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I held the shoulder bags over my left shoulder and put my hand on my sword。 I could stand; but my eyes must have been wide as plates staring blindly at what I beheld。
The two angels were arguing。 The two angels; with their wings moving ever so slightly in time with their words and their gestures; were arguing with each other where they stood; right before the shop。
They stood oblivious to all humans who passed them and couldn't see them; and they argued one with another; both angels blond; both angels I knew; I knew these angels; I knew them from the paintings of Fra Filippo; and I could hear their voices。
I knew the rolled curls of the one; whose head was crowned with a wreath of small perfectly matched flowerlets; his loose mantle crimson; his undergarment a bright clear sky blue trimmed in gold。
And the other; I knew him as well; knew his bare head and soft shorter hair; and his golden collar; and the insignia on his mantle; and the thick bands of ornament on his wrists。
But above all I knew their faces; their innocent pink…tinged faces; their serene full yet narrow eyes。
The light melted down; somber and stormy still; though the sun was burning up there behind the gray sky。 My eyes began to water。 〃Look at their wings;〃 I whispered。 The men couldn't see。
〃I know the wings。 I know them both; look; the angel with the blond hair; the ringlets in rows ing down his head; it's from the Annunciation; and the wings; his wings are made like the peacock; brilliantly blue; and the other; his feathers are tipped in the purest dust of gold。〃
The angel with the crown of flowers gestured excitedly to the other; from a mortal man; the gestures; the posture; would have evinced anger; but it was nothing so heated as that。 The angel was only seeking to be understood。
I moved slowly; pulling loose of my helpful panions; who couldn't see what I saw!
What did they think I stared at? The gaping shop; the apprentices in the deep shadows within; the meager half…tinted flashes of canvases and panels; the yawning mouth beyond which the work was carried out。
The other angel shook his head somberly。 〃I don't go along with it;〃 he said in the most serene and lilting voice。 〃We can't go that far。 Do you think this doesn't make me weep?〃
〃What?〃 I cried out。 〃What makes you weep?〃
Both angels turned。 They stared at me。 In unison; they collected their dark; multicolored and spectacled wings close to themselves; as though they meant to shrink thereby into invisibility; but they were no less visible to me; shining; both so fair; so recognizable。 Their eyes were full of wonder as they gazed at me。 Wonder at the sight of me?
〃Gabriel!〃 I cried out。 I pointed; 〃I know you; I know you from the Annunciation。 You are both Gabriel; I know the paintings; I have seen you; Gabriel and Gabriel; how can it be?〃
〃He can see us;〃 said the angel who had been gesturing so pointedly His voice was subdued but seemed to reach my ears effortlessly and gently。 〃He can hear us;〃 he said; and the wonder in his face increased; and he looked above all innocent and patient; and ever so gently concerned。
〃What in the name of God are you saying; boy?〃 asked the old man beside me。 〃Now; collect your wits。 You're carrying a fortune in your bags。 Your hands are covered in rings。 Now speak sensibly。 I'll take you to your family; if you'll only tell me who they are。〃
I smiled。 I nodded; but I kept my eyes fixed on the two startled and amazed angels。 Their clothes appeared light; near translucent; as though the fabric were not of a natural weave any more than their incandescent skin was natural。 All of their makeup was more rarefied; and fine…woven with light。
Beings of air; of purpose; made up of presence and of what they do … were these the words of Aquinas ing back to me; the Summa Theologica on which I had learnt my Latin?
Oh; how miraculously beautiful they were; and so safely apart from all around them; standing transfixed in the street in their quiet wide…eyed simplicity; pondering as they gazed with passion and interest at me。
One of them; the one crowned with flowers; the one who wore the sky…blue sleeves; the one who had so caught my heart when I had seen him in the Annunciation with my father; the one with whom I had fallen in love; moved towards me。
He became larger as he drew closer; taller; slightly larger all over than an ordinary being; and so full of love in the soundless shuffle of his loose and gracefully spilling clothes that he seemed more immaterial and monumentally solid; more perhaps the very expression of God's creation; than anything of flesh and blood might be。
He shook his head and smiled。 〃No; for you are yourself the very finest of God's creation;〃 he said in a low voice that stole its way through the chatter that surrounded me。
He walked as if he were a mortal being; with clean naked feet over the wet dirty stones of the Florentine street; oblivious to the men who could not see him as he stood now so close to me; letting his wings spread out and then folding them again tight; so that I only saw the high feathered bones of them above his shoulders; which were sloped like those of a young boy
His face was brilliantly clean and flushed with all the radiant color Fra Filippo had painted。 When he smiled; I felt my entire body tremble violently with unadulterated joy
〃Is this my madness; Archangel?〃 I asked。 〃Is this their curse e true; that I shall see this as I gibber and incur the scorn of learned men?〃 I laughed out loud。
I startled the gentlemen who had been trying so much to help me。 They were thoroughly flustered。 〃What? Speak again?〃
But in a shimmering instant; a memory descended upon me; illuminating my heart and soul and mind all in one stroke; as though the sun itself had flooded a dark and hopeless cell。
〃It was you I saw in the meadow; you I saw when she drank my blood。〃
Into my eyes he looked; this cool collected angel; with the rows and rows of immaculate blond curls and the smooth placid cheeks。
〃Gabriel; the Archangel;〃 I said in reverence。 The tears flooded to my eyes; and it felt like singing to cry。
〃My boy; my poor wretched boy;〃 said the old merchant。 〃There is no angel standing in front of you。 Pay attention; now; please。〃
〃They can't see us;〃 said the angel to me simply。 Again came his smooth easy smile。 His eyes caught the light falling from the brightening sky as he peered into me; as if he would see deeper with every moment of his study。
〃I know;〃 I answered。 〃They don't know!〃
〃But I am not Gabriel; you must not call me that;〃 he said very courteously and soothingly。 〃My young one; I am very far from being the Archangel Gabriel。 I am Setheus; and I'm a guardian angel only。〃 He was so patient with me; so patient with my crying and with the collection of blind and concerned mortals around us。
He stood close enough for me to touch; but I didn't dare。 〃My guardian angel?〃 I asked。 〃Is it true?〃
〃No;〃 said the angel。 〃I am not your guardian angel。 Those you must somehow find for yourself。 You've seen the guardian angels of another; though why and how I don't know。〃
〃Don't pray now;〃 said the old man crankily。 〃Tell us who you are; boy。 You said a name before; your father; tell us。〃
The other angel; who stood as if too shocked to move; suddenly broke his reserve and he too came forward in the same silent barefooted style; as though the roughened stones and the wet and dirt could not mar him or harm him。
〃Can this be good; Setheus?〃 he asked。 But his pale iridescent eyes were focused on me with the same loving attention; the same rapt and forgiving interest。
〃And you; you are in the other painting; I know you too; I love you with my whole heart;〃 I said。
〃Son; to whom are you speaking?〃 demanded the younger man。 〃Whom do you love with your whole heart?〃
〃Ah; you can hear me?〃 I turned to the man。 〃You can understand me。〃
〃Yes; now tell me your name。〃
〃Vittorio di Raniari;〃 I said; 〃friend and ally of the Medici; son of Lorenzo di Raniari; Castello Raniari in the north of Tuscany; and my father is dead; and all my kinsmen。 But …〃
The two angels stood right before me; together; one head inclined towards the other as the