cb.coldheart canyon-第71章
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e of what they saw in there。 A few mitted suicide。 Most。。。went on living； feeling a little better about themselves。 For a while at least。 Then the effect would wear off； and they'd need to e back for another fix。。。
〃I knew a number of opium addicts in my life。 One of them was a Russian designer； Anatole Vasilinsky。 Ever heard of him？〃 Tammy shook her head。 〃No real reason why you should。 He worked for the Ballet Russes； under Diaghilev。 A brilliant man。 But pletely enslaved to 'The Poppy' as he used to call it。 He came to the house； only once； and of course Katya showed him the room。 I remember the look on his face when he came out。 He looked like a man who'd just seen his own death。 He was stricken； clammy…white； shaking。 'I must never e here again；' he said。 'I don't have enough room in my life for two addictions。 It would be the death of me。'〃
〃That's what the room was； of course： an addiction。 It addicted the flesh； by making you feel stronger； sleeker。 It addicted the spirit； by giving you visions so vivid they were more real than real。 And it addicted the soul； because you didn't want any other kind of fort； once you'd been in the room。 Prayer was no use to you； laughter was no use to you； friends； ideals； ambitions。。。they all seemed inconsequential in that perpetual twilight。 When you were here； you thought all the time about being there。〃
Again Tammy shook her head。 There was so much here to try and make sense of。 Her mind was reeling。
〃Do you see now why you must leave； and forget about Todd？ He's seen the room。 That's where she took him。〃
〃Are you sure？〃
〃He's down there right now；〃 Zeffer said。 〃I guarantee it。 Where else would she take him？〃
Tammy got up from the table。 The food had done her good。 Though she still felt a little light…headed； she was considerably stronger。
〃There's nothing heroic about sacrificing yourself for him；〃 Zeffer pointed out。 〃He wouldn't do it for you。〃
〃I know that。〃
Zeffer followed her to the kitchen door。 〃So don't。 Leave； while you can。 Tammy； I beg you。 Leave。 I'll lead you out of the Canyon and you can go home。〃
〃Home；〃 Tammy said。 The word； the idea； seemed hollow； valueless。
There was no home for her after this。 Or if there was； it wasn't the one she'd had。 Arnie； the little house in Sacramento。 How could she even think of going back to that？
〃I have to find Todd；〃 she said。 〃That's what I came here to do。〃 Without waiting for Zeffer to lead her or escort her； she left the kitchen and went to the top of the stairs。 He called after her。 Another attempt at persuasion； no doubt； or some more fancy story…telling。 But she ignored him this time； and started down the stairs。
THREE
Katya had a little more of her story still to tell。
〃'My life is worth nothing；' the Duke had told the Devil's wife。 He； who had led armies； and triumphed in his crusades against the infidel； now found his life was at an end。 And why？ Because he chased and killed what he took to be a goat？〃
〃'It was an accident！' he said； his fury at the injustice of this suddenly getting the better of him。 'I demand to be seen by some higher judge than you。'〃
〃'There is only one higher；' Lilith replied。 'And that's my husband。'〃
〃The Duke met her cold gaze； the profundity of his terror paradoxically making him brave。〃
〃'There is a God in Heaven；' he said。〃
〃'Is there now？' said Lilith。 'Are you certain？ I saw him only once； the day He made me。 Since then He has never shown his face。 This is the Devil's Country； Goga。 My Lord Lucifer rules here。 Or in his absence； me。 I doubt your God will stretch out his hand to save your soul。'〃
〃'Then I shall ride out of here；' the Duke replied。〃
〃'You saw what happened to your rade。 I'll do the same to you； before you reach your horse。 I'll have you wailing like a baby at my feet。'〃
〃Goga wasn't a stupid man。 He knew there was no use in contradicting the woman。 He'd already seen one of his men horribly slaughtered by her。 He would surely follow if he attempted to escape。 All he could do was throw himself upon Lilith's mercy。〃
〃He went down on his knees； and posing himself as best he could； he addressed her：〃
〃'Please； gentle lady； listen to me。'〃
〃I'm listening。'〃
〃'I have lost children of my own； all six of them dead by the plague。 And my wife the same way。 I know the pain you are suffering； and I'm sick that I was its cause。 But what's done is done。 I made a mistake； that I bitterly regret。 But how can I take it back？ Had I known I was on your husband's land I would not even have hunted here。'〃
〃Lilith looked at him for a long while； assessing the worth of his appeal。 〃'Well； hereafter； my lord；' she said finally； 'it is my pleasure that you and your men will hunt here always。'〃
〃Another bitter breath up out of Hell to acpany these words。 The woman's long hair rose up around her body； a few of its strands grazing Goga's upturned face。〃
〃'Get back on your horses； hunters；' Lilith said。 'Return to your hunt。 There are boar in the thicket； waiting to be driven out。 There are birds in the trees； ready to be shot while they sing。 Kill them at will； as it pleases you to do so。 There will be no charge for your sport。'〃
〃The Duke was astonished to hear this mild invitation； after all that had just taken place； and thinking perhaps his plea for clemency had carried some weight with Lilith； he very slowly got to his feet； thanking her。〃
〃'It's most kind of you；' he said； 'to invite me to hunt。 And perhaps another day I will e back here and accept your invitation。 But today my heart is heavy…'〃
〃'As well it might be；'〃 the woman replied。 〃'So I think instead I will return to the Fortress and…'〃
〃'No；' she said； raising her hand。 'You will not return to the fortress。 You will hunt。'〃
〃'I could not； madam。 Really； I could not。'〃
〃'Sir；' she replied； with a little inclination of her head。 'You misunderstood me。 You have no choice。 You will hunt； and you will go on hunting； until you find my son a second time； and bring him back to me。'〃
〃'I don't understand。'〃
〃'A second time。'〃
〃She pointed to the corpse of the goat…child； which lay in its cooling blood。 Her hair drifted over the sprawled cadaver； lightly touching the boy's chest and stomach and private parts。 Much to the Duke's astonishment the child responded to his mother's caresses。 As the hair touched his chest his lungs drew a little breath； and his penis…which was disproportionately large for one his age…grew steely。〃
〃'Take your sword out of him；' Lilith instructed the Duke。〃
〃But the Duke was too terrified at this scene of infernal resurrection to go near the boy。 He kept his distance； filling his breeches in fear。〃
〃'You men are all the same！' Lilith said contemptuously。 〃'You find it easy enough to drive the sword in； but when it es to taking it out you can't bring yourself to do it。'〃
〃She stepped into the puddle of her son's blood； and reached to take hold of the sword。 The boy's eyes flickered open as he felt his mother's hand upon the pommel。 Then he lifted his hands and caught hold of the blade with his bare palms； almost as though he were attempting to keep her from extracting it。 Still she pulled； and it slowly came out of him。〃
〃'Slowly； mama；' the goat…boy said； his tone almost lascivious。 'It hurts mightily。'〃
〃'Does it； child？' Lilith said； twisting the blade in the wound as though to perversely increase her child's distress。 He threw back his head； still looking at her from the bottom of his eyes； his lips drawn back from his little； pointed teeth。 And this？' she said； turning the blade the other way。 'Does this bring you agony？'〃
〃'Yes； Mama！'〃
〃She twisted it the other way。 And this？'〃
〃Finally； it was too much for the child。 He let out a hissing sound； and spat from his erection several spouts of semens…Its sharp stink made the Duke's eyes sting。〃
〃Lilith waited until the boy had finished ejaculating； then she drew out the sword。 The goat…boy sank back on the wet earth； with a look of satisfaction on his face。〃
〃'Thank you； mama；' he said； as though well pleasured by what had just happened。
〃The wound on his belly was alre
