cleopatra-第50章
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peep ere she lifts her sword! Take back thy crown; O Egypt! It is now
my care that; though it be heavy; it shall not chafe thee。〃
〃These are royal words; most notable Antony;〃 she made answer;
〃gracious and generous words; such as befit the Conqueror of the
world! And touching my misdeeds in the pastif misdeeds there have
beenI say this; and this alonethen I knew not Antony。 For; knowing
Antony; who could sin against him? What woman could lift a sword
against one who must be to all women as a Godone who; seen and
known; draws after him the whole allegiance of the heart; as the sun
draws flowers? And what more can I say and not cross the bounds of
woman's modesty? Why; only thisset that crown upon my brow; great
Antony; and I will take it as a gift from thee; by the giving made
doubly dear; and to thy uses I will guard it。
〃There; now I am thy vassal Queen; and through me all old Egypt that I
rule does homage to Antony the Triumvir; who shall be Antony the
Emperor of Rome and Khem's Imperial Lord!〃
And; having set the crown upon her locks; he stood gazing on her;
grown passionate in the warm breath of her living beauty; till at
length he caught her by both hands and drawing her to him kissed her
thrice; saying:
〃Cleopatra; I love thee; SweetI love thee as I never loved before。〃
She drew back from his embrace; smiling softly; and as she did so the
golden circlet of the sacred snakes fell; being but loosely set upon
her brow; and rolled away into the darkness beyond the ring of light。
I saw the omen; and even in the bitter anguish of my heart knew its
evil import。 But these twain took no note。
〃Thou lovest me?〃 she said; most sweetly; 〃how know I that thou lovest
me? Perchance it is Fulvia whom thou lovestFulvia; thy wedded wife?〃
〃Nay; it is not Fulvia; 'tis thou; Cleopatra; and thou alone。 Many
women have looked favourably upon me from my boyhood up; but to never
a one have I known such desire as to thee; O thou Wonder of the World;
like unto whom no woman ever was! Canst thou love me; Cleopatra; and
to me be true; not for my place or power; not for that which I can
give or can withhold; not for the stern music of my legion's tramp; or
for the light that flows from my bright Star of Fortune; but for
myself; for the sake of Antony; the rough captain; grown old in camps?
Ay; for the sake of Antony the reveller; the frail; the unfixed of
purpose; but who yet never did desert a friend; or rob a poor man; or
take an enemy unawares? Say; canst thou love me; Egypt? Oh! if thou
wilt; why; I am more happy than though I sat to…night in the Capitol
at Rome crowned absolute Monarch of the World!〃
And; ever as he spoke; she gazed on him with wonderful eyes; and in
them shone a light of truth and honesty such as was strange to me。
〃Thou speakest plainly;〃 she said; 〃and thy words are sweet to mine
earsthey would be sweet; even were things otherwise than they are;
for what woman would not love to see the world's master at her feet?
But things being as they are; why; Antony; what can be so sweet as thy
sweet words? The harbour of his rest to the storm…tossed mariner
surely that is sweet! The dream of Heaven's bliss which cheers the
poor ascetic priest on his path of sacrificesurely that is sweet!
The sight of Dawn; the rosy…fingered; coming in his promise to glad
the watching Earthsurely that is sweet! But; ah! not one of these;
nor all dear delightful things that are; can match the honey…sweetness
of thy words to me; O Antony! For thou knowest notnever canst thou
knowhow drear my life hath been; and empty; since thus it is
ordained that in love only can woman lose her solitude! And I have
/never/ lovednever might I lovetill this happy night! Ay; take me
in thy arms; and let us swear a great vow of lovean oath that may
not be broken while life is in us! Behold! Antony! now and for ever I
do vow most strict fidelity unto thee! Now and for ever I am thine;
and thine alone!〃
Then Charmion took me by the hand and drew me thence。
〃Hast seen enough?〃 she asked; when we were once more within the
chamber and the lamp was lit。
〃Yea;〃 I answered; 〃my eyes are opened。〃
CHAPTER XVI
OF THE PLAN OF CHARMION; OF THE CONFESSION OF CHARMION; AND
OF THE ANSWER OF HARMACHIS
For some while I sat with bowed head; and the last bitterness of shame
sank into my soul。 This; then; was the end。 For this I had betrayed my
oaths; for this I had told the secret of the pyramid; for this I had
lost my Crown; my Honour; and; perchance; my hope of Heaven! Could
there be another man in the wide world so steeped in sorrow as I was
that night? Surely not one! Where should I turn? What could I do? And
even through the tempest of my torn heart the bitter voice of jealousy
called aloud。 For I loved this woman; to whom I had given all; and she
at this momentshe was Ah! I could not bear to think of it; and
in my utter agony; my heart burst in a river of tears such as are
terrible to weep!
Then Charmion drew near me; and I saw that she; too; was weeping。
〃Weep not; Harmachis!〃 she sobbed; kneeling at my side。 〃I cannot
endure to see thee weep。 Oh! why wouldst thou not be warned? Then
hadst thou been great and happy; and not as now。 Listen; Harmachis!
Thou didst hear what that false and tigerish woman saidto…morrow she
hands thee over to the murderers!〃
〃It is well;〃 I gasped。
〃Nay: it is not well。 Harmachis; give her not this last triumph over
thee。 Thou hast lost all save life: but while life remains; hope
remains also; and with hope the chance of vengeance。〃
〃Ah!〃 I said; starting from my seat。 〃I had not thought of that。 Ay
the chance of vengeance! It would be sweet to be avenged!〃
〃It would be sweet; Harmachis; and yet thisVengeance is an arrow
that in falling oft pierces him who shot it。 MyselfI know it;〃 and
she sighed。 〃But a truce to talk and grief。 There will be time for us
twain to grieve; if not to talk; in all the heavy coming years。 Thou
must flybefore the coming of the light must thou fly。 Here is a
plan。 To…morrow; ere the dawn; a galley that but yesterday came from
Alexandria; bearing fruit and stores; sails thither again; and its
captain is known to me; but to thee he is not known。 Now; I will find
thee the garb of a Syrian merchant; and cloak thee; as I know how; and
furnish thee with a letter to the captain of the galley。 He shall give
thee passage to Alexandria; for to him thou wilt seem but as a
merchant going on the business of thy trade。 Brennus is officer of the
guard to…night; and Brennus is a friend to me and thee。 Perhaps he
will guess somewhat; or; perhaps; he will not guess; at the least; the
Syrian merchant shall safely pass the lines。 What sayest thou?〃
〃It is well;〃 I answered wearily; 〃little do I reck the issue。〃
〃Rest thou; then; here; Harmachis; while I make these matters ready;
and; Harmachis; grieve not overmuch; there are others who should
grieve more heavily than thou。〃 And she went; leaving me alone with my
agony which rent me like a torture…bed。 Had it not been for that
fierce desire of vengeance which from time to time flashed across my
tormented mind as the lightning over a midnight sea; methinks my
reason had left me in that dark hour。 At length I heard her footstep
at the door; and she entered; breathing heavily; for she bore a sack
of clothing in her arms。
〃It is well;〃 she said: 〃here is the garb with spare linen; and
writing…tablets; and all things needful。 I have seen Brennus also; and
told him that a Syrian merchant would pass the guard an hour before
the dawn。 And though he made pretence of sleep; I think he understood;
for he answered; yawning; that if they but had the pass…word;
'Antony;' fifty Syrian merchants might go through about their lawful
business。 And here is the letter to the captainthou canst not
mistake the galley; for she is moored along to the righta sm