gs.earthabides-第60章
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rst violation…and there would surely be one…might bring a tremendous shock。
A third possible example of taboo; though a minor matter perhaps; was the turning of the University Library into a sacrosanct building。 Once; when the oldest boys were youngsters; Ish had gone with them on a long walk which had taken them to the campus。 While he was napping; two of them had worked loose a board which; long before; he had nailed across the broken window; they had gone into the stacks; and started throwing books onto the floor。 Horror…stricken with a sense of the violation of that great treasure house; Ish had followed them。 He had been ashamed of himself later; but at the moment he had been outraged beyond reason and had beaten the boys。 The very unreasoning quality of his rage and horror must have impressed them much more than the beating。 They had certainly passed this impression on to the younger children。 The Library had been safe; and Ish had been pleased。 But this might also be called an example of taboo; and now he wondered。
There was a fourth one too; of course…but this brought him back to where he had started。 He got out of the chair and went to the mantelpiece。
The hammer was there; as he himself had replaced it。 He had not asked any child to take it back; not even Joey。 He had preferred not to raise the issue again。
There it stood; balanced on its four…pound head of dull; rust…pitted steel。 The hammer had been with him a long time。 He had found it just before the rattlesnake had struck him; and so it might be called his oldest friend。 It had been with him longer than Em or Ezra。
He looked at it curiously; considering it carefully and selfconsciously。 The handle was actually in bad shape。 It had weathered from lying so long in the open; and even before the hammer had been left to lie; the handle had apparently been banged accidentally against a rock and cracked a little。 What was the wood? He really did not know。 Ash or hickory; he supposed。 Hickory; most likely。
The simplest thing; he concluded impetuously; would be to get rid of the hammer。 He could throw it into the Bay。 No; he reconsidered; that would be merely treating the ssymptom; not the disease。 With the hammer removed; the children's tendency to superstition would still remain; and would merely fix upon something else; and perhaps take some more sinister form。
He thought of destroying the hammer; as a symbolical leson to the children that it had no strength in itself。 But he remembered that he did not actually have the power to destroy it。 The handle he could burn easily; but the steel head was next to indestructible by any means at his disposal。 Even if he found a carboy of acid and dissolved the steel in it; to go to so much trouble would make the children think that the hammer must really have possessed some deep…seated power。
So he looked at the hammer with new interest; as something which was ing to have a life and power of its own。 Yes; it had the qualities which went toward the making of a good symbol…permanence; entity; strength。 Its phallic suggestion was obvious。 Curiously; as he thought now; he had never named it; though men were likely to give names to weapons; which also were symbols of power…Madelon and Brown Bess and Killdeer and Excalibur。 Hammers had been signs of godhead before this; Thor had carried a hammer; probably other gods too。 Among kings there had been that old Frankish one who drove back the Saracens…Martel; they had called him; Charles of the Hammer! Ish of the Hammer!
Thus; for one reason or another; when the children reassembled in school the next morning; Ish said nothing about superstition。 It would be better; he told himself; to bide his time a little; to observe more closely for a day or two; or a week。 Most of all; he wished to learn more about Joey。
As the result of this observation; over a period of some weeks; Ish came to the conclusion; somewhat reluctantly; that Joey had many of the qualities of a first…class brat。 He had passed his tenth birthday during the summer。 His precocity was sometimes painful; he was; in the old phrase; 〃too big for his britches。〃 In age; he was half way between Walt and Weston; who were twelve; and Chris; who was eight。 But Joey's precocity put him naturally into the pany of the two older boys; and he and the younger one had nothing in mon。 This must be hard on Joey; Ish concluded; because he was always overreaching to attain the physical power of boys two years older and naturally stronger as well。 Josey; his own twin; he neglected also; for he was at a stage when boys had no interest in girls; and Josey; besides; was not nearly so bright as he。
There was thus; Ish saw; always a kind of strain about what Joey was doing or trying to do。 Again and again Ish thought of that little incident in which the other children had been afraid to pick up the hammer; but had acquiesced in Joey's doing something that they themselves did not dare to do。 Obviously; in their minds; there was some kind of power inherent in Joey。 Ish thought far back to the times of his studies; and he remembered the wide…spread belief that certain members of a tribe had a special power within them。 Mana; the anthropologists had called it。 Perhaps the children believed that Joey had mana; possibly Joey himself believed it。
Yet; though Ish recognized Joey's limitations and disabilities and bad qualities; still he kept his thought centered more on Joey than on any of the others。 Joey held the hope for the future。 Only by the power of intelligence; Ish believed firmly; had mankind ever risen to civilization; and only by further exercise of that same power; would mankind ever rise again。 And Joey possessed intelligence。 Possibly also he possessed that other power。 Mana might be a fallacy of simple minds; but even the most civilized peoples had realized that certain individuals carried within them some strange power that went for leadership。 Had anyone ever explained why certain men became leaders; and others; though they seemed better qualified; did not?
How much of all this did Joey realize? Many times Ish asked himself the question; but he could not as yet answer it。 Yet more and more; as the summer progressed; he felt that in Joey lay the hope of the future。
All mysticism aside! All idea of mana discounted! Still; only Joey could keep the light burning through this dark time。
Only he could store up and transmit the great tradition of mankind!
But mere acquisition of knowledge was not all in which Joey excelled。 Even though he was only ten; he was beginning to branch out for himself; to experiment; to discover things on his own。 Indeed; that was the way he had really taught himself to read in the beginning。 To be sure; all this development was still at a childish level。
There was that matter of the jig…saw puzzles; for instance。 The children had developed a sudden craze for the puzzles; and had set about rifling some of the stores。 Ish had watched them at their play; and at first Joey had not been as good as the others。 He seemed to lack some basic spatial sense。 Sometimes he tried to join pieces which obviously did not fit; and the others indignantly told him so。 Joey had been irked at his inferiority; and for a while had withdrawn from the game。
Then Joey had suddenly got a new idea of how to go about it。 He collected himself a number of pieces bearing the same shade of yellow; and thus was able to put them together more rapidly and make better progress than the other children。
When he proudly displayed what he had done; the others were impressed。 But even after he had explained his system; they did not want to adopt it。
〃What's the use anyway!〃 Weston had argued。 〃We might be able to do it faster your way; but it wouldn't be any more fun; and nobody cares how soon we get this finished。〃
Betty had agreed。 〃Yes; it's no fun just going through all the work; picking up the yellow pieces and the blue pieces and the red pieces; and putting them in different places!〃
Joey; Ish noticed; could not put up a good argument for his method; and yet Ish could understand his motives。 In the first place; granted there was no need