She paid no attention to the absence of Comte
Paz; on whom all the burden of these parade days fell。
〃Good!〃 thought he; as he heard the last carriages driving away at two
in the morning; 〃it was only the caprice or the curiosity of a
Parisian woman that made her want to see me。〃
After that the captain went back to his ordinary habits and ways;
which had been somewhat upset by this incident。 Diverted by her
Parisian occupations; Clementine appeared to have forgotten Paz。 It
must not be thought an easy matter to reign a queen over fickle Paris。
Does any one suppose that fortunes alone are risked in the great game?
The winters are to fashionable women what a campaign once was to the
soldiers of the Empire。 What works of art and genius are expended on a
gown or a garland in which to make a sensation! A fragile; delicate
creature will wear her stiff and brilliant harness of flowers and
diamonds; silk and steel; from nine at night till two and often three
o'clock in the morning。 She eats little; to attract remark to her
slender waist; she satisfied her hunger with debilitating tea; sugared
cakes; ices which heat her; or slices of heavy pastry。 The stomach is
made to yield to the orders of coquetry。 The awakening comes too late。
A fashionable woman's whole life is in contradiction to the laws of
nature; and nature is pitiless。 She has no sooner risen than she makes
an elaborate morning toilet; and thinks of the one which she means to
wear in the afternoon。 The moment she is dressed she has to receive
and make visits; and go to the Bois either on horseback or in a
carriage。 She must practise the art of smiling; and must keep her mind
on the stretch to invent new compliments which shall seem neither
common nor far…fetched。 All women do not succeed in this。 It is no
surprise; therefore; to find a young woman who entered fashionable
society fresh and healthy; faded and worn out at the end of three
years。 Six months spent in the country will hardly heal the wounds of
the winter。 We hear continually; in these days; of mysterious
ailments;gastritis; and so forth;ills unknown to women when they
busied themselves about their households。 In the olden time women only
appeared in the world at intervals; now they are always on the scene。
Clementine found she had to struggle for her supremacy。 She was cited;
and that alone brought jealousies; and the care and watchfulness
exacted by this contest with her rivals left little time even to love
her husband。 Paz might well be forgotten。 Nevertheless; in the month
of May; as she drove home from the Bois; just before she left Paris
for Ronquerolles; her uncle's estate in Burgundy; she noticed
Thaddeus; elegantly dressed; sauntering on one of the side…paths of
the Champs…Elysees; in the seventh heaven of delight at seeing his
beautiful countess in her elegant carriage with its spirited horses
and sparkling liveries;in short; his beloved family the admired of
all。
〃There's the captain;〃 she said to her husband。
〃He's happy!〃 said Adam。 〃This is his delight。 He knows there's no
equipage more elegant than ours; and he is rejoicing to think that
some people envy it。 Have you only just noticed him? I see him there
nearly every day。〃
〃I wonder what he is thinking about now;〃 said Clementine。
〃He is thinking that this winter has cost a good deal; and that it is
time we went to economize with your old uncle Ronquerolles;〃 replied
Adam。
The countess stopped the carriage near Paz; and bade him take the seat
beside her。 Thaddeus grew as red as a cherry。
〃I shall poison you;〃 he said; 〃I have been smoking。〃
〃Doesn't Adam poison me?〃 she said。
〃Yes; but he is Adam;〃 returned the captain。
〃And why can't Thaddeus have the same privileges?〃 asked the countess;
smiling。
That divine smile had a power which triumphed over the heroic
resolutions of poor Paz; he looked at Clementine with all the fire of
his soul in his eyes; though; even so; its flame was tempered by the
angelic gratitude of the man whose life was based upon that virtue。
The countess folded her arms in her shawl; lay back pensively on her
cushions; ruffling the feathers of her pretty bonnet; and looked at
the people who passed her。 That flash of a great and hitherto resigned
soul reached her sensibilities。 What was Adam's merit in her eyes? It
was natural enough to have courage and generosity。 But Thaddeus
surely Thaddeus possessed; or seemed to possess; some great
superiority over Adam。 They were dangerous thoughts which took
possession of the countess's mind as she again noticed the contrast of
the fine presence that distinguished Thaddeus; and the puny frame in
which Adam showed the degenerating effects of intermarriage among the
Polish aristocratic families。 The devil alone knew the thoughts that
were in Clementine's head; for she sat still; with thoughtful; dreamy
eyes; and without saying a word until they reached home。
〃You will dine with us; I shall be angry if you disobey me;〃 she said
as the carriage turned in。 〃You are Thaddeus to me; as you are to
Adam。 I know your obligations to him; but I also know those we are
under to you。 Both generosities are naturalbut you are generous
every day and all day。 My father dines here to…day; also my uncle
Ronquerolles and my aunt Madame de Serizy。 Dress yourself therefore;〃
she said; taking the hand he offered to assist her from the carriage。
Thaddeus went to his own room to dress with a joyful heart; though
shaken by an inward dread。 He went down at the last moment and behaved
through dinner as he had done on the first occasion; that is; like a
soldier fit only for his duties as a steward。 But this time Clementine
was not his dupe; his glance had enlightened her。 The Marquis de
Ronquerolles; one of the ablest diplomates after Talleyrand; who had
served with de Marsay during his short ministry; had been informed by
his niece of the real worth and character of Comte Paz; and knew how
modestly he made himself the steward of his friend Laginski。
〃And why is this the first time I have the pleasure of seeing Comte
Paz?〃 asked the marquis。
〃Because he is so shy and retiring;〃 replied Clementine with a look at
Paz telling him to change his behavior。
Alas! that we should have to avow it; at the risk of rendering the
captain le