cleopatra-第67章
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that I should by no means do this thing; but journey to Antony; and
for that; Charmion; I thank thee; now that all is come and gone。 And
by a very little; her words weighed down my scale of judgment against
Harmachis; and I went to Antony。 Thus it is through the jealous spleen
of yonder fair Charmion and the passion of a man on which I played as
on a lyre; that all these things have come to pass。 For this cause
Octavian sits a King in Alexandria; for this cause Antony is
discrowned and dead; and for this cause I; too; must die to…night! Ah!
Charmion! Charmion! thou hast much to answer; for thou hast changed
the story of the world; and yet; even nowI would not have it
otherwise!〃
She paused awhile; covering her eyes with her hand; and; looking; I
saw great tears upon the cheek of Charmion。
〃And of this Harmachis;〃 I asked; 〃where is he now; O Queen?〃
〃Where is he? In Amenti; forsoothmaking his peace with Isis;
perchance。 At Tarsus I saw Antony; and loved him; and from that moment
I loathed the sight of the Egyptian; and swore to make an end of him;
for a lover done with should be a lover dead。 And; being jealous; he
spoke some words of evil omen; even at that Feast of the Pearl; and on
the same night I would have slain him; but before the deed was done;
he was gone。〃
〃And whither was he gone?〃
〃Nay; that know not I。 Brennushe who led my guard; and last year
sailed North to join his own peopleBrennus swore he saw him float to
the skies; but in this matter I misdoubted me of Brennus; for methinks
he loved the man。 Nay; he sank off Cyprus; and was drowned; perchance
Charmion can tell us how?〃
〃I can tell thee nothing; O Queen; Harmachis is lost。〃
〃And well lost; Charmion; for he was an evil man to play withay;
although I bettered him I say it! Well he served my purpose; but I
loved him not; and even now I fear him; for it seemed to me that I
heard his voice summoning me to fly; through the din of the fight at
Actium。 Thanks be to the Gods; as thou sayest; he is lost; and can no
more be found。〃
But I; listening; put forth my strength; and; by the arts I have; cast
the shadow of my Spirit upon the Spirit of Cleopatra so that she felt
the presence of the lost Harmachis。
〃Nay; what is it?〃 she said。 〃By Serapis! I grow afraid! It seems to
me that I feel Harmachis here! His memory overwhelms me like a flood
of waters; and he these ten years dead! Oh! at such a time it is
unholy!〃
〃Nay; O Queen;〃 I answered; 〃if he be dead then he is everywhere; and
well at such a timethe time of thy own deathmay his Spirit draw
near to welcome thine at its going。〃
〃Speak not thus; Olympus。 I would see Harmachis no more; the count
between us is too heavy; and in another world than this more evenly;
perchance should we be matched。 Ah; the terror passes! I was but
unnerved。 Well the fool's story hath served to wile away the heaviest
of our hours; the hour which ends in death。 Sing to me; Charmion;
sing; for thy voice is very sweet; and I would soothe my soul to
sleep。 The memory of that Harmachis has wrung me strangely! Sing;
then; the last song I shall hear from those tuneful lips of thine; the
last of so many songs。〃
〃It is a sad hour for song; O Queen!〃 said Charmion; but;
nevertheless; she took her harp and sang。 And thus she sang; very soft
and low; the dirge of the sweet…tongued Syrian Meleager:
Tears for my lady dead;
Heliodore!
Salt tears and strange to shed;
Over and o'er;
Go tears and low lament
Fare from her tomb;
Wend where my lady went;
Down through the gloom
Sighs for my lady dead;
Tears do I send;
Long love remembered;
Mistress and friend!
Sad are the songs we sing;
Tears that we shed;
Empty the gifts we bring
Gifts to the dead!
Ah; for my flower; my Love;
Hades hath taken;
Ah; for the dust above;
Scattered and shaken!
Mother of blade and grass;
Earth; in thy breast
Lull her that gentlest was;
Gently to rest!
The music of her voice died away; and it was so sweet and sad that
Iras began to weep and the bright tears stood in Cleopatra's stormy
eyes。 Only I wept not; my tears were dry。
〃'Tis a heavy song of thine; Charmion;〃 said the Queen。 〃Well; as thou
saidst; it is a sad hour for song; and thy dirge is fitted to the
hour。 Sing it over me once again when I lie dead; Charmion。 And now
farewell to music; and on to the end。 Olympus; take yonder parchment
and write what I shall say。〃
I took the parchment and the reed; and wrote thus in the Roman tongue:
〃Cleopatra to Octavianus; greeting。
〃This is the state of life。 At length there comes an hour when;
rather than endure those burdens that overwhelm us; putting off
the body we would take wing into forgetfulness。 C?sar; thou hast
conquered: take thou the spoils of victory。 But in thy triumph
Cleopatra cannot walk。 When all is lost; then we must go to seek
the lost。 Thus in the desert of Despair the brave do harvest
Resolution。 Cleopatra hath been great as Antony was great; nor
shall her fame be minished in the manner of her end。 Slaves live
to endure their wrong; but Princes; treading with a firmer step;
pass through the gates of Wrong into the royal Dwellings of the
Dead。 This only doth Egypt ask of C?sarthat he suffer her to lie
in the tomb of Antony。 Farewell!〃
This I wrote; and having sealed the writing; Cleopatra bade me go find
a messenger; despatch it to C?sar; and then return。 So I went; and at
the door of the tomb I called a soldier who was not on duty; and;
giving him money; bade him take the letter to C?sar。 Then I went back;
and there in the chamber the three women stood in silence; Cleopatra
clinging to the arm of Iras; and Charmion a little apart watching the
twain。
〃If indeed thou art minded to make an end; O Queen;〃 I said; 〃the time
is short; for presently C?sar will send his servants in answer to thy
letter;〃 and I drew forth the phial of white and deadly bane and set
it upon the board。
She took it in her hand and gazed thereon。 〃How innocent it seems!〃
she said; 〃and yet therein lies my death。 'Tis strange。〃
〃Ay; Queen; and the death of ten other folk。 No need to take so long a
draught。〃
〃I fear;〃 she gasped〃how know I that it will slay outright? I have
seen so many die by poison and scarce one has died outright。 And some
ah; I cannot think on them!〃
〃Fear not;〃 I said; 〃I am a master of my craft。 Or; if thou dost fear;
cast this poison forth and live。 In Rome thou mayst still find
happiness; ay; in Rome; where thou shalt walk in C?sar's triumph;
while the laughter of the hard…eyed Latin women shall chime down the
music of thy golden chains。〃
〃Nay; I will die; Olympus。 Oh; if one would but show the path。〃
Then Iras loosed her hand and stepped forward。 〃Give me the draught;
Physician;〃 she said。 〃I go to make ready for my Queen。〃
〃It is well;〃 I answered; 〃on thy own head be it!〃 and I poured from
the phial into a little golden goblet。
She raised it; curtsied low to Cleopatra; then; coming forward; kissed
her on the brow; and Charmion she also kissed。 This done; tarrying not
and making no prayer; for Iras was a Greek; she drank; and; putting
her hand to her head; instantly fell down and died。
〃Thou seest;〃 I said; breaking in upon the silence; 〃it is swift。〃
〃Ay; Olympus; thine is a master drug! Come now; I thirst; fill me the
bowl; lest Iras weary in waiting at the gates!〃
So I poured afresh into the goblet; but this time; making pretence to
rinse the cup; I mixed a little water with the bane; for I was not
minded that she should die before she knew me。
Then did the royal Cleopatra; taking the goblet in her hand; turn her
lovely eyes to heaven and cry aloud:
〃O ye Gods of Egypt! who have deserted me; to you no longer will I
pray; f