ib.thewaspfactory-第26章
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hat I did seem to enjoy annoying Old Saul； the bandy…legged and ancient white bulldog my father kept…I'm told…because it was so ugly and it didn't like women。 It didn't like motorbikes； either； and had gone wild when Agnes first arrived； barking and attacking。 Agnes kicked it across the garden and it ran off yelping into the dunes； only reappearing once Agnes was safely out of the way； confined to bed。 Mrs Clamp maintains that my father ought to have put the dog down years before all this happened； but I think the wet…jowled； yellow…bleary…eyed； fishy…smelling old hound must have worked on his sympathy just by being so repulsive。
Agnes duly went into labour about lunch…time one hot still day； pouring sweat and Omming to herself while my father boiled lots of water and things and Mrs Clamp dabbed Agnes's brow and like as not told her of all the women she'd known who had died in childbirth。 I played outside； running around in a pair of shorts and…I imagine…quite happy to have the whole pregnancy thing going on because it gave me more freedom to do as I liked about the house and garden； free from my father's supervision。
What I ever did to annoy Old Saul； whether it was the heat that made him especially cantankerous； whether Agnes really had kicked him in the head when she arrived； as Mrs Clamp says…none of this do I know。 But the little tousle…headed； dirty； tanned； bold toddler that was me might well have been up to some sort of mischief involving the beast。
It happened in the garden； over a piece of ground that later became a vegetable patch when my father went on his health…food binge。 My mother was heaving and grunting； pushing and breathing； an hour or so away from producing； and attended by both Mrs Clamp and my father； when all three （or at least two； I suppose Agnes might have been too preoccupied） heard frenzied barking and one high； awful scream。
My father rushed to the window； looked out and down into the garden； then shouted and ran out of the room； leaving Mrs Clamp goggle…eyed； alone。
He ran out into the garden and picked me up。 He ran back into the house； shouted up to Mrs Clamp； then put me on the table in the kitchen and used some towels to stop the bleeding as best he could。 Mrs Clamp； still ignorant and quite enraged； appeared with the medicine he had demanded； then almost fainted when she saw the mess between my legs。 My father took the bag from her and told her to get back upstairs to my mother。
One hour later I had recovered consciousness； was lying drugged and bloodless in my bed； and my father had gone out with the shotgun he owned then to look for Old Saul。
He found him in a couple of minutes； before he had properly left the house。 The old dog was cowering by the door of the cellar； down the steps in the cool shadow。 He whined and shivered； and my young blood mixed on his slavering chops with gamey saliva and thick eye…mucus as he girned and looked shakily and pleadingly up at my father； who picked him up and strangled him。
Now； I did eventually get my father to tell me this； and； according to him； it was just as he choked the last struggling life out of the dog that he heard another scream； this time from above； and inside the house； and that was the boy they called Paul being born。 What sort of twisted thoughts went through my father's brain at the time to make him choose such a name for the child I cannot start to imagine； but that was the name Angus chose for his new son。 He had to choose it by himself because Agnes didn't stay long。 She spent two days recovering； expressed shock and horror at what had happened to me； then got on her bike and roared off。 My father tried to stop her by standing in her way； so she ran him over and broke his leg quite badly； on the path before the bridge。
Thus it was that Mrs Clamp found herself looking after my father while he insisted on looking after me。 He still refused to let the old woman call in any other doctor； and set his own leg； though not quite perfectly； hence the limp。 Mrs Clamp had to take the newly born child into the local cottage hospital the day after Paul's mother left。 My father protested but； as Mrs Clamp pointed out； it was quite enough to have to look after two invalids in the one house without having an infant needing constant care as well。
So that was my mother's last visit to the island and the house。 She left one dead； one born and two crippled for life； one way or the other。 N ot a bad score for a fortnight in the summer of groovy and psychedelic love； peace and general niceness。
Old Saul ended up buried in the slope behind the house； in what later I called the Skull Grounds。 My father claims that he cut the animal open and found my tiny genitals in its stomach； but I never did get him to tell me what he did with them。
Paul； of course； was Saul。 That enemy was…must have been…cunning enough to transfer to the boy。 That was why my father chose such a name for my new brother。 It was just lucky that I spotted it in time and did something about it at such an early age； or God knows what the child might have turned into； with Saul's soul possessing him。 But luck； the storm and I introduced him to the Bomb； and that settled his game。
As for the little animals； the gerbils； white mice and hamsters； they had to die their muddy little ploppy deaths so that I could get to the Skull of Old Saul。 I catapulted the tiny beasts across the creek and into the mud on the far side so that I could have funerals。 My father would never have let me start digging up our graveyard for family pets otherwise； so off they had to go； departing this life in the rather undignified garb of half a badminton shuttlecock。 I used to buy the shuttlecocks in the town toy and sports shop and cut the rubber end off； then squeeze the protesting guinea…pig （I did use one once； just on principle； but as a rule they were too expensive and a little too big） up through the funnel of plastic until it sat round their waist like a little dress。 Thus flighted； I sent them shooting out over the mud and the water towards their suffocating ends； then I buried them； using as coffins the big matchboxes we always kept by the stove； and which I had been saving for years and using as toy…soldier containers； model houses and so on。
I told my father I was trying to get them over to the far side； to the mainland； and that the ones I had to bury； the ones which fell short； were victims of scientific research； but I doubt I really needed this excuse； my father never seemed bothered about the suffering of lower forms of life； despite having been a hippy； and perhaps because of his medical training。
I kept a log； naturally； and therefore have it recorded that it took no less than thirty…seven of these supposed flight experiments before my trusty long…handled trowel； in biting the Skull Grounds' earth skin； struck something harder than the sandy soil； and I finally knew where the dog's bones were。
It would have been nice if it had been a decade to the day since the dog died that I exhumed its skull； but in fact I was a few months late。 Nevertheless； the Year of the Skull ended with my old enemy in my power； the bone jug pulled from the ground like a very rotten tooth indeed one suitably dark and stormy night； by torchlight and Stoutstroke the trowel while my father was sleeping and I should have been； and the heavens shook with thunder； rain and gale。
I was shaking by the time I got the thing to the Bunker； nearly frightening myself to death with my paranoid imaginings； but I prevailed； I took the filthy skull there and I cleaned it and stuck a candle in it and I surrounded it with heavy magic； important things； and got back cold and wet to my warm little bed safely。
So； all things considered； I think I have done all right； handled my problem as well as it could have been handled。 My enemy is twice dead； and I still have him。 I am not a full man； and nothing can ever alter that； but I am me； and I regard that as pensation enough。
This burning dogs stuff is just nonsense。
7： Space Invaders
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