anner.bloodandgold-第11章
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things I gave her in abundance； but music？ Never。 Not until the modern world made such a thing possible； and then Lestat's music came into the very room where she sat shimmering in her raiment。 And it did wake her； not once； but twice。
〃The first time was as shocking to me as the later disaster； though it was mended soon enough。 It was two hundred years ago…on an island in the Aegean Sea…this little surprise； and I should have taken a hard lesson from it； but this in my pride I failed to do。〃
〃What took place？〃
〃Lestat was a new blood drinker and having heard of me； he sought me out； and with an honest heart。 He wanted to know what I had to reveal。 All over the world he'd sought me； and then there came a time when he was weak and broken by the very gift of immortality； a time of his going into the earth as you went into the ice of the Far North。
〃I brought him to me； I talked with him as I'm talking to you now。 But something curious happened with him which caught me quite off guard。 I felt a sudden surge of pure devotion to him and this bined with an extraordinary trust。
〃He was young but he wasn't innocent。 And when I talked； he listened
perfectly。 When I played the teacher； there came no argument。 I wanted to tell him my earliest secrets。 I wanted to reveal the secret of our King and Queen。
〃It had been a long； long time since I'd revealed that secret。 I'd been alone for a century among mortals。 And Lestat； so absolute in his devotion to me； seemed pletely worthy of my trust。
〃I took him down to the underground shrine。 I opened the door upon the two seated figures。
〃For the first few moments； he believed the Sacred Parents were statues； but quite suddenly he became aware that both were alive。 He realized in fact that they were blood drinkers； and that they were greatly advanced in age； and that in them； he could see his destiny were he to endure for so many thousands of years。
〃This is a terrifying realization。 Even to the young who look on me； it is a difficult realization that they might bee as pale and hard as I am。 With the Mother and Father； it was horrifying； and Lestat was overe with fear。
〃Nevertheless； he managed to bridle his fear and approach the Queen； and even to kiss her on the lips。 It was a bold thing to do； but as I watched him I realized it was quite natural to him； and as he withdrew
from her； he confessed to me that he knew her name。
〃Akasha。 It was as if she'd spoken it。 And I could not deny that she had given it to him through his mind。 Out of her centuries of silence had e her voice once more with this seductive confession。
〃Understand how young he was。 Given the blood at twenty； he had been a blood drinker for perhaps ten years； no more than that。
〃What was I to make of this kiss and this secret revelation？
〃I denied my love and my jealousy pletely。 I denied my crushing
disappointment。 I told myself； 'You are too wise for such。 Learn from what's happened。 Maybe this young one will bring something magnificent from her。 Is she not a goddess？'
〃I took Lestat to my salon； a room as fortable as this； though in another style； and there we talked until early morn。 I told him the tale of my making； of my journey to Egypt。 I played the teacher with great earnestness and generosity； and something of pure self…indulgence。 Was it for Lestat or for me that I wanted him to know everything？ I don't know。 But those were splendid hours for me； I know that much。
〃The following night； however； while I was about tending to the mortals who lived on my island and believed me to be their lord； Lestat did a dreadful thing。
〃Taking from his own luggage a violin which was most precious to him…a musical instrument of uncanny power…he went down into the shrine。
〃Now it is plain to me； as it was then； that he could not have done this without the aid of the Queen； who with the Mind Gift opened the many doors for him that lay between him and her。
〃Indeed as Lestat tells it； she may have even put the very idea of playing the instrument into his mind。 I don't think so。 I think she opened the doors and summoned him； but it was he who brought the violin。
〃Calculating that it would make a sound totally unfamiliar and quite wonderful to her； he set out to mimic those he'd seen playing the instrument； because in fact he didn't know how to play it。
〃Within moments； my beautiful Queen had risen from the throne and was moving towards him。 And he in his terror had dropped the violin which she crushed with her foot。 No matter。 She took him in her arms。 She offered her blood to him； and then there happened
something so remarkable that it's painful for me to reveal it。 Not only did she allow him to drink from her； she also drank from him。 〃It seems a simple thing； but it is not。 For in all my centuries of ing to her； of taking blood from her； I had never felt the press of her teeth against me。
〃Indeed； I know of no supplicant whose blood she ever drank。 Once there was a sacrifice； and yes； she drank from that victim； and that
victim was destroyed。 But from her supplicants？ Never。 She was the fount； the giver； the healer of blood gods； and burnt children； but she did not drink from them。
〃Yet she drank from Lestat。
〃What did she see in those moments？ I cannot imagine； yet it must have been a glimpse into the years of that time。 It must have been a glimpse into Lestat's soul。 Whatever it was； it was momentary； for her consort Enkil soon rose and moved to stop it； and by this time； I had arrived； and was trying desperately and successfully to prevent Lestat from being destroyed by Enkil who seemed to have no other purpose。
〃The King and Queen returned to their throne； besmirched and bloody and finally silent。 But for the rest of the night Enkil was restless；
destroying the vases and braziers of the shrine。
〃It was a terrifying display of power。 And I realized that for his safety； indeed； even for my own； I must say farewell at once to Lestat； which caused me excruciating pain； and so we parted the following night。〃
Marius fell silent again； and Thorne waited patiently。 Then Marius began to speak once more。
〃I don't know what caused me the worst pain…the loss of Lestat； or my jealousy that she had given and taken with him。 I'm unable to know my own mind。 You understand I felt I possessed her。 I felt she was my Queen。〃 His voice dropped to a whisper。 〃When I revealed her to him； I was displaying a possession！ You see what a liar I was？〃 he asked。 〃And then to lose him； to lose this young one with whom I felt such utter munion。 Ah； that was such rich pain。 Rather like the music of the violin； I think； just as deeply colored； such terrible pain。〃
〃What can I do to ease your sorrow now？〃 asked Thorne。 〃For you carry it； as if she were here still。〃
Marius looked up； and suddenly an expression of pure surprise brightened his face。 〃You're right；〃 he said。 〃I carry the obligation； as if she were still with me； as if even now I had to go and spend my hours in her shrine。〃
〃Can't you be glad that it's over？〃 asked Thorne。 〃It seemed when I lay in my cave of ice； when I saw these things in dreams that there were others who were at peace when it was finished。 Even the red…haired twins whom I saw standing before everyone seemed to have a sense that it was done。〃
Marius nodded。 〃They do all share this；〃 said Marius； 〃except perhaps
for Lestat。〃 He looked wondering at Thorne。
〃Tell me now how she was wakened finally；〃 said Thorne； 〃how she became the slayer of her children。 I felt her pass me； close and with a searching eye； yet somehow I was not found。〃
〃Others as well escaped her；〃 said Marius； 〃though how many no one knows。 She tired of her slaughter and she came to us。 I think she thought that she had time to finish。 But her end came swiftly enough。
〃As for the second resurrection； it was Lestat again； but I am as much to blame myself。
〃This is what I believe happened。 I brought the inventions of the modern world to her as offerings。 At first it was the machines that played music； and then came those which would show moving
