dk.coldfire-第28章
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He leaned against the sink。 For at least the thousandth time in the year； he wondered what in God's name was happening to him。
In his sleep he had gone to the windmill again。 Never before had the same nightmare troubled him two nights in a row。 Usually； weeks passed between reoccurrences。
Worse； there had been an unsettling new element…more than just the rain on the narrow windows； the lambent flame of the candle and tire dancing shadows it produced； the sound of the big sails turning outside the low rumble of the millstones below； and an inexplicable pall of fear。
This time he'd been aware of a malevolent presence； out of sight but drawing nearer by the second； something so evil and alien that he could not even imagine its form or full intentions。 He had expected it to burst out of the limestone wall； erupt through the plank floor； or explode in upon him from the heavy timbered door at the head of the mill stairs。 He had been unable to decide which way to run。 Finally he had yanked open the door and awakened with a scream。 If anything had been there； he could not remember what it had looked like。
Regardless of the appearance it might have had； Jim knew what to call it： the enemy。 Except that now he thought of it with a capital 〃T〃 and a capital 〃E。〃 The Enemy。 The amorphous beast that haunted many of his other nightmares had found its way into the windmill dream； where it had never terrorized him before。
Crazy as it seemed； he sensed that the creature was not merely a fantasy spawned by his subconscious while he slept。 It was as real as he himself Sooner or later it would cross the barrier between the world dreams and the waking world as easily as it had crossed the barrier between different nightmares。
Holly never considered going back to bed。 She knew she would not sleep again for many hours； until she was so exhausted that she would be unable to keep her eyes open no matter how much strong black coffee she drank。
Sleep had ceased to be a sanctuary。 It was； instead； a source of danger； a highway to hell or somewhere worse； along which she might encounter an inhuman traveler。
That made her angry。 Everyone needed and deserved the refuge of sleep。
As dawn came； she took a long shower； carefully but diligently scrubbing the shallow lacerations on her sides； although the soap and hot water stung the open flesh。 She worried that she would develop an infection as strange as the briefly glimpsed monstrosity that had inflicted her wounds。
That sharpened her anger。
By nature； she was a good Girl Scout； always prepared for any eventuality。 When traveling； she carried a few first…aid supplies in the same kit with her Lady Remington shaver： iodine； gauze pads； adhesive tape； Band…Aids； a small aerosol can of Bactine； and a tube of ointment that was useful for soothing minor burns。 After toweling offù from the shower； she sat naked on the edge of the bed； sprayed Bactine on her wounds； then daubed at them with iodine。
She had bee a reporter； in part； because as a younger woman she had believed that journalism had the power to explain the world； to make sense of events that sometimes seemed chaotic and meaningless。
More than a decade of newspaper employment had shaken her conviction that the human experience could be explained all or even most of the time。 But she still kept a well…ordered desk； meticulously arranged files； and neat story notes。 In her closets at home； her clothes were arranged according to season； then according to the occasion （formal； semi…formal； informal）； then by color。 If life insisted on being chaotic； and if journalism had failed her as a tool for bringing order to the world； at least she could depend on routine and habit to create a personal pocket universe of stability； however fragile； beyond which the disorder and tumult of life were kept at bay。
The iodine stung。
She was angrier。 Seething。
The shower disturbed the clots that had coagulated in the deeper scratches on her left side。 She was bleeding slightly again。 She sat quietly on the edge of the bed for a while； holding a wad of Kleenex against the wounds； until the lacerations were no longer oozing。
By the time Holly had dressed in tan jeans and an emerald…green blouse； it was seven…thirty。
She already knew how she was going to start the day； and nothing could distract her from her plans。 She had no appetite whatsoever for breakfast。
When she stepped outside； she discovered that the morning was cloudy and unusually temperate even for Orange County； but the sublime weather had no mellowing influence on her and did not tempt her to pause even for a moment to relish the early sun on her face。 She drove the rental car across the parking lot； out to the street； and headed toward Laguna Niguel。 She was going to ring James Ironheart's doorbell and demand a lot of answers。
She wanted his full story； the explanation of how he could know when people were about to die and why he took such extreme risks to save to strangers。 But she also wanted to know why last night's bad dream had bee real； how and why her bedroom wall had begun to glisten and； throb like flesh； and what manner of creature had popped out of her nightmare and seized her in talons formed of something more substantial than dreamstuff。
She was convinced that he would have the answers。 Last night； for only the second time in her thirty…three years； she'd encountered the unknown been sideswiped by the supernatural。 The first time had been on August 12 when Ironheart had miraculously saved Billy Jenkins from being mow down by a truck in front of the McAlbery School…although she hadn realized until later that he had stepped right out of the Twilight Zone： Though she was willing to cop to a lot of faults； stupidity was not one of them。 Anyone but a fool could see that both collisions with the paranormal； Ironheart and the nightmare…made…real； were related。
She was more than merely angry。 She was pissed。
As she cruised down Crown Valley Parkway； she realized that her anger sprang； in part； from the discovery that her big； career…making story was turning out not to be strictly about amazement and wonder and courage and hope and triumph； as she had anticipated。 Like the vast majority articles that had appeared on the front pages of newspapers since invention of the printing press； this story had a dark side。
Jim had showered and dressed for church。 He did not regularly attend Sunday Mass any more； or the services of any other of the religions to which he had been sporadically mitted over the years。 But having been in the control of a higher power since at least last May； when he had flown to Florida to save the lives of Sam and Emily Newsome； he was disposed to think about God more than usual。 And since Father Geary had told him about the stigmata that had marked his body while he lay unconscious on the floor of Our Lady of the Desert； less than a week ago； he had felt the tidal pull of Catholicism for the first time in a couple of years。 He didn't actually expect that the mystery of recent events would be cleared up by answers he would find in church…but he could hope。
As he plucked his car keys off the pegboard on the kitchen wall beside the door to the garage； he heard himself say； 〃Life line。〃
Immediately； his plans for the day were changed。 He froze； not sure what to do。 Then the familiar feeling of being a marionette overcame him； and he hung the keys back on the pegboard。
He returned to the bedroom and stripped out of his loafers； gray slacks； dark…blue sportcoat； and white shirt。 He dressed in chinos and a blousy Hawaiian shirt； which he wore over his pants in order to be as unhampered as possible by his clothing。
He needed to stay loose； flexible。 He had no idea why looseness and flexibility were desirable for what lay ahead； but he felt the need just the same。
Sitting on the floor in front of the closet； he selected a pair of shoes…the most fortable； broken…in pair of Rockports that he owned。
He tied them securely but not too tightly。 He stood up and tested the fit。 Good。
He reached for the suitcase on the top shelf； then hesitated。 He was not sure that he would require luggage。 A fe
