rh.theassassinsapprentice-第69章
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go unheard。
With spring in the air； all in the seaport braced； for soon it would be raiding weather。 I ate with the guards every night now and listened well to all the rumors。 Forged ones had bee robbers all along our highways； and the stories of their depravities and depredations were all the tavern talk now。 As predators； they were more devoid of decency and mercy than any wild animal could be。 It was easy to forget they had ever been human； and to hate them with a venom like nothing else。
The fear of being Forged increased proportionately。 Markets carried candy…dipped beads of poison for mothers to give their children in the event the family was captured by raiders。 There were rumors that some seacoast villagers had packed up all their belongings in carts and moved inland； forsaking their traditional occupations as fishers and traders to bee farmers and hunters away from the threat of the sea。 Certainly the population of beggars within the city was swelling。 A Forged one came into Buckkeep Town itself and walked the streets； as untouchable as a madman as he helped himself to whatever he wanted from the market stalls。 Before a second day had passed； he had disappeared； and dark whispers said to watch for his body to wash up on the beach。 Other rumors said a wife had been found for Verity among the mountain folk。 Some said it was to secure our access to the passes； others that we could not afford a potential enemy at our backs when all along our seacoast we must fear the Red…Ships。。 And there were yet other rumors； no； the barest whispers； too brief and fragmented to be rumors； that all was not well with Prince Verity。 Tired and sick said some； and others sniggered about a nervous and weary bridegroom。 A few sneered that he had taken to drink and was only seen by day when his headache was worst。
I found my concern over these last rumors to be deeper than I would have expected。 None of the royals had ever paid much mind to me； at least not in a personal way。 Shrewd saw to my education and fort and had long ago bought my loyalty； so that now I was his without even giving thought to any alternative。 Regal despised me； and I had long learned to avoid his narrow glance； and the casual nudges or furtive shoves that had once been enough to send a smaller boy staggering。 But Verity had been kind to me； in an absentminded sort of way； and he loved his dogs and his horse and his hawks in a way I understood。 I wanted to see him stand tall and proud at his wedding； and hoped someday to stand behind the throne he would occupy much as Chade stood behind Shrewd's。 I hoped he was well； and yet there was nothing I could do about it if he were not； nor even a way I could see him。 Even if we had been keeping the same hours； the circles we moved in were seldom the same。
It was still not quite full spring when Galen made his announcement。 The rest of the keep was making its preparations for Springfest。 The stalls in the marketplace would be sanded clean and repainted in bright colors； and tree branches would be brought inside and gently forced so that their blossoms and tiny leaves could grace the banquet table on Springseve。 But tender new greens and eggcake with carris seed toppings were not what Galen had in mind for us； nor puppet shows and hunt dances。 Instead； with the ing of the new season； we would be tested； either to be proven worthy or discarded。
〃Discarded；〃 he repeated； and if he had been condemning those unchosen to death； the attention of his other students could not have been more intent。 I numbly tried to understand in full what it would mean to me when I failed。 I had no belief that he would test me fairly； or that I could pass such a test even if he did。
〃You shall be a coterie； those of you who prove yourselves。 Such a coterie as has never been before； I would think。 At the height of Springfest； I myself will present you to your king； and he shall see the wonder of what I have wrought。 As you have e this far with me； you know I will not be shamed before him。 So I myself will test you； and test you to your limits； to be sure that the weapon I place in my king's hand holds an edge worthy of its purpose。 One day from now； I will scatter you； like seeds in the wind； across the kingdom。 I have arranged that you will be taken hence； by swift horse； to your destinations。 And there each of you will be left； alone。 Not one of you will know where any of the others are。〃 He paused； I think to let each of us feel the tension thrumming through the room。 I knew that all the others vibrated in tune； sharing a mon emotion； almost a mon mind as they received their instruction。 I suspected they heard far more than the simple words from Galen's lips。 I felt a foreigner there； listening to words in a language whose idiom I could not grasp。 I would fail。
〃Within two days of being left； you will be summoned。 By me。 You will be directed who to contact； and where。 Each of you will receive the information you need to make your way back here。 If you have learned； and learned well； my coterie will be here and present on Springseve； ready to be presented to the King。〃 Again the pause。 〃Do not think； however； that all you must do is find your way back to Buckkeep by Springseve。 You are to be a coterie； not homing pigeons。 How you e and in what pany will prove to me that you have mastered your Skill。 Be ready to leave by tomorrow morning。〃
And then he released us； one by one； again with a touch for each； and a word of praise for each； save me。 I stood before him； as open as I could make myself； as vulnerable as I dared to be； and yet the brush of the Skill against my mind was less than the touch of the wind。 He stared down at me as I looked up at him； and I did not need the Skill to feel that he both loathed and despised me。 He made a noise of contempt and looked aside； releasing me。 I started to go：
〃Far better；〃 he said in that cavernous voice of his； 〃if you had gone over the wall that night； bastard。 Far better。 Burrich thought I abused you。 I was only offering you a way out； as close to an honorable way as you were capable of finding。 Go away and die； boy； or at least go away。 You shame your father's name by existing。 By Eda； I do not know how you came to exist。 That a man such as your father could fall to such depth as lying with something and letting you bee is beyond my mind to imagine。〃
As always； there was that note of fanaticism in his voice as he spoke of Chivalry； and his eyes became almost blank with blind idolatry for him。 Almost absentmindedly； he turned away and walked off。 He reached the top of the stairs； and then turned； very slowly。 〃I must ask；〃 he said； and the venom in his voice was hungry with hatred。 〃Are you his catamite； that he lets you suck strength from him？ Is that why he is so possessive of you？〃
〃Catamite？〃 I repeated； not knowing the word。
He smiled。 It made his cadaverous face even more skull…like。 〃Did you think I hadn't discovered him？ Did you think you'd be free to draw on his strength for this test？ You won't。 Be assured； bastard； you won't。〃
He turned and went down the steps； leaving me standing there alone on the rooftop。 I had no idea what his final words meant； but the strength of his hatred had left me sickened and weak as if it were a poison he'd put in my blood。 I was reminded of the last time all had left me on the tower roof。 I felt pelled to walk to the edge of the tower and look down。 This corner of the keep did not face the sea； but there were still jagged rocks aplenty at the foot of it。 No one would survive that fall。 If I could make a decision whose firmness lasted for one second； then I could put myself out of it all。 And what Burrich or Chade or anyone else might think of it would not be able to trouble me。
A distant echo of a whimper。
〃I'm ing； Smithy；〃 I muttered； and turned away from the edge。
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
The Trial
THE MAN CEREMONY IS supposed to take place within the moon of a boy's fourteenth birthday。 Not all are honored with it。 It requires a Man to sponsor and name the candidate； and He must find a dozen other Men who concede the boy is worthy
