the village watch-tower-第26章
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to drop a plummet into the crystal springs of her consciousness。
When the violin was laid away; she would sit in the twilight; by Davy's sofa;
his thin hand in hers; and talk with Anthony about books and flowers
and music; and about the meaning of life; too;its burdens and mistakes;
and joys and sorrows; groping with him in the darkness to find
a clue to God's purposes。
Davy had long afternoons at Lyddy's house as the autumn
grew into winter。 He read to her while she sewed rags
for a new sitting…room carpet; and they played dominoes
and checkers together in the twilight before supper time;
suppers that were a feast to the boy; after Mrs。 Buck's cookery。
Anthony brought his violin sometimes of an evening;
and Almira Berry; the next neighbor on the road to the Mills;
would drop in and join the little party。 Almira used to sing
Auld Robin Gray; What Will You Do; Love; and Robin Adair;
to the great enjoyment of everybody; and she persuaded Lyddy
to buy the old church melodeon; and learn to sing alto in Oh;
Wert Thou in the Cauld Blast; Gently; Gently Sighs the Breeze;
and I know a Bank。 Nobody sighed for the gayeties and advantages
of a great city when; these concerts being over; Lyddy would
pass crisp seedcakes and raspberry shrub; doughnuts and cider;
or hot popped corn and molasses candy。
〃But there; she can afford to;〃 said aunt Hitty Tarbox;
〃she's pretty middlin' wealthy for Edgewood。 And it's lucky she
is; for she 'bout feeds that boy o' Croft's。 No wonder
he wants her to fill him up; after six years of the Widder
Buck's victuals。 Aurelia Buck can take good flour and sugar;
sweet butter and fresh eggs; and in ten strokes of her hand she
can make 'em into something the very hogs 'll turn away from。
I declare; it brings the tears to my eyes sometimes
when I see her coming out of Croft's Saturday afternoons;
and think of the stone crocks full of nasty messes she's
left behind her for that innocent man and boy to eat up。。。。
Anthony goes to see Miss Butterfield consid'able often。
Of course it's awstensibly to walk home with Davy;
or do an errand or something; but everybody knows better。
She went down to Croft's pretty nearly every day when his cousin
from Bridgton come to house…clean。 She suspicioned something;
I guess。 Anyhow; she asked me if Miss Butterfield's two hundred
a year was in gov'ment bonds。 Anthony's eyesight ain't good;
but I guess he could make out to cut cowpons off。。。。 It
would be strange if them two left…overs should take an'
marry each other; though; come to think of it; I don't
know's 't would neither。 He's blind; to be sure; and can't
see her scarred face。 It's a pity she ain't deef;
so't she can't hear his everlastin' fiddle。 She's lucky
to get any kind of a husband; she's too humbly to choose。
I declare; she reminds me of a Jack…o'…lantern; though
if you look at the back of her; or see her in meetin'
with a thick veil on; she's about the best appearin' woman in
Edgewood。。。。 I never see anybody stiffen up as Anthony has。
He had me make him three white shirts and three gingham ones;
with collars and cuffs on all of 'em。 It seems as if six
shirts at one time must mean something out o' the common!〃
Aunt Hitty was right; it did mean something out of the common。
It meant the growth of an all…engrossing; grateful;
divinely tender passion between two love…starved souls。
On the one hand; Lyddy; who though she had scarcely known
the meaning of love in all her dreary life; yet was as full
to the brim of all sweet; womanly possibilities of loving
and giving as any pretty woman; on the other; the blind
violin…maker; who had never loved any woman but his mother;
and who was in the direst need of womanly sympathy and affection。
Anthony Croft; being ministered unto by Lyddy's kind hands;
hearing her sweet voice and her soft footstep; saw her as God sees;
knowing the best; forgiving the worst; like God; and forgetting it;
still more like God; I think。
And Lyddy? There is no pen worthy to write of Lyddy。
Her joy lay deep in her heart like a jewel at the bottom of a clear pool;
so deep that no ripple or ruffle on the surface could disturb
the hidden treasure。 If God had smitten these two with one hand;
he had held out the other in tender benediction。
There had been a pitiful scene of unspeakable solemnity
when Anthony first told Lyddy that he loved her; and asked her
to be his wife。 He had heard all her sad history by this time;
though not from her own lips; and his heart went out to her
all the more for the heavy cross that had been laid upon her。
He had the wit and wisdom to put her affliction quite out
of the question; and allude only to her sacrifice in marrying
a blind man; hopelessly and helplessly dependent on her sweet
offices for the rest of his life; if she; in her womanly mercy;
would love him and help him bear his burdens。
When his tender words fell upon Lyddy's dazed brain
she sank beside his chair; and; clasping his knees; sobbed:
〃I love you; I cannot help loving you; I cannot help
telling you I love you! But you must hear the truth;
you have heard it from others; but perhaps they softened it。
If I marry you; people will always blame me and pity you。
You would never ask me to be your wife if you could see my face;
you could not love me an instant if you were not blind。〃
〃Then I thank God unceasingly for my infirmity;〃 said Anthony Croft;
as he raised her to her feet。
。 。 。 。 。 。
Anthony and Lyddy Croft sat in the apple orchard;
one warm day in late spring。
Anthony's work would have puzzled a casual on…looker。 Ten stout
wires were stretched between two trees; fifteen or twenty feet apart;
and each group of five represented the lines of the musical staff。
Wooden bars crossed the wires at regular intervals; dividing the staff
into measures。 A box with many compartments sat on a stool beside him;
and this held bits of wood that looked like pegs; but were in reality whole;
half; quarter; and eighth notes; rests; flats; sharps; and the like。
These were cleft in such a way that he could fit them on the wires
almost as rapidly as his musical theme came to him; and Lyddy had learned
to transcribe with pen and ink the music she found in wood and wire;
He could write only simple airs in this way; but when he played
them on the violin they were transported into a loftier region;
such genius lay in the harmony; the arabesque; the delicate lacework
of embroidery with which the tune was inwrought; now high; now low;
now major; now minor; now sad; now gay; with the one thrilling;
haunting cadence recurring again and again; to be watched for; longed for;
and greeted with a throb of delight。
Davy was reading at the window; his curly head buried
in a well…worn Shakespeare opened at Midsummer Night's Dream。
Lyddy was sitting under her favorite pink apple…tree; a mass
of fragrant bloom; more beautiful than Aurora's morning gown。
She was sewing; lining with snowy lawn innumerable pockets in a
square basket that she held in her lap。 The pockets were small;
the needles were fine; the thread was a length of cobweb。
Everything about the basket was small except the hopes that she
was stitching into it; they were so great that her heart
could scarcely hold them。 Nature was stirring everywhere。
The seeds were springing in the warm earth。 The hens
were clucking to their downy chicks just out of the egg。
The birds were flying hither and thither in the apple boughs;
and there was one little home of straw so hung that Lyddy could
look into it and see the patient mother brooding her nestlings。
The sight of her bright eyes; alert for every sign of danger;
sent a rush of feeling through Lyddy's veins that made her long
to clasp the little feathered mother to her own breast。
A sweet gravity and consecration of thought possessed her;
and the pink blossoms falling into her basket w