dk.coldfire-第50章
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was my special place； where I went to play。 。 。 to be alone。〃
〃I wish we'd been kids together；〃 she said。
〃Why？〃 She thought of Norby； the boy she had pulled from the sarcophagus under the DC…10's overturned seats。 〃So I could've known you before your parents died； what you were like then； untouched。〃
Another stretch of time passed in silence。
When he spoke； his voice was so low that Holly could barely hear it above the thumping of her own heart： 〃Viola has a sadness in her； too。
She looks like the happiest lady in the world； but she lost her husband in Vietnam； never got over it。 Father Geary； the priest I told you about； he looks like every devout parish rector from every old sentimental Catholic movie ever made in the thirties and forties； but when I met him he was weary and unsure of his calling。 And you。 。 。
well； you're pretty and amusing； and you have an air of efficiency about you； but I'd never have guessed that you could be as relentless as you are。 You give the impression of a woman who moves easy through life； interested in life and in her work； but never moving against a current； always with it； easy。 Yet you're really like a bulldog when you get your teeth in something。〃
Staring at the dapple of light and shadow on the ceiling； holding his strong hand； Holly considered his statement for a while。 Finally she said； 〃What's your point？〃 〃People are always more。 。 。 plex than you figure。〃
〃Is that just an observation。 。 。 or a warning？〃 He seemed surprised by her question。 〃Warning？〃 〃Maybe you're warning me that you're not what you seem to be。〃
After another long pause； he said； 〃Maybe。〃
She matched his silence。 Then she said； 〃I guess I don't care。〃
He turned toward her。 She moved against him with a shyness that she had not felt in many years。 His first kiss was gentle； and more intoxicating than three bottles or three cases of Corona。
Holly realized she'd been deceiving herself She had needed the beer not to soothe her nerves； not to insure an uninterrupted night of sleep； but to give her the courage to seduce him…or to be seduced。 She had sensed that he was abysmally lonely； and she had told him so。 Now she understood that her loneliness had exceeded his； and that only the smallest part of her desolation of spirit had resulted from her disenchantment with journalism； most of it was simply the result of being alone； for the most part； all of her adult life。
Two pajama bottoms and one top seemed to dissolve between them like clothes sometimes evaporate in erotic dreams。 She moved her hands over him with increasing excitement； marveling that the sense of touch could convey such intricacies of shape and texture； or give rise to such exquisite longings。
She had a ridiculously romantic idea of what it would be like to make love to him； a dreamy…eyed girl's fantasy of unmatched passion； of sweet tenderness and pure hot sex in perfect balance； every muscle in both of them flexing and contracting in sublime harmony or； at times； in breathless counterpoint； each invasive stroke a testament to mutual surrender； two being one； the outer world of reason overwhelmed by the inner world of feeling； no wrong word spoken； no sigh mistimed； bodies moving and meshing in precisely the same mysterious rhythms by which the great invisible tidal forces of the universe ebbed and flowed； elevating the act above mere biology and making of it a mystical experience。 Her expectations proved； of course； to be ridiculous。 In reality； it was more tender； more fierce； and far better than her fantasy。
They fell asleep like spoons in a drawer； her belly against his back； her loins against his warm bottom。 Hours later； in those reaches of the night that were usually…but no longer…the loneliest of all； they woke to the same quiet alarm of renewed desire。 He turned to her； she weled him； and this time they moved together with an even greater urgency； as if the first time had not taken the edge off their need but had sharpened it the way one dose of heroin only increases the addict's desire for the next。
At first； looking up into Jim's beautiful eyes； Holly felt as if she were gazing into the pure fire of his soul。 Then he gripped her by the sides； half lifting her off the mattress as he eased deep into her； and she felt the scratches burning in her flanks and remembered the claws of the thing that had stepped magically out of a dream。 For an instant； with pain flashing in her shallow wounds； her perception shifted； and she had the queer feeling that it was a cold blue fire into which she gazed； burning without heat。 But that was only a reaction to the stinging scratches and the pain…engendered memory of the nightmare。 When he slid his hands off her sides and under her； lifting； she rose to meet him； and he was all warmth now； not the faintest chill about him。
Together they generated enough heat to sear away that brief image of a soul on ice。
The frost…pale glow of the unseen moon backlit banks of coaly clouds that churned across the night sky。
Unlike in other recent dreams； Holly was standing outside on a graveled path that led between a pond and a cornfield toward the door in the base of the old windmill。 The limestone structure rose above her at a severe angle； recognizably a mill but nonetheless an alien place； unearthly。
The huge sails； ragged with scores of broken or missing vanes； were silhouetted against the foreboding sky and angled like a tilted cross。
although a blustery wind sent moon…silvered ripples across the ink…dark pond and rattled the nearby cornstalks； the sails were still。
The mill obviously had been inoperable for many years； and the mechanisms were most likely too rusted to allow the sails to turn。
A spectral muddy…yellow light flickered at the narrow windows of the upper room。 Beyond the glass； strange shadows moved across the interior limestone walls of that high chamber。
She didn't want to get any closer to the building； had never been more frightened of a place in her life； but she was unable to halt herself She was drawn forward as if she were the spellbound thrall of some powerful sorcerer。
In the pond to her left； something was wrong with the moon…cast reflection of the windmill； and she turned to look at it。 The pattern of light and shade on the water was reversed from what it should have been。 The mill shadow was not a dark geometric form imposed on the water over the filigree of moonlight； instead； the image of the mill was brighter than the surface of the pond around it； as if the mill were luminous； the brightest object in the night； when in fact its stones rose in an ebony and forbidding pile。 Where the high windows were filled with lambent light in the real mill； black rectangles floated in the impossible reflection； like the empty eyeholes in a fleshless skull。
Creak。 。 。 creak。 。 。 creak。 。 。
She looked up。
The massive sails were trembling in the wind and beginning to move。
They forced the corroded gears that drove the windshaft and； in turn； the grinding stones in the millroom at its base。
Wanting only to wake up or； failing that； to flee back along the gravel path over which she had e； Holly drifted inexorably forward。
The giant sails began to turn clockwise； gaining speed； producing less creaking as the gears unfroze。 It seemed to her that they were like the fingers of a monstrous hand； and the jagged end of every broken vane was a claw。
She reached the door。
She did not want to go inside。 She knew that within lay a hell of some kind； as bad as the pits of torture described by any fire…and…brimstone preacher who had ever thundered a sermon in old Salem。 If she went in there； she would never e out alive。
The sails swooped down at her； passing just a couple of feet over her head； the splintered wood reaching for her： Whoosh； whoosh； whoosh； whoosh。
In the grip of a trance even more manding than her terror； she opened the door。 She stepped across the threshold。 With the malevolent animation that objects possessed only in dreams； the door pulled out of her hand； slammed shut behind her。
Ahead lay the lightless lower room of the mill； in which the worn stone wheels ground against ea
