lectures11-13-第18章

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earth；　have　no　party　or　certain　dwelling　place。'　My　heart　echoes



back；　'Lord　Jesus；　help　me　to　do　or　suffer　thy　will。　When　thou



seest　me　in　danger　of　NESTLINGin　pityin　tender　pityput　a



THORN　in　my　nest　to　prevent　me　from　it。'〃＇193＇







＇193＇　R。　Philip：　　The　Life　and　Times　of　George　Whitefield；



London；　1842；　p。　366。















The　loathing　of　〃capital〃　with　which　our　laboring　classes　today



are　growing　more　and　more　infected　seems　largely　composed　of　this



sound　sentiment　of　antipathy　for　lives　based　on　mere　having。　　As



an　anarchist　poet　writes：







〃Not　by　accumulating　riches；　but　by　giving　away　that　which　you



have；







〃Shall　you　become　beautiful；







〃You　must　undo　the　wrappings；　not　case　yourself　in　fresh　ones；







〃Not　by　multiplying　clothes　shall　you　make　your　body　sound　and



healthy；　but　rather　by　discarding　them　。　　。　　。







〃For　a　soldier　who　is　going　on　a　campaign　does　not　seek　what



fresh　furniture　he　can　carry　on　his　back；　but　rather　what　he　can



leave　behind；







〃Knowing　well　that　every　additional　thing　which　he　cannot　freely



use　and　handle　is　an　impediment。〃＇194＇







＇194＇　Edward　Carpenter：　　Towards　Democracy；　p。　362；　abridged。















In　short；　lives　based　on　having　are　less　free　than　lives　based



either　on　doing　or　on　being；　and　in　the　interest　of　action　people



subject　to　spiritual　excitement　throw　away　possessions　as　so　many



clogs。　　Only　those　who　have　no　private　interests　can　follow　an



ideal　straight　away。　　Sloth　and　cowardice　creep　in　with　every



dollar　or　guinea　we　have　to　guard。　　When　a　brother　novice　came　to



Saint　Francis；　saying：　　〃Father；　it　would　be　a　great　consolation



to　me　to　own　a　psalter；　but　even　supposing　that　our　general



should　concede　to　me　this　indulgence；　still　I　should　like　also　to



have　your　consent；〃　Francis　put　him　off　with　the　examples　of



Charlemagne；　Roland；　and　Oliver；　pursuing　the　infidels　in　sweat



and　labor；　and　finally　dying　on　the　field　of　battle。　　〃So　care



not；〃　he　said；　〃for　owning　books　and　knowledge；　but　care　rather



for　works　of　goodness。〃　　And　when　some　weeks　later　the　novice



came　again　to　talk　of　his　craving　for　the　psalter；　Francis　said：　



〃After　you　have　got　your　psalter　you　will　crave　a　breviary；　and



after　you　have　got　your　breviary　you　will　sit　in　your　stall　like



a　grand　prelate；　and　will　say　to　your　brother：　　〃Hand　me　my



breviary。〃。　　。　　。　And　thenceforward　he　denied　all　such　requests；



saying：　　A　man　possesses　of　learning　only　so　much　as　comes　out　of



him　in　action；　and　a　monk　is　a　good　preacher　only　so　far　as　his



deeds　proclaim　him　such；　for　every　tree　is　known　by　its



fruits。〃＇195＇







＇195＇　Speculum　Perfectionis；　ed。　　P。　Sabatier；　Paris；　1898；　pp。



10；　13。















But　beyond　this　more　worthily　athletic　attitude　involved　in　doing



and　being；　there　is；　in　the　desire　of　not　having；　something



profounder　still；　something　related　to　that　fundamental　mystery



of　religious　experience；　the　satisfaction　found　in　absolute



surrender　to　the　larger　power。　　So　long　as　any　secular　safeguard



is　retained；　so　long　as　any　residual　prudential　guarantee　is



clung　to；　so　long　the　surrender　is　incomplete；　the　vital　crisis



is　not　passed；　fear　still　stands　sentinel；　and　mistrust　of　the



divine　obtains：　　we　hold　by　two　anchors；　looking　to　God；　it　is



true；　after　a　fashion；　but　also　holding　by　our　proper



machinations。　　In　certain　medical　experiences　we　have　the　same



critical　point　to　overcome。　　A　drunkard；　or　a　morphine　or　cocaine



maniac；　offers　himself　to　be　cured。　　He　appeals　to　the　doctor　to



wean　him　from　his　enemy；　but　he　dares　not　face　blank　abstinence。　



The　tyrannical　drug　is　still　an　anchor　to　windward：　　he　hides



supplies　of　it　among　his　clothing；　arranges　secretly　to　have　it



smuggled　in　in　case　of　need。　　Even　so　an　incompletely　regenerate



man　still　trusts　in　his　own　expedients。　　His　money　is　like　the



sleeping　potion　which　the　chronically　wakeful　patient　keeps



beside　his　bed；　he　throws　himself　on　God；　but　IF　he　should　need



the　other　help；　there　it　will　be　also。　　Every　one　knows　cases　of



this　incomplete　and　ineffective　desire　for　reform…drunkards　whom；



with　all　their　self…reproaches　and　resolves；　one　perceives　to　be



quite　unwilling　seriously　to　contemplate　NEVER　being　drunk　again！



Really　to　give　up　anything　on　which　we　have　relied；　to　give　it　up



definitely；　〃for　good　and　all〃　and　forever；　signifies　one　of



those　radical　alterations　of　character　which　came　under　our



notice　in　the　lectures　on　conversion。　In　it　the　inner　man　rolls



over　into　an　entirely　different　position　of　equilibrium；　lives　in



a　new　centre　of　energy　from　this　time　on；　and　the　turning…point



and　hinge　of　all　such　operations　seems　usually　to　involve　the



sincere　acceptance　of　certain　nakednesses　and　destitutions。







Accordingly；　throughout　the　annals　of　the　saintly　life；　we　find



this　ever…recurring　note：　　Fling　yourself　upon　God's　providence



without　making　any　reserve　whatevertake　no　thought　for　the



morrowsell　all　you　have　and　give　it　to　the　pooronly　when　the



sacrifice　is　ruthless　and　reckless　will　the　higher　safety　really



arrive。　　As　a　concrete　example　let　me　read　a　page　from　the



biography　of　Antoinette　Bourignon；　a　good　woman；　much　persecuted



in　her　day　by　both　Protestants　and　Catholics；　because　she　would



not　take　her　religion　at　second　hand。　　When　a　young　girl；　in　her



father's　house







〃She　spent　whole　nights　in　prayer；　oft　repeating：　　Lord；　what



wilt　thou　have　me　to　do？　　And　being　one　night　in　a　most　profound



penitence；　she　said　from　the　bottom　of　her　heart：　　'O　my　Lord！



What　must　I　do　to　please　thee？　　For　I　have　nobody　to　teach　me。　



Speak　to　my　soul　and　it　will　hear　thee。'　At　that　instant　she



heard；　as　if　another　had　spoke　within　her：　　Forsake　all　earthly



things。　　Separate　thyself　from　the　love　of　the　creatures。　Deny



thyself。　　She　was　quite　astonished；　not　understanding　this



language；　and　mused　long　on　these　three　points；　thinking　how　she



could　fulfill　them。　　She　thought　she　could　not　live　without



earthly　things；　nor　without　loving　the　creatures；　nor　without



loving　herself。　　Yet　she　said；　'By　thy　Grace　I　will　do　it；　Lord！'



But　when　she　would　perform　her　promise；　she　knew　not　where　to



begin。　　Having　thought　on　the　religious　in　monasteries；　that　they



forsook　all　earthly　things　by　being　shut　up　in　a　cloister；　and



the　love　of　themselves　by　subjecting　of　their　wills；　she　asked



leave　of　her　father　to　enter　into　a　cloister　of　the　barefoot



Carmelites；　but　he　would　not　permit　it；　saying　he　would　rather



see　her　laid　in　her　grave。　　This　seemed　to　her　a　great　cruelty；



for　she　thought　to　find　in　the　cloister　the　true　Christians　she



had　been　seeking；　but　she　found　afterwards　that　he　knew　the



cloisters　better　than　she；　for　after　he　had　forbidden　her；　and



told　her　he　would　never　permit　her　to　be　a　religious；　nor　give



her　any　money　to　enter　there；　yet　she　went　to　Father　Laurens；　the



Director；　and　offered　to　serve　in　the　monastery　and　work　hard　for



her　bread；　and　be　content　with　little；　if　he　would　receive　her。



At　which　he　smiled　and　said：　　That　cannot　be。　　We　must　have　money



to　build；　we　take　no　maids　without　money；　you　must　find　the　way



to　get　it；　else　there　is　no　entry　here。







〃This　astonished　her　greatly；　and　she　was　thereby　undeceived　as



to　the　cloisters；　resolving　to　forsake　all　company　and　live　alone



till　it　should　please　God　to　show　her　what　she　ought　to　do　and



whither　to　go。　　She　asked　always　earnestly；　'When　shall　I　be