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oddling child towards me； a beggar； already versed in words to speak for bread or coins or any bit of charity that any man would vouchsafe him； and he glowed and sputtered and glittered and danced with brilliant and priceless light。
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AND THE DARKNESS GRASPED IT NOT
OVER the years； every time I saw one of Fra Filippo's magnificent creations； the angels came alive for me。 It was I only for an instant； only enough to prick the heart and draw the blood； as if with a needle； to the core。
Mastema himself did not appear in Fra Filippo's work until some years later； when Fra Filippo； struggling and arguing as always； was working for Piero； the son of Cosimo； who had gone to his grave。
Fra Filippo never did give up his precious nun； Lucrezia Buti； and it was said of Filippo that every Virgin he ever painted … and there were many … bore Lucrezia's beautiful face。 Lucrezia gave Fra Filippo a son； and that painter took the name Filippino； and his work too was rich in magnificence and rich in angels； and those angels too have always for one instant met my eyes when I came to worship before those canvases； sad and brokenhearted and full of love and afraid。
In 1469； Filippo died in the town of Spoleto； and there ended the life of one of the greatest painters the world has ever known。 This was the man who was put on the rack for fraud； and who had debauched a convent； this was a man who painted Mary as the frightened Virgin； as the Madonna of Christmas Night； as the Queen of Heaven； as the Queen of All Saints。
And I； five hundred years after； have never strayed too far from that city which gave birth to Filippo and to that time we call the Age of Gold。 Gold。 That is what I see when I look at you。
That is what I see when I look at any man； woman； child。
I see the flaming celestial gold that Mastema revealed to me。 I see it surrounding you； and holding you； encasing you and dancing with you； though you yourself may not behold it； or even care。
From this tower tonight in Tuscany I look out over the land； and far away； deep in the valleys； I see the gold of human beings； I see the glowing vitality of beating souls。 So you have my story。 What do you think？
Do you not see a strange conflict here？ Do you see a dilemma？ Let me put it to you this way。
Think back to when I told you about how my father and I rode through the woods together and we spoke of Fra Filippo； and my father asked me what it was that drew me to this monk。 I said that it was struggle and a divided nature in Filippo which so attracted me to him； and that from this divided nature； this conflict； there came a torment to the faces which Filippo rendered in paint。 Filippo was a storm unto himself。 So am I。
My father； a man of calm spirits and simpler thoughts； smiled at this。
But what does it mean in relationship to this tale？
Yes； I am a vampire； as I told you； I am a thing that feeds on mortal life。 I exist quietly； contentedly in my homeland； in the dark shadows of my home castle； and Ursula is with me as always； and five hundred years is not so long for a love as strong as ours。
We are demons。 We are damned。 But have we not seen and understood things； have I not written things here that are of value to you？ Have I not rendered a conflict so full of torment that something looms here which is full of brilliance and color； not unlike Filippo's work？ Have I not embroidered； interwoven and gilded； have I not bled？
Look at my story and tell me that it gives you nothing。 I don't believe you if you say that。
And when I think back on Filippo； and his rape of Lucrezia； and all his other tempestuous sins； how can I separate them from the magnificence of his paintings？ How can I separate the violation of his vows； and his deceits and his quarrels； from the splendor which Filippo gave to the world？
I am not saying I am a great painter。 I am not such a fool。 But I say that out of my pain； out of my folly； out of my passion there es a vision … a vision which I carry with me eternally and which I offer to you。
It is a vision of every human being； bursting with fire and with mystery； a vision I cannot deny； nor blot out； nor ever turn away from； nor ever belittle nor ever escape。 Others write of doubt and darkness。 Others write of meaninglessness and quiet。
I write of indefinable and celestial gold that will forever burn bright。
I write of blood thirst that is never satisfied。 I write of knowledge and its price。
Behold； I tell you； the light is there in you。 I see it。 I see it in each and every one of us； and will always。 I see it when I hunger； when I struggle； when I slaughter。 I see it sputter and die in my arms when I drink。
Can you imagine what it would be like for me to kill you？
Pray it never takes a slaughter or a rape for you to see this light in those around you。 God forbid it that it should demand such a price。 Let me pay the price for you instead。
THE END
SELECTED AND ANNOTATED BIBLIOGRAPHY
I went to Florence to receive this manuscript directly from Vittorio di Raniari。 It was my fourth visit to the city； and it was with Vittorio that I decided to list here a few books for those of you who might want to know more about the Age of Gold in Florence and about Florence itself。
Let me remend first and foremost； and above all others； the brilliant Public Life in Renaissance Florence by Richard C。 Trexler； published today by Cornell University Press。
Professor Trexler has also written other wonderful books on Italy； but this book is a particularly rich and inspiring one； especially for me； because Professor Trexler's analyses and insights regarding Florence have helped me to understand my own city of New Orleans； Louisiana； better than anything directly written by anyone about New Orleans itself。
New Orleans； like Florence； is a city of public spectacles； rituals and feast days； of demonstrations of munal celebration and belief。 It is almost impossible to realistically explain New Orleans； and its Mardi Gras； its St。 Patrick's Day and its annual Jazz Fest； to those who have not been here。 Professor Trexler's brilliant scholarship gave me tools to gather thoughts about and observations pertaining to those things I most love。 Other works by Professor Trexler include his Journey of the Magi： Meanings in History of a Christian Story； a work only recently discovered by me。 Readers familiar with my previous novels might remember the intense and blasphemously fervent relationship between my character the vampire Armand and the Florentine painting The Procession of the Magi； created for Piero de' Medici by Benozzo Gozzoli； which can be seen in all its glory in Florence today。
On the subject of the great painter Fra Filippo Lippi； let me first remend his biography by the painter Vasari for its rich though unauthenticated details。
Also； there is the bright and shiny book Filippo Lippi； published by Scala； text by Gloria Fossi； which is for sale in numerous translations in Florence and other places in Italy as well。 The only other book of which I know that is exclusively devoted to Filippo is the immense Fra Filippo Lippi by Jeffrey Ruda； subtitled Life and Work； with a plete Catalogue。 It is published by Phaidon Press in England and distributed in America by Harry N。 Abrams。
The most enjoyable books for the general reader that I have read on Florence and on the Medici have been by Christopher Hibbert； including his Florence： The Biography of a City； published by Norton； and The House of Medici： Its Rise and Fall； published by Morrow。
There is also The Medici of Florence： A Family Portrait； by Emma Micheletti； published by Becocci Editore。 The Medici by James Cleugh； published originally in 1975； is available now through Barnes & Noble。
Popular books on Florence and Tuscany … travelers' observations； loving memoirs and tributes … abound。 Primary sources in translation … that is； letters and diaries and histories written during the Renaissance in Florence … are everywhere on library and bookstore shelves。
In trying to render correctly Vittorio's quotations from Aquinas； I used the translation of the Summa Theologica by Fathers of the English Dominican Province。 In dealing with
