queen victoria-第22章
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t by now the chief obstacle seemed to lie in another quarter； Victoria was apparently determined to commit herself to nothing。 And so it happened that when Albert went to England he had made up his mind to withdraw entirely from the affair。 Nothing would induce him； he confessed to a friend； to be kept vaguely waiting； he would break it all off at once。 His reception at Windsor threw an entirely new light upon the situation。 The wheel of fortune turned with a sudden rapidity； and he found； in the arms of Victoria； the irrevocable assurance of his overwhelming fate。
II
He was not in love with her。 Affection； gratitude； the natural reactions to the unqualified devotion of a lively young cousin who was also a queensuch feelings possessed him； but the ardours of reciprocal passion were not his。 Though he found that he liked Victoria very much； what immediately interested him in his curious position was less her than himself。 Dazzled and delighted； riding； dancing； singing； laughing； amid the splendours of Windsor； he was aware of a new sensationthe stirrings of ambition in his breast。 His place would indeed be a high； an enviable one！ And then； on the instant； came another thought。 The teaching of religion； the admonitions of Stockmar； his own inmost convictions； all spoke with the same utterance。 He would not be there to please himself； but for a very different purposeto do good。 He must be 〃noble； manly； and princely in all things；〃 he would have 〃to live and to sacrifice himself for the benefit of his new country；〃 to 〃use his powers and endeavours for a great objectthat of promoting the welfare of multitudes of his fellowmen。〃 One serious thought led on to another。 The wealth and the bustle of the English Court might be delightful for the moment； but； after all； it was Coburg that had his heart。 〃While I shall be untiring；〃 he wrote to his grandmother； 〃in my efforts and labours for the country to which I shall in future belong； and where I am called to so high a position； I shall never cease ein treuer Deutscher； Coburger； Gothaner zu sein。〃 And now he must part from Coburg for ever！ Sobered and sad； he sought relief in his brother Ernest's company； the two young men would shut themselves up together； and； sitting down at the pianoforte； would escape from the present and the future in the sweet familiar gaiety of a Haydn duet。
They returned to Germany； and while Albert； for a few farewell months； enjoyed； for the last time； the happiness of home； Victoria； for the last time； resumed her old life in London and Windsor。 She corresponded daily with her future husband in a mingled flow of German and English； but the accustomed routine reasserted itself； the business and the pleasures of the day would brook no interruption； Lord M。 was once more constantly beside her； and the Tories were as intolerable as ever。 Indeed； they were more so。 For now； in these final moments； the old feud burst out with redoubled fury。 The impetuous sovereign found； to her chagrin； that there might be disadvantages in being the declared enemy of one of the great parties in the State。 On two occasions； the Tories directly thwarted her in a matter on which she had set her heart。 She wished her husband's rank to be axed by statute； and their opposition prevented it。 She wished her husband to receive a settlement from the nation of L50；000 a year； and； again owing to the Tories； he was only allowed L30；000。 It was too bad。 When the question was discussed in Parliament； it had been pointed out that the bulk of the population was suffering from great poverty； and that L30；000 was the whole revenue of Coburg； but her uncle Leopold had been given L50；000； and it would be monstrous to give Albert less。 Sir Robert Peelit might have been expectedhad had the effrontery to speak and vote for the smaller sum。 She was very angry； and determined to revenge herself by omitting to invite a single Tory to her wedding。 She would make an exception in favour of old Lord Liverpool； but even the Duke of Wellington she refused to ask。 When it was represented to her that it would amount to a national scandal if the Duke were absent from her wedding； she was angrier than ever。 〃What！ That old rebel！ I won't have him：〃 she was reported to have said。 Eventually she was induced to send him an invitation； but she made no attempt to conceal the bitterness of her feelings； and the Duke himself was only too well aware of all that had passed。
Nor was it only against the Tories that her irritation rose。 As the time for her wedding approached； her temper grew steadily sharper and more arbitrary。 Queen Adelaide annoyed her。 King Leopold； too； was 〃ungracious〃 in his correspondence； 〃Dear Uncle；〃 she told Albert； 〃is given to believe that he must rule the roost everywhere。 〃However；〃 she added with asperity； 〃that is not a necessity。〃 Even Albert himself was not impeccable。 Engulfed in Coburgs； he failed to appreciate the complexity of English affairs。 There were difficulties about his household。 He had a notion that he ought not to be surrounded by violent Whigs； very likely； but he would not understand that the only alternatives to violent Whigs were violent Tories； and it would be preposterous if his Lords and Gentlemen were to be found voting against the Queen's。 He wanted to appoint his own Private Secretary。 But how could he choose the right person？ Lord M。 was obviously best qualified to make the appointment； and Lord M。 had decided that the Prince should take over his own Private SecretaryGeorge Anson； a staunch Whig。 Albert protested； but it was useless； Victoria simply announced that Anson was appointed； and instructed Lehzen to send the Prince an explanation of the details of the case。
Then； again； he had written anxiously upon the necessity of maintaining unspotted the moral purity of the Court。 Lord M's pupil considered that dear Albert was strait…laced； and； in a brisk Anglo…German missive； set forth her own views。 〃I like Lady A。 very much；〃 she told him； 〃only she is a little strict awl particular； and too severe towards others； which is not right； for I think one ought always to be indulgent towards other people； as I always think； if we had not been well taken care of； we might also have gone astray。 That is always my feeling。 Yet it is always right to show that one does not like to see what is obviously wrong； but it is very dangerous to be too severe； and I am certain that as a rule such people always greatly regret that in their youth they have not been so careful as they ought to have been。 I have explained this so badly and written it so badly； that I fear you will hardly be able to make it out。〃
On one other matter she was insistent。 Since the affair of Lady Flora Hastings； a sad fate had overtaken Sir James Clark。 His flourishing practice had quite collapsed； nobody would go to him any more。 But the Queen remained faithful。 She would show the world how little she cared for their disapproval； and she desired Albert to make 〃poor Clark〃 his physician in ordinary。 He did as he was told； but； as it turned out； the appointment was not a happy one。
The wedding…day was fixed； and it was time for Albert to tear himself away from his family and the scenes of his childhood。 With an aching heart； he had revisited his beloved hauntsthe woods and the valleys where he had spent so many happy hours shooting rabbits and collecting botanical specimens； in deep depression； he had sat through the farewell banquets in the Palace and listened to the Freischutz performed by the State band。 It was time to go。 The streets were packed as he drove through them； for a short space his eyes were gladdened by a sea of friendly German faces； and his ears by a gathering volume of good guttural sounds。 He stopped to bid a last adieu to his grandmother。 It was a heartrending moment。 〃Albert！ Albert！〃 she shrieked； and fell fainting into the arms of her attendants as his carriage drove away。 He was whirled rapidly to his destiny。 At Calais a steamboat awaited him； and； together with his father and his brother； he stepped； dejected； on board。 A little later； he was more dejected still。 The crossing was a very rough one； the Duke went hurriedly below； while the two Princes； we are told； lay
