iancaldwell&dustinthomason.theruleoffour-第3章

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m　to　produce　more　and　more　documentation　every　week…and　unlike　most　advisors；　who　are　happy　to　let　seniors　hang　by　the　rope　of　their　own　expectations；　Taft　has　kept　a　hand　at　Paul's　back　from　the　start。
　〃So；　what　about　it；　Tom？〃　Gil　asks；　filling　the　silence。　〃What's　your　decision？〃
　I　glance　up　at　the　table。　He's　talking　about　the　letters　in　front　of　me；　which　I've　been　eyeing　between　each　sentence　in　my　book。　The　first　letter　is　from　the　University　of　Chicago；　offering　me　admission　to　a　doctoral　program　in　English。　Books　are　in　my　blood；　the　same　way　medical　school　is　in　Charlie's；　and　a　Ph。D。　from　Chicago　would　suit　me　just　fine。　I　did　have　to　scrap　for　the　acceptance　letter　a　little　more　than　I　wanted　to；　partly　because　my　grades　at　Princeton　have　been　middling；　but　mainly　because　I　don't　know　exactly　what　I　want　to　do　with　myself；　and　a　good　graduate　program　can　smell　indecision　like　a　dog　can　smell　fear。
　〃Take　the　money；〃　Gil　says；　never　taking　his　eyes　off　Audrey　Hepburn。
　Gil　is　a　banker's　son　from　Manhattan。　Princeton　has　never　been　a　destination　for　him；　just　a　window　seat　with　a　view；　a　stopover　on　the　way　to　Wall　Street。　He　is　a　caricature　of　himself　in　that　respect；　and　he　manages　a　smile　whenever　we　give　him　a　hard　time　about　it。　He'll　be　smiling　all　the　way　to　the　bank；　we　know；　even　Charlie；　who's　sure　to　make　a　small　fortune　as　a　doctor；　won't　hold　a　candle　to　the　kind　of　paychecks　Gil　will　see。
　〃Don't　listen　to　him；〃　Paul　says　from　the　other　side　of　the　room。　〃Follow　your　heart。〃
　I　look　up；　surprised　that　he's　aware　of　anything　but　his　thesis。
　〃Follow　the　money；〃　Gil　says；　standing　up　to　get　a　bottle　of　water　from　the　refrigerator。
　〃What'd　they　offer？〃　Charlie　asks；　ignoring　the　magnets　for　a　second。
　〃Forty…one；〃　Gil　guesses；　and　a　few　Elizabethan　words　tumble　from　the　fridge　as　he　closes　it。　〃Bonus　of　five。　Plus　options。〃
　Spring　semester　is　job　season；　and　1999　is　a　buyer's　market。　Forty…one　thousand　dollars　a　year　is　roughly　double　what　I　expected　to　be　earning　with　my　lowly　English　degree；　but　pared　to　some　of　the　deals　I've　seen　classmates　make；　you'd　think　it　was　barely　getting　by。
　I　pick　up　the　letter　from　Daedalus；　an　Internet　firm　in　Austin　that　claims　to　have　developed　the　world's　most　advanced　software　for　streamlining　the　corporate　back　office。　I　know　almost　nothing　about　the　pany；　let　alone　what　a　back　office　is；　but　a　friend　down　the　hall　suggested　I　interview　with　them；　and　as　rumors　circulated　about　high　starting　salaries　at　this　unknown　Texas　start…up；　I　went。　Daedalus；　following　the　general　trend；　didn't　care　that　I　knew　nothing　about　them　or　their　business。　If　I　could　just　solve　a　few　brainteasers　at　an　interview；　and　seem　reasonably　articulate　and　friendly　in　the　process；　the　job　was　mine。　Thus；　in　good　Caesarian　fashion；　I　could；　I　did；　and　it　was。
　〃Close；〃　I　say；　reading　from　the　letter。　〃Forty…three　thousand　a　year。　Signing　bonus　of　three　thousand。　Fifteen　hundred　options。〃
　〃And　a　partridge　in　a　pear　tree；〃　Paul　adds　from　across　the　room。　He's　the　only　one　acting　like　it's　dirtier　to　talk　about　money　than　it　is　to　touch　it。　〃Vanity　of　vanities。〃
　Charlie　is　shifting　the　magnets　again。　In　a　fulminating　baritone　he　imitates　the　preacher　at　his　church；　a　tiny　black　man　from　Georgia　who　just　finished　his　degree　at　the　Princeton　Theological　Seminary。　〃Vanity　of　vanities。　All　is　vanity。〃
　〃Be　honest　with　yourself；　Tom；〃　Paul　says　impatiently；　though　he　never　makes　eye　contact。　〃Any　pany　that　thinks　you　deserve　a　salary　like　that　isn't　going　to　be　around　for　long。　You　don't　even　know　what　they　do。〃　He　returns　to　his　notebook；　scribbling　away。　Like　most　prophets；　he　is　fated　to　be　ignored。
　Gil　keeps　his　focus　on　the　television；　but　Charlie　looks　up；　hearing　the　edge　in　Paul's　voice。　He　rubs　a　hand　along　the　stubble　on　his　chin；　then　says；　〃All　right；　everybody　stop。　I　think　it's　time　to　let　off　some　steam。〃
　For　the　first　time；　Gil　turns　away　from　the　movie。　He　must　hear　what　I　hear：　the　faint　emphasis　on　the　word　steam。
　〃Right　now？〃　I　ask。
　Gil　looks　at　his　watch；　taking　to　the　idea。　〃We'd　be　clear　for　about　half　an　hour；〃　he　says；　and　in　a　show　of　support　he　even　turns　off　the　television；　letting　Audrey　fizzle　into　the　tube。
　Charlie　flips　his　Fitzgerald　shut；　mischief　stirring。　The　broken　spine　springs　open　in　protest；　but　he　tosses　the　book　onto　the　couch。
　〃I'm　working；〃　Paul　objects。　〃I　need　to　finish　this。〃
　He　glances　at　me　oddly。
　〃What？〃　I　ask。
　But　Paul　remains　silent。
　〃What's　the　problem；　girls？〃　Charlie　says　impatiently。
　〃It's　still　snowing　out　there；〃　I　remind　everyone。
　The　first　snowstorm　of　the　year　came　howling　into　town　today；　just　when　spring　seemed　perched　on　the　tip　of　every　tree　branch。　Now　there　are　calls　for　a　foot　of　accumulation；　maybe　more。　The　Easter　weekend　festivities　on　campus；　which　this　year　include　a　Good　Friday　lecture　by　Paul's　thesis　advisor；　Vincent　Taft；　have　been　reorganized。　This　is　hardly　the　weather　for　what　Charlie　has　in　mind。
　〃You　don't　have　to　meet　Curry　until　8：30；　right？〃　Gil　asks　Paul；　trying　to　convince　him。　〃We'll　be　done　by　then。　You　can　work　more　tonight。〃
　Richard　Curry；　an　eccentric　former　friend　of　my　father's　and　Taft's；　has　been　a　mentor　of　Paul's　since　freshman　year。　He　has　put　Paul　in　touch　with　some　of　the　most　prominent　art　historians　in　the　world；　and　has　funded　much　of　Paul's　research　on　the　Hypnerotomachia。
　Paul　weighs　his　notebook　in　his　hand。　Just　looking　at　it；　the　fatigue　returns　to　his　eyes。
　Charlie　senses　that　he's　ing　around。　〃We'll　be　done　by　7：45；〃　he　says。
　〃What　are　the　teams？〃　Gil　asks。
　Charlie　thinks　it　over；　then　says；　〃Tom's　with　me。〃
　　
　The　game　we're　about　to　play　is　a　new　spin　on　an　old　favorite：　a　fast…paced　match　of　paintball　in　a　maze　of　steam　tunnels　below　campus。　Down　there；　rats　are　more　mon　than　lightbulbs；　the　temperature　hits　three　digits　in　the　dead　of　winter；　and　the　terrain　is　so　dangerous　that　even　the　campus　police　are　forbidden　to　give　chase。　Charlie　and　Gil　came　up　with　the　idea　during　an　exam　period　sophomore　year；　inspired　by　an　old　map　Gil　and　Paul　found　at　their　eating　club；　and　by　a　game　Gil's　father　used　to　play　in　the　tunnels　with　his　friends　as　seniors。
　The　newer　version　gained　popularity　until　nearly　a　dozen　members　of　Ivy　and　most　of　Charlie's　friends　from　his　EMT　squad　were　in　on　it。　It　seemed　to　surprise　them　when　Paul　became　one　of　the　game's　best　navigators；　only　the　four　of　us　understood　it；　knowing　how　often　Paul　used　the　tunnels　to　get　to　and　from　Ivy　on　his　own。　But　gradually　Paul's　interest　in　the　game　waned。　It　frustrated　him　that　no　one　else　saw　the　strategic　possibilities　of　it；　the　tactical　ballet。　He　wasn't　there　when　an　errant　shot　punctured　a　steam　pipe　during　a　big　midwinter　match；　the　explosion　stripped　plastic　safety　casings　off　live　power　lines　for　ten　feet　in　either　direction；　and　might've　cooked　two　half…drunk　juniors；　had　Charlie　not　pulled　them　out　of　the　way。　The　proctors；　Princeton's　campus　police；　caught　on；　and　within　days　the　dean　had　rained　down　a　spate　of　punishments。　In　the　aftermath；　Charlie　replaced　paint　guns　and　pellets　with　something　faster　but　less　risky：　an　old　set　of　laser…tag　guns　he　picked　up　at　a　yard　sale。　Still；　as　graduation　approaches；　the　administration　has　imposed　a　zero…tolerance　policy　on　disciplinary　infractions。　Getting　caught　in　the　tunnels　tonight　could　mean　suspension　or　worse。
　Charlie　sidesteps　into　the　bedroom　he　shares　with　Gil　and　pulls　out　a　large　hiking　pack；　then　another；　which　he　hands　to　me。　Finally　he　pulls　on　his　hat。
　〃Jesus；　Charlie；〃　Gil　says。　〃We're　only　going　down　there　for　half　an　hour。　I　packed　less　for　spring　break。〃
　〃Be　prepared；〃　Charlie　says；　hitching　the　larger　of　the　two　packs　over　his　shoulders。　〃That's　what　I　say。〃
　〃You　and　the　Boy　Scouts；〃　I　mumble。
　〃Eagle　scouts；〃　Charlie　says；　because　he　knows　I　never　made　it　past　tenderfoot。
　〃You　ladies　ready？〃　Gil　interrupts；　standing　by　the　door。
　Paul　breathes　deeply；　waking　himself　up；　then　nods。　From　inside　his　room　he　grabs　his　pager　and　hitches　it　to　his　belt。
　At　the　front　of　Dod　Hall；　our　dormitory；　Charlie　and　I　part　ways　with　Gil　and　Paul。　We　will　enter