epeters.amorbidtasteforbones-第24章
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At this point he was interrupted by an audible sob from Brother Columbanus； that drew all eyes to that young man。 Trembling and meek； he rose from his place and stood with lowered eyes and folded hands before Robert。
〃Father Prior； alas； mea culpa！ I am to blame！ I have been unfaithful； and I desire to make confession。 I came to chapter determined to cleanse my bosom and ask penance； for my backsliding is the cause of our continued distresses。 May I speak？〃
I knew there was something brewing； thought Brother Cadfael； resigned and disgusted。 But at least without rolling on the ground and biting the grass； this time！
〃Speak out；〃 said the prior； not unkindly。 〃You have never sought to make light of your failings； I do not think you need fear our too harsh condemnation。 You have been monly your own sternest judge。〃 So he had； but that； well handled； can be one way of evading and forestalling the judgements of others。
Brother Columbanus sank to his knees in the orchard turf。 And very ely and aristocratic he looked； Cadfael admitted； again admiring with surprise the pact grace and strength of his body； and the supple flow of his movements。
〃Father； you sent me with Brother Jerome； yesterday； to keep vigil in the chapel； and pray earnestly for a good oute； in amity and peace。 Father； we came there in good time； before eleven； as I judge； and having eaten our meal； we went in and took our places； for there are prayer…desks within； and the altar is kept clean and well…tended。 Oh； Father； my will to keep vigil was good； but the flesh was weak。 I had not been half an hour kneeling in prayer； when I fell asleep on my arms on the desk； to my endless shame。 It is no excuse that I have slept badly and thought much since we came here。 Prayer should fix and purify the mind。 I slept； and our cause was weakened。 I must have slept all the afternoon； for the next thing I remember is Brother Jerome shaking me by the shoulder and telling me there was a messenger calling us to go with him。〃
He caught his breath； and a frantic tear rolled down his cheek； circling the bold； rounded Norman bone。 〃Oh； do not look askance at Brother Jerome； for he surely never knew I had been sleeping； and there is no blame at all to him for not observing and reporting my sin。 I awoke as he touched me； and arose and went with him。 He thought me as earnest in prayer as he； and knew no wrong。〃
Nobody； probably； had thought of looking askance at Brother Jerome until then； but Cadfael was probably the quickest and most alert； and the only one who caught the curious expression of apprehension； fading rapidly into placency； that passed over Brother Jerome's normally controlled countenance。 Jerome had not been pursuing the same studies as Cadfael； or he would have been far from placent。 For Brother Columbanus in his self…absorbed innocence had just removed all certainty that Jerome had spent the previous noon and afternoon motionless in Saint Winifred's chapel； praying for a happy solution。 His only guarantor had been fast asleep throughout。 He could have sauntered out and gone anywhere he chose。
〃Son；〃 said Prior Robert； in an indulgent voice he would certainly never have used to Brother John； 〃your fault is human； and frailty is in our nature。 And you redeem your own error； in defending your brother。 Why did you not tell us of this yesterday？〃
〃Father； how could I？ There was no opportunity； before we learned of Rhisiart's death。 Thus burdened； how could I burden you further at that time？ I kept it for this chapter； the right place for erring brothers to receive their penance； and make their abasement。 As I do abase myself； as all unworthy the vocation I chose。 Speak out sentence on me； for I desire penance。〃
The prior was opening his lips to give judgment； patiently enough； for such devout submission and awareness of guilt disarmed him； when they were distracted by the clap of the wooden bar of the garden gate； and there was Father Huw himself advancing across the grass towards them； hair and beard even more disordered than usual； and his eyes heavy and resolved and calm。
〃Father Prior；〃 he said； halting before them； 〃I have just e from holding council with Cadwallon； and Rhys； and Meurice； and all the men of substance in my parish。 It was the best opportunity； though I'm sad indeed about the cause。 They all came to the mourning for Rhisiart。 Every man there knew how he had been struck down； and how such a fate was prophesied。。。。〃
〃God forbid；〃 said Prior Robert hastily； 〃that I should threaten any man's death。 I said that Saint Winifred would be revenged in her own time on the man who stood in the way and did her offence； I never said word of killing。〃
〃But when he was dead you did claim that this was the saint's vengeance。 Every man there heard it； and most believed。 I took this chance of conferring with them again in the matter。 They do not wish to do anything that is against the will of heaven； nor to give offence to the Benedictine order and the abbey of Shrewsbury。 They do not think it right or wise； after what has happened； even to put any man； woman or child of Gwytherin in peril。 I am missioned； Father Prior； to tell you that they withdraw all opposition to your plans。 The relics of Saint Winifred are yours to take away with you。〃
Prior Robert drew a great breath of triumph and joy； and whatever will he might have had to deal even the lightest punishment left him in an instant。 It was everything he had hoped for。 Brother Columbanus； still kneeling； cast up his eyes radiantly towards heaven and clasped his hands in gratitude； and somehow contrived to look as though he had brought about this desired consummation himself； the deprivation caused by his unfaithfulness pensated in full by this reward of his penitence。 Brother Jerome； just as determined to impress prior and priest with his devotion； threw up his hands and uttered a reverent Latin invocation of praise to God and the saints。
〃I am certain；〃 said Prior Robert magnanimously； 〃that the people of Gwytherin never wished to offend； and that they have done wisely and rightly now。 I am glad； for them as for my abbey； that we may plete our work here and take our leave in amity with you all。 And for your part in bringing about this good ending； Father Huw； we are all grateful。 You have done well for your parish and your people。〃
〃I am bound to tell you；〃 said Huw honestly； 〃that they are not at all happy at losing the saint。 But none of them will hinder what you wish。 If you so will； we will take you to the burial place today。〃
〃We will go in procession after the next Mass；〃 said the prior； unwonted animation lighting up his severe countenance now that he had his own way； 〃and not touch food until we have knelt at Saint Winifred's altar and given thanks。〃 His eyes lit upon Brother Columbanus； patiently kneeling and gazing upon him with doglike eyes； still insistent upon having his sin recognised。 Robert looked faintly surprised for a moment； as if he had forgotten the young man's existence。 〃Rise； brother； and take heart； for you see that there is forgiveness in the air。 You shall not be deprived of your share in the delight of visiting the virgin saint and paying honour to her。〃
〃And my penance？〃 insisted the incorrigible penitent。
There was a good deal of iron in Brother Columbanus's meekness。
〃For penance you shall undertake the menial duties that fell to Brother John； and serve your fellows and their beasts until we return home。 But your part in the glory of this day you shall have； and help to bear the reliquary in which the saint's bones are to rest。 We'll carry it with us； and set it up before the altar。 Every move we make I would have the virgin approve plainly； in all men's sight。〃
〃And will you break the ground today？〃 asked Father Huw wearily。 No doubt he would be glad to have the whole episode over and forgotten； and be rid of them all； so that Gwytherin could settle again to its age…old business； though short of one good man。
〃No；〃 said Prior Robert after due thought。 〃I wish to show forth at every stage our willingness to be guided； and the truth of what we have claimed； that our mission was inspired by Saint Winifred herself。 I decree that there
