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flickering through my head。
〃With Charlie； less is always more；〃 Bella said； certain of this fact。 〃Where are
we going； anyway？〃
Alice was wrong。 Dead wrong。 There was no chance of that。 And it was just an
old vision； invalid now。 Things had changed。
〃The weather will be nice；〃 I told her slowly； fighting the panic and indecision。
Alice was wrong。 I would continue as if I hadn't heard or seen anything。 〃So I'll be
staying out of the public eye？and you can stay with me； if you'd like to。〃
Bella caught the significance at once； her eyes were bright and eager。 〃And
you'll show me what you meant； about the sun？〃
Maybe； like so many times before； her reaction would be the opposite of what I
expected。 I smiled at that possibility； struggling to return to the lighter moment。 〃Yes。
But？〃 She hadn't said yes。 〃If you don't want to be？alone with me； I'd still rather you
didn't go to Seattle by yourself。 I shudder to think of the trouble you could find in a city
that size。〃
Her lips pressed together； she was offended。
〃Phoenix is three times bigger than Seattle—just in population。 In physical
size—〃
〃But apparently your number wasn't up in Phoenix；〃 I said； cutting off her
justifications。 〃So I'd rather you stayed with me。〃
She could stay forever and it would not be long enough。
I shouldn't think that way。 We didn't have forever。 The passing seconds counted
more than they ever had before； each second changed her while I remained untouched。
〃As it happens； I don't mind being alone with you；〃 she said。
No—because her instincts were backwards。
〃I know。〃 I sighed。 〃You should tell Charlie； though。〃
〃Why in the world would I do that？〃 she asked； sounding horrified。
I glared at her； the visions I couldn't quite manage to repress swirling sickeningly
through my head。
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〃To give me some small incentive to bring you back；〃 I hissed。 She should give
me that much—one witness to compel me to be cautious。
Why had Alice forced this knowledge on me now？
Bella swallowed loudly； and stared at me for a long moment。 What did she see？
〃I think I'll take my chances；〃 she said。
Ugh！ Did she get some thrill out of risking her life？ Some shot of adrenaline she
craved？
I scowled at Alice； who met my glare with a warning glance。 Beside her； Rosalie
was glowering furiously； but I couldn't have cared less。 Let her destroy the car。 It was
just a toy。
〃Let's talk about something else；〃 Bella suggested suddenly。
I looked back at her； wondering how she could be so oblivious to what really
mattered。 Why wouldn't she see me for the monster I was？
〃What do you want to talk about？〃
Her eyes darted to the left and then the right； as if checking to make sure there
were no eavesdroppers。 She must be planning to introduce another myth…related topic。
Her eyes froze for a second and her body stiffened； and then she looked back to me。
〃Why did you go to that Goat Rocks place last weekend？to hunt？ Charlie said it
wasn't a good place to hike； because of bears。〃
So oblivious。 I stared at her； raising one eyebrow。
〃Bears？〃 she gasped。
I smiled wryly； watching that sink in。 Would this make her take me seriously？
Would anything？
She pulled her expression together。 〃You know； bears are not in season；〃 she said
severely； narrowing her eyes。
〃If you read carefully； the laws only cover hunting with weapons。〃
She lost control over her face again for a moment。 Her lips fell open。
〃Bears？〃 she said again； a tentative question this time rather than a gasp of shock。
〃Grizzly is Emmett's favorite。〃
I watched her eyes； seeing this settle in。
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〃Hmm；〃 she murmured。 She took a bite of the pizza； looking down。 She chewed
thoughtfully； and then took a drink。
〃So；〃 she said； finally looking up。 〃What's your favorite？〃
I supposed I should have expected something like that； but I hadn't。 Bella was
always interesting； at the very least。
〃Mountain lion；〃 I answered brusquely。
〃Ah；〃 she said in a neutral tone。 Her heartbeat continued steady and even； as if
we were discussing a favorite restaurant。
Fine； then。 If she wanted to act like this was nothing unusual？
〃Of course； we have to be careful not to impact the environment with injudicious
hunting；〃 I told her； my voice detached and clinical。 〃We try to focus on areas with an
overpopulation of predators—ranging as far away as we need。 There's always plenty of
deer and elk here； and they'll do； but where's the fun in that？〃
She listened with a politely interested expression； as if I were a teacher giving a
lecture。 I had to smile。
〃Where indeed；〃 she murmured calmly； taking another bite of pizza。
〃Early spring is Emmett's favorite bear season；〃 I said； continuing with the
lecture。 〃They're just coming out of hibernation； so they're more irritable。〃
Seventy years later； and he still hadn't gotten over losing that first match。
〃Nothing more fun than an irritated grizzly bear；〃 Bella agreed； nodding
solemnly。
I couldn't hold back a chuckle as I shook my head at her illogical calm。 It had to
be put on。 〃Tell me what you're really thinking； please。〃
〃I'm trying to picture it—but I can't；〃 she said； the crease appearing between her
eyes。 〃How to you hunt a bear without weapons？〃
〃Oh； we have weapons；〃 I told her； and then flashed her a wide smile。 I expected
her to recoil； but she was very still； watching me。 〃Just not the kind they consider when
writing hunting laws。 If you've ever seen a bear attack on television； you should be able
to visualize Emmett hunting。〃
She glanced toward the table where the others sat； and shuddered。
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Finally。 And then I laughed at myself； because I knew part of me was wishing
she would stay oblivious。
Her dark eyes were wide and deep as she stared at me now。 〃Are you like a bear；
too？〃 she asked in an almost…whisper。
〃More like the lion； or so they tell me；〃 I told her； striving to sound detached
again。 〃Perhaps our preferences are indicative。〃
Her lips pulled up a tiny bit at the corners。 〃Perhaps；〃 she repeated。 And then her
head leaned to the side； and curiosity was suddenly clear in her eyes。 〃Is that something I
might get to see？〃
I didn't need pictures from Alice to illustrate this horror—my imagination was
quite enough。
〃Absolutely not；〃 I snarled at her。
She jerked away from me； her eyes bewildered and frightened。
I leaned back； too； wanting to put space between us。 She was never going to see；
was she？ She wouldn't do one thing to help me keep her alive。
〃Too scary for me？〃 she asked； her voice even。 Her heart； however； was still
moving in double time。
〃If that were it； I would take you out tonight；〃 I retorted through my teeth。 〃You
need a healthy dose of fear。 Nothing could be more beneficial for you。〃
〃Then why？〃 she demanded； undeterred。
I glared at her blackly； waiting for her to be afraid。 I was afraid。 I could imagine
only too clearly having Bella near when I hunted？
Her eyes remained curious； impatient； nothing more。 She waited for her answer；
not giving in。
But our hour was up。
〃Later；〃 I snapped； and I rose to my feet。 〃We're going to be late。〃
She looked around herself； disoriented； like she'd forgotten we were at lunch。
Like she'd forgotten we were even at school—surprised that we were not alone in some
private place。 I understood that feeling exactly。 It was hard to remember the rest of the
world when I was with her。
She got up quickly； bobbling once； and threw her bag over her shoulder。
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〃Later； then；〃 she said； and I could see the determination in the set of her mouth；
she would hold me to that。
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12。 Complications
Bella and I walked silently to biology。 I was trying to focus myself on the moment； on
the girl beside me； on what was real and solid； on anything that would keep Alice's
deceitful； meaningless visions out of my head。
We passed Angela Weber； lingering on the sidewalk； discussing an assignment
with a boy from her Trigon
