lh.narcissusinchains-第78章
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than pouring into me from outside。 Marianne still couldn't explain why it worked that way for Raina and me。 Some things you just accept and work around； because to do anything else is to butt your head against a brick wall； the wall will not break first。
Raina filled me like a hand inside a glove； and I was the glove。 But I'd worked a long time to be able to control her。 We'd worked out a deal of sorts。 I used her memories and powers； and I let her have some fun。 The problem was that Raina had been a sexually sadistic nymphomaniac when alive； and death hadn't changed her much。
I opened my eyes and felt her smile curve my lips； felt my face take on her expression。 I rose to my feet in a graceful line； and even my walk was different。 Once I'd hated that； now I shrugged it off as the price of doing business。
She laughed； full throated； the kind of laugh that makes a man look in a bar。 Her laugh was deeper than mine； contralto； a practiced seduction of sound。
Richard went pale； hands gripping the arms of his throne。 〃Anita？〃 he made it a question。
〃Guess again； my honey wolf。〃
He flinched at the nickname。 In wolf form Richard is a ginger color； like red honey； though I'd never really thought of it like that before。 Trust Raina to think of something thick and sticky when she looked at a man。
Her words came out of my mouth。 〃Don't be bitchy； when you called me for help。〃
I nodded； and it was my voice that explained to Richard's confused frown。 〃I was thinking something less than charitable about her。 She didn't like it。〃
Jacob walked towards me and stopped when I looked at him with Raina's expression。 〃You can't have called munin。 You're not lukoi。〃
Strange； but it hadn't even occurred to me that being a leopard might mean I couldn't call munin。 It might explain why the other munin hadn't e when I called。 〃You said my necromancy wouldn't help me； Jacob； can't have it both ways。 Either I'm lukoi enough to call the munin； or I'm necromancer enough to help myself。〃
We Raina and me stalked towards the tall； shirtless man。 Raina liked him。 Raina liked most men。 Especially if the man was someone she'd never had sex with； and among the pack that had been a short list。 But Jacob and more than twenty others were new。 She looked out over the pack and picked out the new faces。 She hesitated over Paris and didn't like her either。 You can't have too many alpha bitches in one pack without them fighting amongst themselves。
I felt something I hadn't felt before from Raina caution。 She didn't like how many new people Richard had allowed into the pack in such a short space of time。 It worried her。 I realized for the first time that it hadn't just been love that made Marcus put up with her as lupa。 She was powerful； but more than that； in her own twisted way she did care about the pack； and she and I were in perfect agreement on one thing： Richard had been careless with it。 But we both felt we could fix it。 It was almost scary that the wicked bitch of the west and I were in such perfect agreement。 Either I had been corrupted； or Raina had never been quite as corrupt as I thought。 I wasn't sure which idea bothered me more。
Of course； she thought we should seduce Richard into letting us kill a few select people； and I was still hoping that a slightly less sweet reason would prevail。 Raina thought I was a fool； and I wasn't sure I didn't agree with her。 Scarier and scarier。
〃Anita。〃 Richard said my name again； hesitant； as if he wasn't sure I was in there。
I turned； one hand ing up to my hair； flinging it back from my face。 It was Raina's gesture； and I watched that one movement make not only Richard； but Sylvie and Jamil behind her； nervous。 No； frightened。
I could smell their fear。 Raina's laugh bubbled out of my mouth； because she liked it。 I didn't。 I never liked it when my friends were afraid of me。 My enemies； fine； but not my friends。
〃I'm here； Richard； I'm here。〃
He stared at me。 〃The last time I saw you call Raina's munin you weren't able to think like yourself with her inside you。〃
〃I really didn't leave you for all these months just because I was afraid of how close we all were。 I left to get my shit together； and part of that was learning how to control the munin。〃
Raina said； 〃Control me？ You wish。〃 She hadn't said it aloud； only in my head。 It had taken me a long time to realize that some things were said out loud and some things weren't。 It was confusing； but you got used to it。
I said aloud what I'd seen in vision。 〃I saw Gregory in a hole； naked； tied up； lying on a bed of bones。 Where is it？〃
Raina showed me in images。 It was like a fast…forward picture show； but the images came with emotions； smashing into me； one after the other。 I saw a metal cap that screwed down with a tiny airway on top that let in enough light for you to see； if the sun was high enough。 There was a rope ladder that spilled down into the dark and was taken up when it wasn't needed。 I was Raina kneeling on a bed of bones； a human skull next to my knee。 I had a syringe and injected its contents into a dark…haired man that was chained like I'd seen Gregory chained； ankles to wrists。 He was gagged and blindfolded。 When the needle went in； he whimpered and started to cry。 The drugs were to keep him from changing。
I turned him over on his side and saw that a bone fragment had cut into his naked groin。 I bent towards the smell of fresh blood； fresh meat； and the absolutely intoxicating stink of fear that came off the man。 Not man； lukoi。 I clawed my way up from my memory before Raina pressed our lips over him。 I shoved it away from me； but I could still smell the fear； the drugs sweated out on his skin； the smell of soap from where Raina had cleaned him up； daily； before the abuse began。 I knew his name had been Todd； and he'd talked to a reporter about the lukoi； helped them set up a blind with a camera on a full moon； for money。 Maybe he had deserved to die； but not like that。 No one deserved to die like that。
I came to myself lying on the ground in front of the throne； tears drying on my face。 Jamil and Shang…Da were standing between me and the crowd that had moved to help me。 Claudia and Igor were facing off with them； and Rafael had Micah by the arm； trying to convince him not to fight his way to me。 Merle and Noah were moving up to join Claudia and Igor。 This was all about to go to hell。
I propped myself up on my arms； and that small movement froze everyone in place。 My voice came out hoarse； but mine。 〃I'm okay。 I'm okay。〃
I'm not sure they believed me； but the tension level started to drop almost immediately。 Good； I had enough problems tonight without a free…for…all breaking out。
I looked up at Richard； and all I could feel was anger。 〃Is that how you're going to kill Gregory； just leave him down in the oubliette until he rots？〃 My voice came out soft； because if I lost control of it； I wasn't sure how much other control I'd lose。 I knew Raina。 She wasn't gone。 She'd want her 〃reward〃 first。 She'd done her job。 I knew where Gregory was。 I even knew how to get there。 She'd earned her prize。 I didn't dare lose control of myself with her waiting like a shark just under the water。
〃I told them to put Gregory some place far away from me。 I didn't tell them to put him there。〃
I got to my feet slowly； even my body movements controlled； muscles almost stiff with adrenaline and the need to lash out。 〃But you left him there。 Who's been going down and pumping him full of drugs to keep him from turning？ You don't have Raina to do the dirty work anymore。 Who was it？ WHO WAS IT！〃 I screamed it into his face； and the rage was all she needed。 She poured over me； and the last control I might have had drowned because I wanted to hurt Richard。 I wanted to do it。
I hit him； closed…fist； turning my body into it； twisting my hand at the end； putting all I had into it。 I did what they taught us to do in martial arts class if it was for real。 I aimed not at Richard's face； but at a point two inches inside his face； that was the real goal。
I was back in a protective stance before Jamil and Shang…Da had time to react。 I felt them move towards me and felt others move forward； too。 The very thing I'd b
