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I could hear distantly the sounds of my horse being tended to downstairs; and some lonely steps on the deserted stone street。 I was safe; at least that much was so。
Finally sleep came。 It came totally and pletely and sweetly; the net of nerves which had held me suspended and maddened simply dissolved; and I sank down into a dreamless darkness。
I was conscious of that sweet point where nothing for the moment matters except to sleep; to replenish and to fear yet no dreams; and then nothing。
A noise brought me around。 I was immediately awake。 The candle had gone out。 I had my hand on my sword before my eyes opened。 I lay on the narrow bed; back to the wall; facing the room and in a seemingly sourceless light。 I could just make out the bolted door; but I couldn't see the window above me unless I turned my head to look up; and I knew; positively knew; that this window; heavily barred; had been broken open。 The little light which fell on the wall came from the sky outside。 It was a fragile; weak light; slipping down against the wall of the town and giving my little chamber the attitude of a prison cell。
I felt the cool fresh air e down around my neck and felt it on my cheek。 I clutched the sword tight; listening; waiting。 There were small creaking sounds。 The bed had moved ever so slightly; as if from a pressure。
I couldn't focus my eyes。 Darkness suddenly obscured everything; and out of this darkness there rose a shape before me; a figure bending over me; a woman looking right into my face as her hair fell down on me。 It was Ursula。
Her face was not an inch from mine。 Her hand; very cool and smooth; closed over my own; on the hilt of my sword; with a deadly force; and she let her eyelashes stroke my cheek and then kissed my forehead。
I was enveloped in sweetness; no matter how hot my rebellion。 A sordid flood of sensation penetrated to my very entrails。 〃Strega!〃 I cursed her。
〃I didn't kill them; Vittorio。〃 Her voice was imploring but with dignity and a curious sonorous strength; though it was only a small voice; very young in tone and feminine in timbre。
〃You were taking them;〃 I said to her。 I tried in a violent spasm to free myself。 But her hand held me powerfully fast; and when I tried to free my left arm from under me; she caught my wrist and held me there too; and then she kissed me。
There came that magnificent perfume from her which I had breathed in before; and the stroking of her hair on my face and neck sent shameless chills through me。
I tried to turn my head; and she let her lips touch my cheek gently; almost respectfully。
I felt the length of her body against me; the definite swell of her breasts beneath costly fabric; and the smooth length of her thigh beside me in the bed; and her tongue touched my lips。 She licked at my lips。
I was immobilized by the chills that went through me; humiliating me and kindling the passion inside me。 〃Get away; strega;〃 I whispered。
Filled with rage; I couldn't stop the slow smolder that had caught hold in my loins; I couldn't stop the rapturous sensations that were passing over my shoulders and down my back; and even through my legs。
Her eyes glowed above me; the flicker of her lids more a sensation than a spectacle I could see with my own eyes; and again her lips closed over mine; sucking at my mouth; teasing it; and then she drew back and pressed her cheek against me。
Her skin; which had looked so like porcelain; felt softer than a down feather against me; ah; all of her seemed a soft doll; made of luscious and magical materials far more yielding than flesh and blood yet utterly on fire with both; for a heat came out of her in a rhythmic throb; emanating right from the coolness of her fingers stroking my wrists as they held them; and then the heat of her tongue shot into my lips; against my will; with a wet; delicious and vehement force against which I could do nothing。
There formed in my crazed mind some realization that she had used my own hot desire to render me helpless; that carnal madness had made of me a body constructed about metal wires that could not help but conduct the fire she poured into my mouth。
She drew her tongue back and sucked with her lips again。 My entire face was tingling。 All my limbs were struggling both against her and to touch her; yes; embrace her yet fight her。
She lay against the very evidence of my desire。 I couldn't have hidden it。 I hated her。 〃Why? What for!〃 I said; tearing my mouth loose。 Her hair descended on both sides as she lifted her head。 I could scarcely breathe for the unearthly pleasure。
〃Get off me;〃 I said; 〃and go back into Hell。 What is this mercy to me! Why do this to me?〃
〃I don't know;〃 she answered in her clever; tremulous voice。 〃Maybe it's only that I don't want you to die;〃 she said; breathing against my chest。 Her words were rapid; like her heated pulse。 〃Maybe more;〃 she said; 〃I want you to go away; go south to Florence; go away and forget all that's happened; as if it were nightmares or witches' spells; as if none of it took place; leave this town; go; you must。〃
〃Stop your foul lies;〃 I said before I could stop myself。 〃You think I'll do that? You murdered my family; you; you and yours; whatever you are!〃
Her head dipped; her hair ensnaring me。 I fought vainly to get loose。 It was out of the question。 I couldn't budge her grip。
All was blackness; and indescribable softness。 I felt a sudden tiny pain in my throat; no more than the prick of pins; and my mind was suddenly flooded with the most tranquil happiness。
It seemed I'd stumbled into a blowing meadow of flowers; quite far away from this place and from all woes; and she lay with me; fallen against silently crushed stems and unplaining irises; Ursula; with her undone ashen hair; and she smiled with the most engaging and demanding eyes; fervent; perhaps even brilliant; as if ours were a sudden and total infatuation of mind as well as body。 On my chest she climbed; and though she rode me; looking down at me with exquisite smiling lips; she parted her legs gently for me to enter her。
It seemed a delirious blending of elements; the wet contracting secretive pocket between her legs and this great abundance of silent eloquence pouring from her gaze as she looked lovingly down at me。
Abruptly it stopped。 I was dizzy。 Her lips were against my neck。 I tried with all my might to throw her off。
〃I will destroy you;〃 I said。 〃I will。 I vow it。 If I have to chase you into the mouth of Hell;〃 I whispered。 I strained against her grasp so hard that my own flesh burned against hers。 But she wouldn't relent。 I tried to clear my mind。 No; no dreams of sweetness; no。 〃Get away from me; witch。〃
〃Hush; be quiet;〃 she said sorrowfully。 〃You are so young and so stubborn; and so brave。 I was young like you。 Oh; yes; and so determined and such a fearless paragon。〃
〃Don't talk your filth to me;〃 I said。
〃Hush;〃 she said again。 〃You'll wake the house。 What good will that do?〃 How painful; earnest and enticing she sounded。 Her voice itself could have seduced me from behind a curtain。 〃I cannot make you safe forever;〃 she said; 〃or even for very long。 Vittorio; go。〃
She drew back so that I could see her sincere and large yielding eyes all the better。 She was a masterpiece。 And such beauty; the perfect simulacrum of the fiend I'd seen in the firelight of my chapel; needed no potions or spells to advance her cause。 She was flawless and intimately magnificent。
〃Oh; yes;〃 she confessed; her half…visible eyes searching my face; 〃and I do find such beauty in you it pulls on my heart;〃 she said。 〃Unfairly; unjustly。 How am I to suffer this as well as all else?〃
I struggled。 I wouldn't answer。 I wouldn't feed this enigmatic and infernal blaze。
〃Vittorio; get out of here;〃 she said; lowering her voice ever more delicately and ominously。 〃You have a few nights; maybe not even that。 If I e to you again; I may lead them to you。 Vittorio。 Don't tell anyone in Florence。 They'll laugh at you。〃 She was gone。
The bed creaked and rocked。 I was on my back; and my wrists ached from the pressure of her hands; and above me the window gaped on the gray featureless light; the wall beside the Inn rising up towards a sky I cou