st. ives-第31章
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the escape he was engaged on; and become absorbed in the vision of
a sick…room and a dying girl in France。 The pathos of this
continual preoccupation; in a man so old; sick; and over…weary; and
whom I looked upon as a mere bundle of dying bones and death…pains;
put me wholly from my victuals: it seemed there was an element of
sin; a kind of rude bravado of youth; in the mere relishing of food
at the same table with this tragic father; and though I was well
enough used to the coarse; plain diet of the English; I ate scarce
more than himself。 Dinner was hardly over before he succumbed to a
lethargic sleep; lying on one of the mattresses with his limbs
relaxed; and his breath seemingly suspended … the very image of
dissolution。
This left the Major and myself alone at the table。 You must not
suppose our TETE…A…TETE was long; but it was a lively period while
it lasted。 He drank like a fish or an Englishman; shouted; beat
the table; roared out songs; quarrelled; made it up again; and at
last tried to throw the dinner…plates through the window; a feat of
which he was at that time quite incapable。 For a party of
fugitives; condemned to the most rigorous discretion; there was
never seen so noisy a carnival; and through it all the Colonel
continued to sleep like a child。 Seeing the Major so well
advanced; and no retreat possible; I made a fair wind of a foul
one; keeping his glass full; pushing him with toasts; and sooner
than I could have dared to hope; he became drowsy and incoherent。
With the wrong…headedness of all such sots; he would not be
persuaded to lie down upon one of the mattresses until I had
stretched myself upon another。 But the comedy was soon over; soon
he slept the sleep of the just; and snored like a military music;
and I might get up again and face (as best I could) the excessive
tedium of the afternoon。
I had passed the night before in a good bed; I was denied the
resource of slumber; and there was nothing open for me but to pace
the apartment; maintain the fire; and brood on my position。 I
compared yesterday and to…day … the safety; comfort; jollity; open…
air exercise and pleasant roadside inns of the one; with the
tedium; anxiety; and discomfort of the other。 I remembered that I
was in the hands of Fenn; who could not be more false … though he
might be more vindictive … than I fancied him。 I looked forward to
nights of pitching in the covered cart; and days of monotony in I
knew not what hiding…places; and my heart failed me; and I was in
two minds whether to slink off ere it was too late; and return to
my former solitary way of travel。 But the Colonel stood in the
path。 I had not seen much of him; but already I judged him a man
of a childlike nature … with that sort of innocence and courtesy
that; I think; is only to be found in old soldiers or old priests …
and broken with years and sorrow。 I could not turn my back on his
distress; could not leave him alone with the selfish trooper who
snored on the next mattress。 'Champdivers; my lad; your health!'
said a voice in my ear; and stopped me … and there are few things I
am more glad of in the retrospect than that it did。
It must have been about four in the afternoon … at least the rain
had taken off; and the sun was setting with some wintry pomp … when
the current of my reflections was effectually changed by the
arrival of two visitors in a gig。 They were farmers of the
neighbourhood; I suppose … big; burly fellows in great…coats and
top…boots; mightily flushed with liquor when they arrived; and;
before they left; inimitably drunk。 They stayed long in the
kitchen with Burchell; drinking; shouting; singing; and keeping it
up; and the sound of their merry minstrelsy kept me a kind of
company。 The night fell; and the shine of the fire brightened and
blinked on the panelled wall。 Our illuminated windows must have
been visible not only from the back lane of which Fenn had spoken;
but from the court where the farmers' gig awaited them。 In the far
end of the firelit room lay my companions; the one silent; the
other clamorously noisy; the images of death and drunkenness。
Little wonder if I were tempted to join in the choruses below; and
sometimes could hardly refrain from laughter; and sometimes; I
believe; from tears … so unmitigated was the tedium; so cruel the
suspense; of this period。
At last; about six at night; I should fancy; the noisy minstrels
appeared in the court; headed by Fenn with a lantern; and knocking
together as they came。 The visitors clambered noisily into the
gig; one of them shook the reins; and they were snatched out of
sight and hearing with a suddenness that partook of the nature of
prodigy。 I am well aware there is a Providence for drunken men;
that holds the reins for them and presides over their troubles;
doubtless he had his work cut out for him with this particular
gigful! Fenn rescued his toes with an ejaculation from under the
departing wheels; and turned at once with uncertain steps and
devious lantern to the far end of the court。 There; through the
open doors of a coach…house; the shock…headed lad was already to be
seen drawing forth the covered cart。 If I wished any private talk
with our host; it must be now or never。
Accordingly I groped my way downstairs; and came to him as he
looked on at and lighted the harnessing of the horses。
'The hour approaches when we have to part;' said I; 'and I shall be
obliged if you will tell your servant to drop me at the nearest
point for Dunstable。 I am determined to go so far with our
friends; Colonel X and Major Y; but my business is peremptory; and
it takes me to the neighbourhood of Dunstable。'
Orders were given to my satisfaction; with an obsequiousness that
seemed only inflamed by his potations。
CHAPTER XIV … TRAVELS OF THE COVERED CART
MY companions were aroused with difficulty: the Colonel; poor old
gentleman; to a sort of permanent dream; in which you could say of
him only that he was very deaf and anxiously polite; the Major
still maudlin drunk。 We had a dish of tea by the fireside; and
then issued like criminals into the scathing cold of the night。
For the weather had in the meantime changed。 Upon the cessation of
the rain; a strict frost had succeeded。 The moon; being young; was
already near the zenith when we started; glittered everywhere on
sheets of ice; and sparkled in ten thousand icicles。 A more
unpromising night for a journey it was hard to conceive。 But in
the course of the afternoon the horses had been well roughed; and
King (for such was the name of the shock…headed lad) was very
positive that he could drive us without misadventure。 He was as
good as his word; indeed; despite a gawky air; he was simply
invaluable in his present employment; showing marked sagacity in
all that concerned the care of horses; and guiding us by one short
cut after another for days; and without a fault。
The interior of that engine of torture; the covered cart; was
fitted with a bench; on which we took our places; the door was
shut; in a moment; the night closed upon us solid and stifling; and
we felt that we were being driven carefully out of the courtyard。
Careful was the word all night; and it was an alleviation of our
miseries that we did not often enjoy。 In general; as we were
driven the better part of the night and day; often at a pretty
quick pace and always through a labyrinth of the most infamous
country lanes and by…roads; we were so bruised upon the bench; so
dashed against the top and sides of the cart; that we reached the
end of a stage in truly pitiable case; sometimes flung ourselves
down without the formality of eating; made but one sleep of it
until the hour of departure returned; and were only properly
awakened by the first jolt of t