cb.damnationgame-第77章

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　　I　found　you；　he　said　in　her　head。
　　She　looked　around　the　room　for　a　way　to　drive　him　out。
　　No　use；　he　told　her。
　　〃Leave　us　alone。〃　You've　treated　me　badly；　Carys。　I　should　punish　you。　But　I　won't；　not　if　you　give　me　your　father。　Is　that　so　much　to　ask？　I　have　a　right　to　him。　You　know　that　in　your　heart　of　hearts。　He　belongs　to　me。
　　She　knew　better　than　to　trust　his　coaxing　tones。　If　she　found　Papa；　what　would　he　do　then？　Leave　her　to　live　her　life？　No；　he　would　take　her　too；　the　way　he'd　taken　Evangeline　and　Toy　and　only　he　knew　how　many　others；　to　that　tree；　to　that　Nowhere。
　　Her　eyes　came　to　rest　on　the　small　electric　cooker　in　the　corner　of　the　room。　She　got　up；　her　limbs　jangling；　and　walked　unsteadily　across　to　it。　If　the　European　had　caught　wind　of　her　plan；　then　all　the　better。　He　was　weak；　she　could　sense　it。　Tired　and　sad；　one　eye　on　the　sky　for　kites；　his　concentration　faltering。　But　his　presence　was　still　distressing　enough　to　muddy　her　thought　processes。　Once　she　reached　the　cooker　she　could　hardly　think　of　why　she　was　there。　She　pressed　her　mind　into　higher　gear。　Refusal！　That　was　it。　The　cooker　was　refusal！　She　reached　out　and　turned　on　one　of　the　two　electric　rings。
　　No；　Carys；　he　told　her。　This　isn't　wise。
　　His　face　appeared　in　her　mind's　eye。　It　was　vast；　and　it　blotted　out　the　room　around　her。　She　shook　her　head　to　rid　herself　of　him；　but　he　wouldn't　be　dislodged。　There　was　a　second　illusion　too；　besides　his　face。　She　felt　arms　around　her：　not　a　stranglehold；　but　a　sheltering　embrace。　They　rocked　her；　those　arms。
　　〃I　don't　belong　to　you；〃　she　said；　fighting　off　the　urge　to　succumb　to　his　cradling。　In　the　back　of　her　head　she　could　hear　a　song　being　sung；　its　rhythm　matched　the　soporific　rhythm　of　the　rocking。　The　words　weren't　English；　but　Russian。　It　was　a　lullaby；　she　knew　that　without　understanding　the　words；　and　as　it　ran；　and　she　listened；　it　seemed　all　the　hurts　she'd　felt　disappeared。　She　was　a　babe…in…arms　again；　in　his　arms。　He　was　rocking　her　to　sleep　to　this　murmured　song。
　　Through　the　lace　of　approaching　sleep　she　caught　sight　of　a　bright　pattern。　Though　she　couldn't　fix　its　significance；　she　remembered　that　it　had　been　important；　this　orange　spiral　that　glowed　not　far　from　her。　But　what　did　it　mean？　The　problem　vexed　her；　and　kept　the　sleep　she　wanted　at　bay。　So　she　opened　her　eyes　a　little　wider　to　work　out　what　the　pattern　was；　once　and　for　all；　and　so　be　done　with　it。
　　The　cooker　came　into　focus　in　front　of　her；　the　ring　glowing。　The　air　above　it　shimmered。　Now　she　remembered；　and　the　memory　thrust　sleepiness　away。　She　stretched　out　her　arm　toward　the　heat。
　　Don't　do　this；　the　voice　in　her　head　advised。　You'll　only　hurt　yourself。
　　But　she　knew　better。　Slumber　in　his　arms　was　more　dangerous　than　any　pain　the　next　few　moments　would　bring。　The　heat　was　unfortable；　though　her　skin　was　still　inches　from　its　source；　and　for　a　desperate　moment　her　willpower　faltered。
　　You'll　be　scarred　for　life；　the　European　said；　sensing　her　equivocation。
　　〃Let　me　alone。〃　I　just　don't　want　to　see　you　hurt；　child。　I　love　you　too　much。　The　lie　was　a　spur。　She　found　the　vital　ounce　of　courage；　raised　her　hand　and　pressed　it；　palm　down；　onto　the　electric　ring。
　　The　European　screamed　first；　she　heard　his　voice　begin　to　rise　in　the　instant　before　her　own　cry　began。　She　pulled　her　hand　off　the　cooker　as　the　smell　of　burning　hit　her。　Mamoulian　withdrew　from　her；　she　felt　his　retreat。　Relief　flooded　her　system。　Then　the　pain　overwhelmed　her；　and　a　quick　dark　came　down。　She　didn't　fear　it；　though。　It　was　quite　safe；　that　dark。　He　wasn't　in　it。
　　〃Gone；〃　she　said；　and　collapsed。
　　
　　When　she　came　to；　less　than　five　minutes　later；　her　first　thought　was　that　she　was　holding　a　fistful　of　razors。
　　She　edged　her　way　across　to　the　bed　and　put　her　head　on　it　until　she'd　fully　regained　her　consciousness。　When　she　had　courage　enough；　she　looked　at　her　hand。　The　design　of　the　rings　was　burned　quite　clearly　onto　her　palm；　a　spiral　tattoo。　She　stood　up　and　went　to　the　sink　to　run　the　wound　under　cold　water。　The　process　calmed　the　pain　somewhat；　the　damage　was　not　as　severe　as　she　had　thought。　Though　it　had　seemed　an　age；　her　palm　had　probably　only　been　in　direct　contact　with　the　ring　for　a　second　or　two。　She　wrapped　her　hand　up　in　one　of　Marty's　T…shirts。　Then　she　remembered　she'd　read　somewhere　that　burns　were　best　left　to　the　open　air；　and　she　undid　her　handiwork。　Exhausted；　she　lay　on　the　bed　and　waited　for　Marty　to　bring　her　a　piece　of　the　Island。
　　
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　　The　Reverend　Bliss〃　boys　stayed　in　the　downstairs　back　room　of　the　house　on　Caliban　Street；　lost　in　a　reverie　of　watery　death；　for　well　over　an　hour。　In　that　time　Mamoulian　had　gone　in　search　of　Carys；　found　her　and　been　driven　out　again。　But　he　had　discovered　her　whereabouts。　More　than　that；　he　had　gleaned　that　Strauss…the　man　he　had　so　foolishly　ignored　at　the　Sanctuary…had　now　gone　to　fetch　the　girl　heroin。　It　was　time；　he　thought；　to　stop　being　so　passionate。
　　He　felt　like　a　beaten　dog：　all　he　wanted　to　do　was　to　lie　down　and　die。　It　seemed　today…especially　since　the　girl's　skillful　rejection　of　him…that　he　felt　every　hour　of　his　long；　long　life　in　his　sinews。　He　looked　down　at　his　hand；　which　still　ached　with　the　burn　he'd　received　through　Carys。　Perhaps　the　girl　would　understand；　finally；　that　all　of　this　was　inevitable。　That　the　endgame　he　was　about　to　enter　was　more　important　than　her　life　or　Strauss〃　or　Breer's　or　those　of　the　two　idiot　Memphisites　he'd　left　dreaming　two　floors　below。
　　He　went　down　to　the　first　landing　and　into　Breer's　room。　The　Razor…Eater　was　recumbent　on　his　mattress　in　the　corner　of　the　room；　his　neck　akimbo；　his　stomach　impaled；　gaping　up　at　him　like　a　lunatic　fish。　At　the　bottom　of　the　mattress；　drawn　up　close　because　of　Breer's　failing　eyesight；　the　television　gabbled　its　inanities。
　　〃We'll　be　leaving　soon；〃　Mamoulian　said。
　　〃Did　you　find　her？〃　〃Yes；　I　found　her。　A　place　called　Bright　Street。　The　house…〃　he　seemed　to　find　this　thought　amusing；　〃is　painted　yellow。　The　second　floor；　I　think。〃　〃Bright　Street；〃　said　Breer；　dreamily。　〃Shall　we　go　and　find　her　then？〃　〃No；　not　we。〃　Breer　turned　a　little　more　toward　the　European；　he　had　braced　his　broken　neck　with　a　makeshift　splint；　and　it　made　movement　difficult。　〃I　want　to　see　her；〃　he　said。
　　〃You　shouldn't　have　let　her　go　in　the　first　place。〃　〃He　came；　the　one　from　the　house。　I　told　you。〃　〃Oh；　yes；〃　said　Mamoulian。　〃I　have　plans　for　Strauss。〃　〃Shall　I　find　him　for　you？〃　Breer　said。　The　old　images　of　execution　sprang　into　his　head；　as　if　fresh　from　a　book　of　atrocities。　One　or　two　of　them　were　sharper　than　ever；　as　if　they　were　close　to　being　realized。
　　〃No　need；〃　the　European　replied。　〃I　have　two　eager　acolytes　willing　to　do　that　job　for　me。〃　Breer　sulked。　〃What　can　I　do；　then？〃　〃You　can　prepare　the　house　for　our　departure。　I　want　you　to　burn　what　few　possessions　we　have。　I　want　it　to　be　as　though　we　never　existed；　you　and　I。〃　〃The　end's　near；　is　it？〃　〃Now　I　know　where　she　is；　yes。〃　〃She　may　run　off。〃　〃She's　too　weak。　She　won't　be　able　to　move　until　Strauss　brings　her　drug。　And　of　course　he'll　never　do　that。〃　〃You're　going　to　have　him　killed？〃　〃Him；　and　anyone　who　gets　in　my　way　from　this　moment　on。　I've　no　energy　left　for　passion。　That's　been　my　error　so　often：　letting　the　innocent　escape。　You've　got　your　instructions；　Anthony。　Be　about　your　business。〃　He　withdrew　from　the　fetid　room；　and　went　downstairs　to　his　new　agents。　The　Americans　stood　respectfully　when　he　opened　the　door。
　　〃Are　you　ready？〃　he　asked。
　　The　blond　one；　who　had　been　the　more　pliant　from　the　outset；　started　to　express　his　undying　thanks　over　again；　but　Mamoulian　silenced　him。　He　gave　them　their　orders；　and　they　took　them　as　if　he　were　dispensing　sweets。
　　〃There　are　knives　in　the　kitchen；〃　he　said。　〃Take　them　and　use　them　in　good　health。〃　Chad　smiled。　〃You　want　us　to　kill　the　wife　too？〃　〃The　Deluge　has　no　time　to　be　selective。〃　〃Suppose　she　hasn't　sinned？〃　Tom　said；　not　sure　of　why　he　thought　this　foolish　thought。
　　〃Oh；　she's　sinned；〃　the　man　replied；　with　glittering　eyes；　and　that　was　good　enough　for　the　Reverend　Bli