the story of an african farm-第17章
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pipe; and then inspected his coats。 He had two lefta moth…eaten overcoat
and a black alpaca; out at the elbows。 He decided for the overcoat; it was
warm; certainly; but then he could carry it over his arm and only put it on
when he met some one along the road。 It was more respectable than the
black alpaca。
He hung the greatcoat over the back of the chair; and stuffed a hard bit of
roaster…cake under the knot of the bundle; and then his preparations were
completed。 The German stood contemplating them with much satisfaction。 He
had almost forgotten his sorrow at leaving in his pleasure at preparing。
Suddenly he started; an expression of intense pain passed over his face。
He drew back his left arm quickly; and then pressed his right hand upon his
breast。
〃Ah; the sudden pang again;〃 he said。
His face was white; but it quickly regained its colour。 Then the old man
busied himself in putting everything right。
〃I will leave it neat。 They shall not say I did not leave it neat;〃 he
said。 Even the little bags of seeds on the mantelpiece he put in rows and
dusted。 Then he undressed and got into bed。 Under his pillow was a little
storybook。 He drew it forth。 To the old German a story was no story。 Its
events were as real and as important to himself as the matters of his own
life。
He could not go away without knowing whether that wicked earl relented and
whether the baron married Emilina。 So he adjusted his spectacles and began
to read。 Occasionally; as his feelings became too strongly moved; he
ejaculated: 〃Ah; I thought so! That was a rogue! I saw it before! I
knew it from the beginning!〃 More than half an hour had passed when he
looked up to the silver watch at the top of his bed。
〃The march is long tomorrow; this will not do;〃 he said; taking off his
spectacles and putting them carefully into the book to mark the place。
〃This will be good reading as I walk along tomorrow;〃 he added; as he
stuffed the book into the pocket of the greatcoat; 〃very good reading。〃 He
nodded his head and lay down。 He thought a little of his own troubles; a
good deal of the two little girls he was leaving; of the earl; of Emilina;
of the baron; but he was soon asleepsleeping as peacefully as a little
child; upon whose innocent soul sorrow and care cannot rest。
It was very quiet in the room。 The coals in the fireplace threw a dull red
light across the floor upon the red lions on the quilt。 Eleven o'clock
came; and the room was very still。
One o'clock came。 The glimmer had died out; though the ashes were still
warm; and the room was very dark。 The grey mouse; who had his hole under
the toolbox; came out and sat on the sacks in the corner; then; growing
bolder; the room was so dark; it climbed the chair at the bedside; nibbled
at the roaster…cake; took one bite quickly at the candle; and then sat on
his haunches listening。 It heard the even breathing of the old man; and
the steps of the hungry Kaffer dog going his last round in search of a bone
or a skin that had been forgotten; and it heard the white hen call out as
the wild cat ran away with one of her brood; and it heard the chicken cry。
Then the grey mouse went back to its hole under the toolbox; and the room
was quiet。 And two o'clock came。 By that time the night was grown dull
and cloudy。 The wild cat had gone to its home on the kopje; the Kaffer dog
had found a bone; and lay gnawing it。
An intense quiet reigned everywhere。 Only in her room the Boer…woman
tossed her great arms in her sleep; for she dreamed that a dark shadow with
outstretched wings fled slowly over her house; and she moaned and shivered。
And the night was very still。
But; quiet as all places were; there was a quite peculiar quiet in the
German's room。 Though you strained your ear most carefully you caught no
sound of breathing。
He was not gone; for the old coat still hung on the chairthe coat that
was to be put on when he met any one; and the bundle and stick were ready
for tomorrow's long march。 The old German himself lay there; his wavy
black hair just touched with grey thrown back upon the pillow。 The old
face was lying there alone in the dark; smiling like a little child'soh;
so peacefully。 There is a stranger whose coming; they say; is worse than
all the ills of life; from whose presence we flee away trembling; but he
comes very tenderly sometimes。 And it seemed almost as though Death had
known and loved the old man; so gently it touched him。 And how could it
deal hardly with himthe loving; simple; childlike old man?
So it smoothed out the wrinkles that were in the old forehead; and fixed
the passing smile; and sealed the eyes that they might not weep again; and
then the short sleep of time was melted into the long; long sleep of
eternity。
〃How has he grown so young in this one night?〃 they said when they found
him in the morning。
Yes; dear old man; to such as you time brings no age。 You die with the
purity and innocence of your childhood upon you; though you die in your
grey hairs。
Chapter 1。IX。 He Sees A Ghost。
Bonaparte stood on the ash…heap。 He espied across the plain a moving speck
and he chucked his coat…tails up and down in expectancy of a scene。
The wagon came on slowly。 Waldo laid curled among the sacks at the back of
the wagon; the hand in his breast resting on the sheep…shearing machine。
It was finished now。 The right thought had struck him the day before as he
sat; half asleep; watching the water go over the mill…wheel。 He muttered
to himself with half…closed eyes:
〃Tomorrow smooth the cogstighten the screws a littleshow it to them。〃
Then after a pause〃Over the whole worldthe whole worldmine; that I
have made!〃 He pressed the little wheels and pulleys in his pocket till
they cracked。 Presently his muttering became louder〃And fifty poundsa
black hat for my daddafor Lyndall a blue silk; very light; and one purple
like the earth…bells; and white shoes。〃 He muttered on〃A box full; full
of books。 They shall tell me all; all; all;〃 he added; moving his fingers
desiringly: 〃why the crystals grow in such beautiful shapes; why lightning
runs to the iron; why black people are black; why the sunlight makes things
warm。 I shall read; read; read;〃 he muttered slowly。 Then came over him
suddenly what he called 〃The presence of God〃; a sense of a good; strong
something folding him round。 He smiled through his half…shut eyes。 〃Ah;
Father; my own Father; it is so sweet to feel you; like the warm sunshine。
The Bibles and books cannot tell of you and all I feel you。 They are mixed
with men's words; but you〃
His muttering sank into inaudible confusion; till; opening his eyes wide;
it struck him that the brown plain he looked at was the old home farm。 For
half an hour they had been riding in it; and he had not known it。 He
roused the leader; who sat nodding on the front of the wagon in the early
morning sunlight。 They were within half a mile of the homestead。 It
seemed to him that he had been gone from them all a year。 He fancied he
could see Lyndall standing on the brick wall to watch for him; his father;
passing from one house to the other; stopping to look。
He called aloud to the oxen。 For each one at home he had brought
something。 For his father a piece of tobacco; bought at the shop by the
mill; for Em a thimble; for Lyndall a beautiful flower dug out by the
roots; at a place where they had outspanned; for Tant Sannie a
handkerchief。 When they drew near the house he threw the whip to the
Kaffer leader; and sprung from the side of the wagon to run on。 Bonaparte
stopped him as he ran past the ash…heap。
〃Good morning; my dear boy。 Where are you running to so fast with your
rosy cheeks?〃
The boy looked up at him; glad even to see Bonaparte。
〃I am going to the cabin;〃 he said; out of breath。
〃You won't find them in just nownot your g