rz.thegunsofavalon-第40章
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It contained a letter and a card。
Brother Corwin； the letter said； If you are reading this； then we still think enough alike for me to be able to anticipate you somewhat。 I thank you for the loan of the woodcut … one of two possible reasons； as I see it； for your returning to this squalid shadow。 I am loathe to relinquish it； as our tastes are also somewhat akin and it has graced my chambers for several years now。 There is something to the subject that strikes a familiar chord。 Its return is to be taken as evidence of my good will and a bid for your attention。 In that I must be honest with you if I am to stand a chance of convincing you of anything； I will not apologize for what has been done。 My only regret； actually； is that I did not kill you when I should have。 Vanity it was； that played me for a fool。 While time may have healed your eyes； I doubt it will ever significantly alter our feelings for one another。 Your letter …〃I'll be back〃 … lies upon my writing table at this moment。 Had I written it； I know that I would be back。 Some things being equal between us； I anticipate your return； and not without somewhat of apprehension。 Knowing you for no fool； I contemplate your arriving in force。 And here is where past vanity is paid of present pride。 I would have peace between us； Corwin； for the sake of the realm； not my own。 Strong forces out of Shadow have e to beset Amber regularly； and I do not fully understand their nature。 Against these forces； the most formidable in my memory ever to assail Amber； the family has united behind me。 I would like to have your support in this struggle。 Failing that； I request that you forbear invading me for a time。 If you elect to assist； I will require no homage of you； simply acknowledgment of my leadership for the duration of the crisis。 You will be accorded your normal honors。 It is important that you contact me to see the truth of what I say。 As I have failed to reach you by means of your Trump； I enclose my own for your use。 While the possibility that I am lying to you is foremost in your mind； I give you my word that I am not。 … Eric； Lord of Amber。
I reread it and chuckled。 What did he think curses were for； anyway？
No good； my brother。 It was kind of you to think of me in your moment of need … and I believe you； never doubt it； for we are all of us honorable men … but our meeting will e according to my schedule； not yours。 As for Amber； I am not unmindful of her needs； and I will deal with them in my own time and fashion。 You make the mistake； Eric； of considering yourself necessary。 The graveyards are filled with men who thought they could not be replaced。 I will wait though； to tell you this； face to face。
I tucked his letter and the Trump in my jacket pocket。 I killed my cigarette in the dirty ashtray on my desk。 Then I fetched some linen from the bedroom to wrap my batants。 They would wait for me in a safer place； this time。
As I passed through the house once again； I wondered why I had e back； really。 I thought of some of the people I had known when I had lived there； and wondered whether they ever thought of me； whether they wondered what had bee of me。 I would never know； of course。
Night had begun and the sky was clear and its first stars bright as I stepped outside and locked the door behind me。 I went around to the side and returned the key to its place beneath the patio。 Then I mounted the hill。
When I looked back from the top； the house seemed to have shrunken there in the darkness； to have bee a piece of the desolation； like an empty beer can tossed beside the road。 I crossed over and down； heading across a field toward the place where I had parked； wishing I had not looked back。
Chapter 9
Ganelon and I departed Switzerland in a pair of trucks。 We had driven them there from Belgium； and I had taken the rifles in mine。 Figuring ten pounds per piece； the three hundred had e to around a ton and a half； which was not bad。 After we took on the ammo； we still had plenty of room for fuel and other supplies。 We had taken a short cut through Shadow； of course； to avoid the people who wait around borders to delay traffic。 We departed in the same fashion； with me in the lead to open the way； so to speak。
I led us through a land of dark hills and narrow villages； where the only vehicles we passed were horse…drawn。 When the sky grew bright lemon； the beasts of burden were striped and feathered。 We drove for hours； finally encountering the black road； paralleling it for a time； then heading off in another direction。 The skies went through a dozen shiftings； and the contours of the land melted and merged from hill to plain and back again。 We crept along poor roads and skidded on flats as smooth and hard as glass。 We edged our way across a mountain's face and skirted a wine…dark sea。 We passed through storms and fogs。
It took me half a day to find them once again； or a shadow so close that it made no difference。 Yes； those whom I had exploited once before。 They were short fellows； very hairy； very dark； with long incisors and retractable claws。 But they had trigger fingers； and they worshiped me。 They were overjoyed at my return。 It little mattered that five years earlier I had sent the cream of their manhood off to die in a strange land。 The gods are not to be questioned； but loved； honored； and obeyed。 They were quite disappointed that I only wanted a few hundred。 I had to turn away thousands of volunteers。 The morality of it did not especially trouble me this time。 One way of looking at it might be that by employing this group I was seeing to it that the others had not died in vain。 Of course I did not look at it that way； but I enjoy exercises in sophistry。 I suppose I might also consider them mercenaries being paid in spiritual coin。 What difference did it make whether they fought for money or for a belief？ I was capable of supplying either one when I needed troops。
Actually； though； these would be pretty safe； being the only ones in the place with fire power。 My ammo was still inert in their homeland； however； and it took several days of marching through Shadow to reach a land sufficiently like Amber for it to bee functional。 The only catch was that shadows follow a law of congruency of correspondences； so that the place actually was close to Amber。 This kept me somewhat on edge throughout their training。 It was unlikely that a brother would blunder through that shadow。 Still； worse coincidences have occurred。
We drilled for close to three weeks before I decided we were ready。 Then； on a bright； crisp morning； we broke camp and moved on into Shadow； the columns of troops following behind the trucks。 The trucks would cease to function when we neared Amber … they were already giving us some trouble … but they might as well be used to haul the equipment as far along as possible。
This time； I intended to go over the top of Kolvir from the north； rather than essay its seaward face again。 All of the men had an understanding of the layout； and the disposition of the rifle squads had already been determined and run through in practice。
We halted for lunch； ate well； and continued on； the shadows slowly slipping away about us。 The sky became a dark but brilliant blue； the sky of Amber。 The earth was black among rocks and the bright green of the grass。 The trees and the shrubs had a moist lucency to their foliage。 The air was sweet and clean。
By nightfall； we were passing among the massive trees at the fringes of Arden。 We bivouacked there； posting a very heavy guard。 Ganelon； now wearing khakis and a beret； sat with me long into the night； going over the maps I had drawn。 We still had about forty miles to go before we hit the mountains。
The trucks gave out the following afternoon。 They went through several transformations； stalled repeatedly； and finally refused to start at all。 We pushed them into a ravine and cut branches to cover them over。 We distributed the ammo and the rest of the rations and continued on。
We departed the hard； dirt roadway after that and worked our way through the woods themselves。 As I still knew them well； it was less of a problem than it might have been。 It slowed us； naturally； but lessened chances of
